heyo77

bex 20, she/they, lesbian current obsession: project hail mary ~~~ i like dr. stone, the pitt, gravity falls, arcane, rwby, kpop demon hunters, naethan apollo, lord of the rings, undertale & deltarune, bears in trees, hollow knight & silksong, tally hall, will wood, twenty one pilots, hunter x hunter, stranger things,

[heyo-77]

in the 30 years ford was stranded outside his home dimension, the stans were forced to take up what the other was naturally inclined towards. ford had to survive: he had to learn how to fight, how to punch; he had to learn to be good at it (stanley was a natural). stanley had to get his brother back: he had to learn how to reopen an interdimensional portal, how to Science; he had to learn to be good at it (ford was a natural).

[heyo-77]

hi. i wrote some bullshit. check it out

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[heyo-77]

i saw project hail mary in theaters today. will make a post later about my thoughts on the book/movie differences. but for now i have to share something re:“i will tell adrian to work on that” (or wtv rocky said exactly). this implies that adrian is a scientist of some sort. or engineer, or whatever — someone *smart*

my thoughts: if adrian is Smart — like do the work to help keep an alien comfortable type of smart — why would they let their mate go on the blip-a without them? why wouldnt adrian go with rocky?

my answer: they wouldn’t. they didn’t. they weren’t a(n) scienctist/engineer/whatever when the blip-a launched. they decided to learn it while rocky was gone

maybe it was in his name, in memory of him — erid thought he (along with the rest of the crew) was dead, cuz he’d been gone for so long. or maybe it was for his sake — erid was still expecting the return of the blip-a, and adrian wanted to be on the front lines: awaiting their mate as soon as he stepped off the ship, and helping with whatever solution he brought to them

haven’t fully worked out adrian’s entire reasoning/thought process but i really really like this idea. please add your thoughts in the comments/reblogs🫶

if anyone wants to put this in a fic, i would love that - please credit me and send it to me :)

[hjartasalt]

Mods are asleep post forbidden tits

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[anothermarkiplierfan]

Perfectly balanced as all things should be…

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[immortalcheesewedge]

balance

[rainbowkessem]

Huh

[heyo-77]

must restore the balance

[heyo-77]

hi i wrote a the pitt fanfic! it’s a wip, i just posted chapter 1 out of 7

summary: robby’s mental journey from the PTMC rooftop after the pittfest shooting on september 6th, to his motorcycle after his last shift on the 4th of july.

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[heyo-77]

question:

what did yall think of the line “people are gonna start to talk”?

it was funny asf

it was sexist and gross

neutral/in between

Voting ended onApr 3

personally i thought it was funny asf. but i saw someone on twitter (i know) say “i hate that line it was sexist. he will never be able to see a woman as his equal” which… whoa where tf did that come from. remember earlier she said “you’re free to see other people, dr. robinavitch. i’m looking for cooperation, not commitment” theyre BOTH being a little funny flirty with it. anyways lmk your thoughts in the comments

[heyo-77]

thoughts on the pitt s2 ep12:

i was not expecting robby to be the one to tell santos that whitaker is housesitting for him

whitsantos siblings i love them. i’m so glad their fight wasn’t as bad as i was fearing it would be

garcia is probably the only one who knows about santos’ scars (i mean she has to know… unless they fuck with the lights off and she never touches trinity’s thighs… which i find unlikely). i doubt santos has told anyone, considering how whitaker only just found out that she likes living with him. she’s not at that level of opening up to him (yet). so when we see santos take the scalpel… saw someone say “santos talking about langdon relapsing while she’s taking a scalpel” yeah she is definitely planning a relapse right now. she’s not been actively self-harming; the scars we saw earlier were not fresh. i am so scared for her

