it's alright lil darlin

i like the beatles.

[chloe-blog-blog-blog]

[hey-jude-dont-be-afraid]

really bummed out tonight

[hey-jude-dont-be-afraid]

something to remember

this is only temporary

[block]

[hey-jude-dont-be-afraid]

I never wanted to get to this point

[manganow]

[hey-jude-dont-be-afraid]

i think that maybe one day i might manage to be happy

[moan-s]

[empoderamentodasminas]

[fairnes-s]

[kissmeok]

[aquarie]

[moan-s]

[ibelongwith-you]

[permeate]

[nbrownx5]

[hey-jude-dont-be-afraid]

life update kind of

clearly i haven’t been on here in awhile, but ive found myself back. I like to see my progress by looking at my posts throughout time so here i am. I am so tired of being dependent upon other people to be happy, this is me making a change. I am newly single for the first time in what feels like decades. I had a very hard fallout with who i thought was my soulmate. I want to learn to be independent. I want this summer to be about self discovery I want to figure out what I want in a partner, I want to figure out if i even want a partner. The person holding me back is finally gone and i can finally forget about him and heal. I know that i am spiraling back into a dark path but I hope I don’t stay there. Life is good, I have my cats, a place to stay and two jobs (hopefully three coming soon) I need to focus on the positive and not care about boys and what others think about me. Everything is going to be okay, and i CAN be happy by myself and it all starts here.