[hereticsofchaos]

“Can one exist but not exist at the same time?”

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Soft Intimacy Meme

Send one to…

😴  - Curl up next to my sleeping muse

🤐 - Come to my muse with a secret

🧥 - Wrap a coat around my muse

💉 - Help my muse take a shot

✂️ - Cut my muse’s hair

🎈 - Bring my muse something to cheer them up

🤗 - Sneak up behind my muse and hug them

🎸 - Teach my muse how to play the guitar

🍙 - Bring my muse something to eat

🥤 - Bring my muse a drink

🍻 - Bring my muse an alcoholic drink

🌺 - Put a flower in my muse’s hair

🛁 - Take a bath with my muse

🚿 - Take a shower with my muse

🎮 - Show my muse video game cheats

⚽️ - Teach my muse a sport

🌱 - Plant seedlings with my muse

🤛🏼 - Show my muse how to throw a proper punch

📕 - Read to my muse

🧢 - Put a hat on my muse

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Hope everyone enjoyed death : )

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invino​:

you  giggle  ,  high  and  long  ,  resting  your  head  on  dazai’s  shoulder  as  the  first  small  taste  of  burning  agony  licks  at  your  heels  .  what  a  terrible  thing  ,  fire  ,  yet  so  beautiful  and  painful  ——  surely  a  death  your  dearest  dazai  would  not  have  wanted  for  himself  had  you  not  cajoled  him  into  joining  you  !

❛     haha  ——  hahahahaha  !!     ❜  your  elated  giggles  do  nothing  to  stop  the  pain  ,  but  the  pain  is  the  sole  cause  of  them  .  already  ,  it’s  unbearable  ,  even  though  you’ve  died  to  fire  before  …  the  roaring  searing - hot  burning  burning  burning  is  simply  not  something  you’ll  ever  get  used  to  .  ❛     isn’t  it  ——  hahaha  ——  isn’t  it  beautiful  ,  dazai  ?  isn’t  this  the  most  beautiful  thing  you’ve  ever  felt  ?     ❜

you  have  the  nerve  to  feel  positively  giddy  (     or  are  you  dizzy  from  the  pain  already  ?     )  when  you  smell  the  first  whiff  of  burning  flesh  .  ❛     kyahaha  ,  what  a  romantic  ending  ,  ahahaha  …  won’t  you  hold  me  like  a  lover  until  the  very  end  ?  surely  everyone  will  love  such  a  violent  tragedy  .  i  hope  we  take  at  least  a  few  people  with  us  .     ❜

“I’ll hold you as long as I still have feeling in my arms.” That won’t be for much longer of course, the fire is fast to eat away at them and Dazai is fighting all his instincts to throw himself on the ground in a vain attempt to put himself out. The damage would already have been done though, he’d rather not live with serious burns all over his body.

“Next time I say we find a way to televise our death to the world. Reach more people than just those in Japan.” He doubts it would be difficult at all, steal a news van and some equipment and set it up before everything would go down.

As if mother earth herself heard Gogol’s pleas a gust of wind will blow a few stray sparks under a car causing such a lovely explosion that will send sharp pieces of metal into the bodies of innocent bystanders. Though are they truly innocent while watching two peoples deaths?

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invino​:

❛     reliable  as  ever  until  the  very  very  end  …  aha  ,  it’s  never  too  late  to  throw  yourself  in  ,  you  know  !     ❜  already  ,  you  can  feel  the  flames  licking  at  your  ankles  ,  creeping  slowly  towards  you  .  people  are  surely  staring  now  ,  but  what  else  can  they  do  ?  not  one  of  them  will  be  able  to  take  you  from  your  pyre  before  you  burn  to  death  !

and  they’ll  never  catch  your  dearest  dazai  if  he  jumps  in  too  .  ❛     couldn’t  that  be  a  lovers’  suicide  ?  whether  we  are  or  aren’t  lovers  ,  there’s  no  shame  in  acting  the  part  until  next  time  !  kyahaha  ,  come  join  me  before  you  lose  your  nerve  !     ❜

“Hmmm. You know I suppose for once it wouldn’t hurt to finally greet our good friend death together.” Not that either of them will ever truly perish. “I’d say catch me but your hands are a little tied.” 

Dazai will remove his trench coat and bolo tie, neatly placing them away from the flames before taking calm steps into the roaring fire. He’ll embrace Gogol, the fire fast to creep up on his heels.

“It hurts doesn’t it? Almost like the fire is alive and has been waiting for this moment to devour us both in it’s unbearable warmth.” Of course the pain is unlike anything he’s felt in a long while yet he has no desire to scream from it so he’ll smile instead.

