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camilla kerslake 29 single.  ( just roleplay )

[grown-nj-deactivated20180426]

I’d love it if you would be.

[hfrcamilla]

Id love to.

[grown-nj-deactivated20180426]

I don’t blame you for being caught off guard and I’m sorry for that. I don’t understand why more men don’t crush on you to be honest. You’re kind, generous, smart, and beautiful. It feels good that I’ve finally been upfront about it too. So how about now? Is it still not the right time?

[hfrcamilla]

Now is the right time. If you want to make a move on me then I say that you should do that now.

[grown-nj-deactivated20180426]

Hey Camilla. I’m preforming at the AMA’s tomorrow and you’re welcome to come.

[hfrcamilla]

Are you asking me to be your date?

[grown-nj-deactivated20180426]

Filming Chaos was draining but a really good experience as well but now that I’m home I would love to spend some time with my friends new and old before my next round of press. 

[hfrcamilla]

When are we going to hang out again? I miss you a lot.

[grown-nj-deactivated20180426]

I apologize for taking you by surprise Camilla. This probably isn’t what you need right now with everything else you’re dealing with. I didn’t know a crush I had when I was a teenager would grow even though I was away from you. If I’m completely honest I didn’t think you feel the same way. I also didn’t want you to be overwhelmed by all the changes and my feelings. Please tell me I haven’t made an idiot of myself and ruined everything.

[hfrcamilla]

I am just a little shocked that is all. I did not expect anyone to have a crush on me to be honest. I am happy that you told me though. I rather you be honest then not. No, no you have not made an idiot of yourself to be honest I always had a thing for you, but it was never the right time.

[hfrcamilla]

eyesexlahey:

That’s a grand time to have, I think I’ll have myself some of the same. Thank you for the idea.

I try to have good ideas at times.

[hfrcamilla]

Well that’s when you work your arse off during the album making process and then sit back and relax while your fans enjoy your music. Are you planning to do a tour as well? 

With my music there is not really any tours that would be so fun. Some is classical, so the two would mix anyways. Maybe I might do just a few shows to get the music out there. That might be a lot of fun.

[grown-nj-deactivated20180426]

You think I have to keep looking? II feel like I found the girl I was looking for maybe about seven years ago but she wasn’t really interested in an eighteen year old. I don’t really want anyone else Camilla. I want a chance with you and I’m just gonna go ahead and be upfront about it. No subtle flirting or useless games. I’m putting it out there. Maybe  I should go see t'he littlest Jonas princess for a few days and give you time to think now that I’ve embarrassed myself.

[hfrcamilla]

Wow, love. This a lot to take in. I had no idea that you felt this way at all not even back then. You never said anything. Seven years a longtime to keep something like that in. Why did you not tell me sooner or at least as soon as you heard that I broke up with Chris. I would of told you to follow you heart and say lets try this. 

[hfrcamilla]

You’ve finished? How productive you must have been. What will you do now that you’ve gotten that out of the way?

Now I drink wine and eat cookies. 

[hfrcamilla]

I don’t care what I learned, years wasted are years wasted. That’s youth you’ll never get back. All the wisdom in the world wouldn’t be worth the payoff of that loss, not uh.

Everyone has their own thoughts and ideals about everything.

[hfrcamilla]

Just being lazy and hanging out with my friends. Nothing exciting really. I lead a less than exciting life when I’m not filming. And I wouldn’t see yourself short either. You might not be as well known right now but give it some time. Like in the movies, all it takes is one good role to get your name out there. I’m sure the same can be said for you and your music.

Sounds like a lot of fun. I am in the middle of an album, so I don’t get a lot of days or nights to hang around with friends, so you are lucky my friend. Thank you kind sir, I will remember your kind words when I need a nice pick me up when I am down.

[grown-nj-deactivated20180426]

I can’t’t seem to connect with someone enough that we can start a relationship. Stop I’ll blush. You know me Camilla I’m not entirely happy if I’m not moving in at least six different directions. I like to keep busy. Yeah it’s a hard thing to go through again but he’s doing well. Yes my little Valentina.

[hfrcamilla]

I am sure the right girl is out there for you. When you know who she is then you got to make your move. You are special and anyone would be lucky to be with you. You are going to burn out before you know it. Take sometime to relax. Go see that little girl.

[hfrcamilla]

I guess so.

It’s tough to leave family. I should know I just made a huge move, but they are there always and love always.

[grown-nj-deactivated20180426]

I’ve been well. Single for a little while now. Recording and filming have been taking a lot of time. My youngest niece turned one yesterday and she’s so big I feel like I’m missing out a title. My dad was diagnosed with cancer like my Papa so that was scary but he’s doing very well now.

[hfrcamilla]

I am sure you will find some in no time. You are very good looking. So what you are saying is that you haven’t changed at all. When it comes to work anyways. I am sorry to hear about your dad. