I’m thinking I might need to delete and start again... I don’t have fun coming here anymore, and even when I try to be active, no one is interested. All I wind up doing is staring at the screen then going back to one of my more active blogs.
It’s hard to be active in a fandom where it feels no one wants you there. And after the amount of garbage I’ve been involved with here, the friends I’ve lost here, I’m not sure I really want to be in the Fire Emblem community anymore.
I’m on the fence about deleting and starting again, or just deleting and bidding adieu to the FE fandom as a whole. Especially when I see the people who hurt me constantly being treated like saints while I’m stuck in the corner wondering what I did wrong.
Some times, I don’t know why I log on...
If I do delete and remake, I’m only going to let a select few know, and I’m probably going to really trim the muse list down. Also, I changed my mind, I won’t be doing Oboro’s ugly sweaters again, too busy, and I just don’t care. Sorry if you were one of the few interested in requesting a sweater drawing.
I don’t know why my mood has dropped, I don’t know why I’m so angry, but my temper and depression have been triggered so much by this fandom and some of the people in it...

















