It's true and I feel called out ... I loved to draw or to write, knit, learn an music instrument ...... Today it all feels "wrong" I can't decide what to do, to "enjoy" becaus what if it's the wrong thing, than I would have spent time on something "useless" and Lost that time. Everything I do needs to make sense, to have a deeper meaning .... Yes I'm in Therapie, no my therapiest does'nt approve those thoughts ^^"