“this place survived without adamson, it survived without me, and it’ll survive with you” DANA NOOOOOOOOOO PLEASE DONT SAY THAT TO HIM HE’S GONNA FUCKING KILL HIMSELF- yeah so that was a really really reallyyyyyy terrible thing for robby to hear. was it a terrible thing for dana to say? no. robby is feeling and acting like he is solely responsible for the ED, which he is not. however he will/would be missed and his absence will/would be felt which he does not believe right now and dana’s words are NOT helping that. but she doesn’t know he’s suicidal (not *really*) so like, i don’t exactly blame her for saying that

mckay clocking robby’s death wish - and being the first one to do so, at that - was not on my bingo card

joy kwon my queen, YES set those boundaries

garsantos toxic yuri oh my god did you see trinity’s almost smile when yolanda said “good job” or something?! i hate them oh my god i love gay people

something something the pace of geriatrics i forget exactly what robby said but that was FUcking crazy. FUCK YOU ROBBY oh my god i cannot believe he said that to her. and the way she just walked away oh god she cannot look to him for any kind of support or guidance or. fuck. not “i’ve seen how you handle elderly patients and i think you could thrive in this specialty” or anything less harsh; he literally said “you’re too slow to work in this department, try another one”

dana, mckay, al-hashini, santos, whitaker, abbot, idec who at this point just GET ROBBY ON A FUCKING PSYCH HOLD PLEASE!!!!! i love him so much and i need him to stop being so awful to everyone around him and i need someone to step in and help him even though he’s not *obviously* asking for it. someone please help him i’m so scared for him💔

i couldnt even focus on the words they were saying during that scene with the fireworks guy’s head. i usually handle gore well but damn that one got me

abbot WAKE UP FROM YOUR DAMN NAP!!!!!!!! your husband needs to be put on a psych hold and no one else is doing it yet so STEP TF UP!!!!!

also mateo and javadi??!!?? i love them so much omg

ok i’m done rambling for now

[likeshipsonthesea]

i don't wanna live (like this) anymore

incredibly self-indulgent the pitt s2 spec fic, heavily involving santos&whitaker friendship and them worrying about their attending's mental state. see ao3 tags for warnings

“Why,” Whitaker asks, “did you tell him that?”

Trinity shrugs. “I don’t know, he asked.”

The brief conversation with Robby comes back to her vaguely through her exhaustion. How she went on about Whitaker at the farm and with the street team, how he’s always “just trying to help.” She didn’t say anything terrible, just enough to get Robby off her ass about her emotions and onto Whitaker’s instead. It didn’t seem important at the time. From the intense way Whitaker’s staring at her, she thinks maybe she didn’t assess properly. She straightens up.

“Look, I’ve already had a fucking day and it’s not even over yet.” She gestures at him and his uncharacteristically tense body language. “I don’t need you being weird at me on top of it.”

“And I don’t need you making it seem like I’m overstepping with patients to our Goddamn attending.”

 *

or, Whitaker is pissed after Trinity tells Robby about Amy, and in her exhaustion, Trinity makes it worse. If that wasn't bad enough on its own, she starts to worry that there's more going on with Robby than she knew.

Read on AO3

[heyo-77]

Your right she doesn’t have to accept his apology but she does have to listen to him. He’s her superior

yeah, and i think overall she did that well enough. idk, maybe i’ll rewatch the episode to form a more solid opinion

[heyo-77]

thoughts on the pitt s2 ep10:

robby is projecting onto samira. he does not extend grace/kindness to himself for his own mental struggles, and therefore he is not capable of extending it to anyone else. he was a total dick to mohan and his apology was not a good one.

garcia is right. the way she said “talk about langdon… *again*” gurl she’s heard santos yap about him a LOT. and a therapist would do santos good. garcia is just setting expectations/boundaries, and she is not being unkind about it.

langdon should not be speaking to santos as if nothing happened. “i’m happy to teach dr santos” boy shut the FUCK UPPPP you cannot be saying this shit when you havent even tried to apologize to her yet. the way he yelled at her and undermined her throughout season 1 was vile and she deserves an apology. and she is under no obligation to accept that apology.

robby calling whitaker the “most trusted physician” ??? that boy has been a Doctor for two seconds wtf do you mean

i feel like they kinda just glossed over mohan’s panic attack… ive never had one so i could be wrong BUT it seems like it came on *and* went away just way too suddenly?? likeee.. no one even had to tell her to name 5 things she can see😭

i hate dr shamsi. all we have seen her do is be wildly unprofessional to her daughter at the workplace. and this past episode she was just straight up mean.

how did that lady’s leg get severed so cleanly

[thesassycat]

You can only reblog this today.

