Satin of Sundays

Not many people I know is on this platform, which is liberating.

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All the sexy lounge songs you need when drinking gin and tonic in the afternoon.

https://open.spotify.com/user/maikensorlien/playlist/03KAKPSr1DQG6RGviQsXWJ?si=EuhIFPNJQVaiYUMFxlOcWg

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The dream that came after.

Rough couple of days. Reminded me of my blog. I won't kiss and tell, but here is the dream that came after.

Need to knows:

My spirit animal is eagle

Tonight I dreamt that I heard some racket outside my house. I went to look through the window.

On the road I could see an eagle pecking at another animal. An animal pecked clean of furs and feathers, ready to be eaten alive. Rolling around, squirling. I could not tell what animal it was, but I thought it looked like another eagle. A closer look made the animal smaller, and more clear. It was a bird - who just shrunk. It was screaming... Squirling. I could not look at it anymore. I could see the eagle ready to dive in, get through the skin. But I moved away and woke up after thinking...

...I should take my car and run it over.

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Deathbirds flying around my neighbourhood. 🖤

A new beginning in the horizon?

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The floodwave

Tonight I dreamt of a floodwave that filled the world benieth my feet. Killing all the people below - leaving few.

I saw the wave come towards me. I was in my own - sort of greek - beige apartment building with large square windows with no glass in them. There were many, many apartments like mine below me. White and beige. Sort of like in Santorini, but this place gave more of a Minecraft Cyprus desert vibe.

I saw the wave rush towards me and I wanted to run. I wanted to move, but I was confined within my container. Locked in my footsteps. The wave came and it stopped at ground level right in front of my building. Right below my feet. And then it calmed down. All I saw from then was the sea and the sunrays playing in the silent water. There were no longer apartments in front of me, only the ocean.

I remember thinking ‘why aren’t anyone reporting on this? Why will no one tell me what happened?’ Before I understood that they were all dead. There were no one to spread the word.

I went outside to find three or four other people - people who were on the same ground level as me. They were already in conversation. One was dressed in an old egyptian ensamble. No one was above us.

We started to look for survivals.

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The brutal reality I see.

When we die, I believe that we all just wither away.

I believe that whatever functions in us as the thing we feel inside ourselves - our soul or spirit - is only a way for us to survive in nature. Our minds, heads, critical thinking, intelligence... It all just withers away when our brains start to decay. How fast will this all go? I guess as long as our brain still functions. Maybe some of us will see what is happening right before our bodies pass, and will be dreaming about that. My guess is that it will be like a dreaming mind in a dead body. Maybe we will get the chance to think about our loved ones and cry inside our dead bodies, because we understand that we will never see them again and we will never exist again.

This is all very sad, and horrible to think about. And most of us cannot bear to think or imagine such aweful things. So then, does this answer anyones question as to why there are so many religions, and a different hopes and ways to guess what lies ahead?

Live, say I. Use your life as much as possible. See humans, say hello. Light up when you meet new people. Get excited! Walk, travel. Laugh! Learn to see who is - and step away from trivial people, toxicity and those that scorn you. Feeling down and want to end it all? Run away! Meet new perspectives! Bring upon new understandings. Don't greet death too soon. I believe that the decision to accept what is coming - after your body dies - will be the toughest you’ll ever meet. Save it for the very last.

Date: May 1th 2024

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New season

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The significans of ‘shoulder’ in my dreams

Coming…

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Whispered prayers

This morning I was woken up by another dream.

The dream

The co-worker I’ve mentioned before and I - together with a few other people at work - were standing in the production zone while we were all given a message by another leader.

The room was calm, people were paying attention to the leader and so was I. And then I felt his hand on the side of my shoulder. I looked to my side and saw him. He was just there. Just as a human next to me. Nothing more, nothing less. - As a way to say. ‘I’m still here. And I still care for you. This is a moment I can drop a few prayers.’

He was not talking, I just felt it all.

He closed his eyes and I saw his lips start to move. I could not hear, but I was not curious either. I trusted the process. - He then started to whispered a bit loud and I was afraid that the people in the crowd would start to hear.

That’s what woke me up.

The conscious stopped the unconscious.

I don’t care if people knows as long as they understand, but it’s a private matter and people are quick to question relationships they find different, when they don’t understand them. And this is a relationship which is difficult to understand. Even I, myself, find it a bit hard to navigate. What can I say when people ask, when I can’t fully explain it myself?

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Add: Ace of cups

Add: Wheel of fortune

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It will all be fine

I have not remembered my dreams lately. Maybe it’s because I live on the outside of my head these days, but I remember one dream.

I remember dreaming of a college friend of mine. He’s from norway/russia and I spent only a short amount of time with him. One important thing he helped me with, though, was to get away from some people who trashed me when I was not around. I remember he telling me. ‘Stop hanging out with them’. And I already sort of knew, so I understood what he was telling me.

I have had a few life changing thoughts the last month… So here he stepped up for me again.

The dream

The dream I remember from maybe this night, or the one before was him just holding my shoulders and saying ‘It will all be fine’.

I don’t remember the words, but I remember the feeling.

Date: 26th April 2024

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Flock of Blackbirds

There is now a flock of blackbirds outside my home.

Wikihow says:

Death and bad omens Across various cultures, blackbirds are connected to death and the afterlife. Seeing one could mean you'll soon experience loss or negativity in your life, but as they also symbolize rebirth, this situation could provide you with a fresh start you've been needing.

Even though the amount of birds have increased, I still believe they are connected with those I've already seen during this year, and not a recurring cycle of renewal.

I have already experienced three deaths close to family and friends, and believe I am in the phase of a new beginning.

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Spiritual connection between two people

In relation with the new individual that I am experiencing spiritual connection with I decided to draw a tarot card to look at our connection in a new light. I drew the Ace of Swords. Fitting, right? With the help of ChatGPT, this is what the card says:

Ace of swords, but make it spiritual connection between two people

ChatGPT answers: "The Ace of Swords often symbolizes clarity of thought, breakthroughs, and new beginnings. When applied to a spiritual connection between two people, it signifies the inception of a profound understanding and communication on a higher level.

In this depiction, imagine two individuals whose souls are deeply intertwined, their connection transcending the physical realm. They stand facing each other, not with swords drawn in confrontation, but with a shared sense of enlightenment and spiritual alignment.

The sword they hold together represents the unity of their minds and hearts, cutting through the illusions of ego and superficiality. Through their connection, they gain insight into each other's deepest truths, unearthing layers of understanding and empathy that can only come from a soul-deep bond.

As they gaze into each other's eyes, they see not just the surface but the essence of one another, recognizing the divine spark that exists within. This spiritual connection empowers them to support and uplift each other on their respective journeys of growth and self-discovery.

The Ace of Swords, in this context, heralds the beginning of a transformative journey where two souls merge in profound harmony, guided by the light of truth and enlightenment. It signifies the potential for profound spiritual growth and evolution through the shared connection between these two individuals."

I liked this, but I kind of new it already. After a few days I decided to draw a new card for the same question. And...

I got the Ace of Swords again.

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Grasshopper dream

mindbodygreen.com says:

Like the dragonfly, grasshoppers also symbolize prosperity, new beginnings, and transformation. If you consistently see grasshoppers in nature, in your home, or in your dreams, it might be an important sign from the universe.

Quora.com says

The grasshoppers in your dream likely symbolize a feeling of being overwhelmed or overwhelmed by a particular situation in your life.

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When she was 18 she moved to Oslo to study Music. There she met her Charles Colton. A charismatic, funny, elegant man who had the entire room in the palm of his hands the moment he stepped into it.