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invino​:

having  done  many  a  time  sensitive  and  public  murder  before  ,  you’re  very  quick  to  have  everything  set  up  ,  requiring  very  little  help  at  all  !  naturally  ,  when  you’re  done  ,  you  get  right  into  the  middle  of  the  woodpile  ,  obediently  crossing  your  arms  behind  the  streetlamp  .  ❛     okay - okaaay  !!  i’m  all  ready  ,  so  you  can  take  it  from  here  !     ❜

Dazai will make sure the beloved and crazed clown is tied up tightly before dumping the gasoline all over the wood pile and Gogol himself. He’ll take a step back before pulling out a small pack of matches with a smile.

“Let the show begin.” He’ll break off one of the matches and strike it against the roughed up back of the packaging before tossing it neatly into the pile. He’ll even light another to ensure everything goes up in flames.

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Not me literally forgetting I muse Razor until Kit mentioned Chongyun.

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invino​:

❛     i  know  ,  i  know  !  on  it  right  now  at  this  very  moment  ,  dearest  dazai  !     ❜  and  ,  as  promised  ,  you  toss  a  rope  ,  followed  by  many  chopped - up  wooden  logs  and  a  hefty  amount  of  gasoline  out  of  your  overcoat  .  ❛     dazai - saaaan  …  should  definitely  tie  me  up  to  the  streetlamp  over  there  !     ❜

“Street lamp it is!” He’ll grab the rope and unravel it. “I’ll make sure you’re on there nice and tight.” Of course he helps to set the wood all at the base of the lamp, they’re already getting so many stares and whispers in their direction.

[hereticsofchaos]

Dazai and Gogol Immortal friends with an appreciation of death~ (Exclusive to @invino​ ‘s Gogol)

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invino​:

❛      uaaaaah   !!!  stopstopstop  ,  you’re  running  too  fast  ,  i’ll  never  ——  oh  ,  wait  .     ❜  with  a  giggle  ,  you  encase  yourself  in  your  overcoat  ,  then  reappear  in  the  middle  of  the  street  mere  moments  later  .

“Could you be anymore of a cheater?” But all’s fair in friendship and death. “Alright get those supplies so we don’t keep the lovely people waiting any longer.”

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invino​:

❛     yaaaaaaay  ~~~  !!  i’ve  got  everything  we  could  hope  to  need  right  here  in  my  overcoat  ,  so  let’s  do  it  extra  quick  or  someone’s  going  to  catch  us  and  stop  us  !!  come  ,  come  ,  let’s  go  quickly  !     ❜

“I’ll beat you there~” The main street of Yokohama isn’t even far for them, it was like this was all perfectly planned by fate itself.”

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invino​:

❛     ah  !!  dazai  ,  i’ve  got  it  !  dazai  ,  you  could  behead  this  evil  ,  cunning  ,  and  masterful  enemy  of  the  country  in  a  public  execution  !  better  yet  ,  burn  me  at  the  stake  !  i’ll  really  suffer  ,  then  !     ❜

“Since it’s been far too long since the last show, we’ll just go with burning at the stake. Next time we’ve got to think up something no one has ever dared do. For now let’s go get set up on the main street so all the nice citizens can watch.”

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invino​:

❛     oh  ,  yes - yes - yes  !!  in  that  case  ,  a  billion  times  yes  !  let’s  put  on  a  very  fun  show  for  everyone  to  see  !!  mmmmm  …  so  ,  how  exactly  shall  we  do  it  ?  will  you  be  the  victim  or  will  i  ?  moreover  ,  how  shall  we  do  it  ?  ah  ,  have  i  asked  that  already  ?     ❜

“Have we tried Keelhauling-- though that isn’t much of a show for the people as it would be the fish in the water...”

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invino​:

❛     eeeeeeeeeeeehhh  …  da ~ za ~ i  ,  don’t  tell  me  you  mean  the  ordinary  kind  of  funny  business  !  it’s  only  funny  if  someone  dies  ,  kyahaha  ~  !     ❜

“Of course I don’t mean normal funny business. If one of us has to die we’ve got to make sure to put on a show, right? The only applause that matters comes in screams of terror.”

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invino​:

❛     eh  ?!  first  you  call  me  a  clown  ,  but  then  you  say  i  shouldn’t  be  up  to  any  funny  business  !!  wah  ,  which  one  is  it  ?!     ❜

“I suppose my wording is confusing. Let’s cause some funny business to strangers? That why I can’t be upset at you” Because he doubts that Gogol could ever truly be ‘upset’ at someone.

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invino​:

❛     oh  !!  oh  !!  oh  !!  i  did  !!  pick  me  ,  pick  me  !!  i  missed  you  !!     ❜

“If it isn’t my favorite clown. If you promise no funny business I might give you a nice pat on the back” Or a hug, awkward suicide partner hug.

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veritcs​:

     “Strange. I could have sworn I locked that dumpster.”

“I bribed some teen to help me out. All they wanted in turn was a strand of my hair. Easy trade off for freedom.”