[askjennaflorida]

I missed my chance last year. Not gonna let it happen again

[heyo-77]

and what if robby lied about abbot’s naked yoga just as an excuse for why he asked whittaker to housesit (instead of abbot) because if robby had said “if i dont come back” to abbot there’s no way abbot wouldve let him leave

[heyo-77]

so i think lotr changed my brain chemistry: the first time i saw that frodo did not do any of his journey alone. sam never left him. when frodo first broke off from the group i was like “ok yeah he’s doing the rest of this alone. it’s his burden to bear. makes sense, this is a common trope” but then sam followed him and i was like “oh! okay sam’s here” and then frodo told sam to leave and he did and i was like “ah okay so *now* frodo will do the rest alone” but then sam came back. again. and he actually followed frodo into the very fires of mordor. like. oh. i didnt realize that was an option. so many stories like this have the main character do part of it - the last part, the most crucial part, the hardest part - alone; they have to. it’s their destiny or whatever. harry potter has it in the last book. thats the only example i can think of right now but im sure there’s more (lmk if yall have any). i just. i dont know. its very profound.

[heyo-77]

and the thing is: frodo *needed* sam. he would not have survived, let alone completed his quest, without sam. he would have been dead several times over without sam. he thought he could - *needed to* - do it alone; but he was so, so wrong. he was wrong.

and when he sent sam away is when he really needed him most. and sam came back to him.

it all just comes down to this quote: “frodo wouldn’t have gotten very far without sam” - frodo

[heyo-77]

so i think lotr changed my brain chemistry: the first time i saw that frodo did not do any of his journey alone. sam never left him. when frodo first broke off from the group i was like “ok yeah he’s doing the rest of this alone. it’s his burden to bear. makes sense, this is a common trope” but then sam followed him and i was like “oh! okay sam’s here” and then frodo told sam to leave and he did and i was like “ah okay so *now* frodo will do the rest alone” but then sam came back. again. and he actually followed frodo into the very fires of mordor. like. oh. i didnt realize that was an option. so many stories like this have the main character do part of it - the last part, the most crucial part, the hardest part - alone; they have to. it’s their destiny or whatever. harry potter has it in the last book. thats the only example i can think of right now but im sure there’s more (lmk if yall have any). i just. i dont know. its very profound.

[heyo-77]

yall ever read a line from a fanfic that you *feel* physically in your bones, that makes you put down your phone for several minutes, that makes your arms and legs and head and chest feel heavy like lead - like liquid lead; heavy and churning and spinning you dizzy from the inside out, that makes you write and leave a detailed comment despite not having read past that line, that makes you then sit with the line for even more minutes after leaving the initial comment, that makes you repeat the line out loud (memorizing it, of course) for seven minutes while you cry over it, that engraves itself in your brain and body and nervous system, and that changes you forever as a person?

… yeah so that just happened to me. 10/10 highly recommend

[saiclancy]

last october, a certain fan met tyler at Clancy Columbus and got previously unknown lore info. i already shared it with twitter, so i figured that the next step would be to share it with tumblr as well.

im not doing this out of malice. im doing it simply because i think its wrong to gatekeep things like this from other fans because you believe youre superior to them. i cant believe i have to clarify that, but there you go.

EDIT: since people are justifiably skeptical of this, i want to clarify that the reason i believe this conversation took place is because this person is well known for believing in "og clancy"/"tyclancy"/multiple clancys/whatever. if they wanted to lie about what tyler told them, they would have directly twisted his words, i feel. again, its absolutely reasonable to take this with a grain of salt, in fact i encourage you to, but those are my thoughts.

[illmadekn1ght]

new bears in trees single out at midnight tonight never kill yourself???????!!!!