Naner…? I hardly know ‘er!

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Enn Moodboard! For when, f, For y, When, When the, When You,

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someone should cartoonishly throw me against a wall until i turn into an overdramatic splat shape

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i really do not like ralsei. i feel so bad that i don’t like him but he and his insistence on purpose really saddens me. the things he says to tenna and flowery, asserting they cannot be more than they are, make me sad. ralsei also trying to hit flowery after susie specifically asks not to hurt any of the flowers makes me sad too. i understand his insistence stems from his view of himself but it still upsets me that he asserts it onto others, and then goes on to assert people who don’t follow his understanding of a darkner’s life are wrong, or in flowery’s case, jerks. flowery’s presentation is undoubtedly condescending, but he is right and i will defend him anyways

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there’s a problematic aura gap between how i draw enn and how people on art fight draw him. he’s not that cool. dump a bucket full of water over his head

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i love it when ships are a little bad. a little mutual hatred and manipulation goes a long way in making a ship something i’d like to inhale through a bong

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“Imm gonna be pretty again… (…) we’re gonna be together foreverrrr…” OUGHHH YOU MAKE ME SO SAD

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rewatched obsession today and man. I still feel so sad about Nikki. I’ve voiced why real Nikki makes me so sad but also. Wish Nikki :( my sweet manifestation of love itself. She was created with the sole purpose of loving bear and yet he doesn’t love her. He doesn’t love Nikki or Wish Nikki. She wants to be Nikki so badly. She wants to be what he wants so much but she can’t because the standard he’s set is impossible. When bear yells at her that she needs to just be Nikki and she seems so genuinely distraught that she cant be that. :(

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Bear walking out as the real Nikki begs him to kill her. He’s so evil. The line “What would be so bad about being with me?” kills but the fact that she literally begs him AGAIN after he says it and he hears it and he walks out anyway. Agh. And then he proceeds to go see Sarah, lie to her about what’s wrong with Nikki despite knowing INCREDIBLY well at this point that the wish is the reason behind it, and then he acts surprised when his wish gets someone killed. man i hate this guy

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rewatched obsession today and man. I still feel so sad about Nikki. I’ve voiced why real Nikki makes me so sad but also. Wish Nikki :( my sweet manifestation of love itself. She was created with the sole purpose of loving bear and yet he doesn’t love her. He doesn’t love Nikki or Wish Nikki. She wants to be Nikki so badly. She wants to be what he wants so much but she can’t because the standard he’s set is impossible. When bear yells at her that she needs to just be Nikki and she seems so genuinely distraught that she cant be that. :(

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I feel like I should make more friends online, but its hard because I know I’m goddamn awful at actually talking to people 😭 I go out of my way to talk to one person and that’s all I got in me. Anyone else costs extra

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gotta be the worst thing ive drawn. I hate this guy. What the hell why does he look like that

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i NEED YOU

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Guegehage❤️❤️❤️🥲🥲🥲Aaauauauaagh

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saying all that just to draw him like this. Yeah whatever he’s Moe’d out to me

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in general i think people don’t explore lucas’s favorite thing being love enough beyond a surface level. the game doesn’t specify love from a person or love he experiences himself, his favorite thing is the all-encompassing term of love. his favorite thing that he values above all else, that he feels strongest alongside, is emotional intimacy, closeness that “like” just doesn’t quite fit into. love as a term is so broad, it’s an intention, it’s an action, it’s an emotion, it’s a transaction, it comes in so many forms and feels so different depending on what and who that love is for. does lucas like the idea of love? is his favorite thing what love is to himself or what love is to everyone? i understand realistically his favorite thing is love in the “my favorite thing is loving my family and friends and my home!” kind of way but I still think you could get alot of mileage by stretching it a little thinner

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i think love can genuinely be the most distressing and overwhelming and painful things in the world and to me Lucas embodies this. His favorite thing is love. His favorite thing is the best of love and the worst of it. I think something is wrong with him and I will spread this agenda until my dying breath

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i want to write a fanfiction where the first chapter is of ness finding lucas’s dead body when time travelling. he travels back in time and falls in love with him anyway even though nothing was going to change lucas’s fate. you knew what was going to happen, but you loved him anyway. how could i not? i’d do it all over again.

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i think id make it deliberately vague as to ness’s reason for deciding to get close to the guy he knows is going to die. does he want to save him? does he want to do this chain of events over and over again until something changes? or is he just pitifully human? did he get curious, so curious he forgot what he saw that day and fell in love? it was easy to forget when it was him,