Hii to all beautiful women! 🌸
Today, I wanted to share something that's been weighing on my mind lately. It's about my "friend." I won't tell the whole story of our friendship, but we've known each other since school and we're in the same class. Now that it's summer break, we still hang out from time to time.
A little while ago, we went to the gym together, and I finally opened up to her about my sexuality. For the first time, I felt like I could honestly say that I'm attracted to women. I told her that, after everything I've been through with men, I just can't see them as potential life partners anymore.
That's when things got weird.
She suddenly started suggesting that I should date her. The problem is, she's not a lesbian—she's completely into guys. On top of that, she's simply not my type.
I tried to let her down gently. I told her that I'm usually attracted to different kinds of women —generally older and a bit more calm and mature. And instead of accepting that, she got upset. She started telling me that she's depressed and feels lonely. After that, things only got worse. She kept hinting that we should go on dates, flirted with me constantly, and every time I turned her down, she'd make jokes about hurting herself. It's honestly really unsettling.
I'm someone who finds it very difficult to say no, so I don't really know what to do anymore. I've been trying to be more firm, but she completely ignores my boundaries.
The worst part is that we have a trip planned together, including one overnight stay. I'm genuinely worried that she might try to kiss me during the night or do something similar. Lately, she's also been touching me and hugging me all the time, and it makes me feel really uncomfortable.
Has anyone else ever been in a situation like this? I'd really appreciate any advice, because I honestly don't know how to handle it.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read and listen to me. Sending you all lots of love and kisses!
