Tw csa, rape
My vagina aches as if it’s still pushing in to me
How did I survive the pain. Not that I remember the worst of it.
My little heart almost stopped. Consciousness fading. Did I pass out? I’m still alive. But part of me is dead forever. It won’t be okay. I won’t be okay ever again.
It still doesn’t make sense. How can such a big penis fit inside such a small little body. Hollowed me out. A nightmare.
No escape. She’s always messing with me down there. RAPING me with her fingers. Then holding me down, holding my legs open when he rapes me with his penis. So much rape. There are always things being put inside me
I have to be making this all up. Some sick fantasy. This doesn’t happen in real life. Brutality like this doesn’t really exist. Tiny children don’t have their insides hurt like this. Torn by a grown man’s penis deep deep inside of me.
But it did happen. How do I live with it? I don’t want to live. It’s way too much



















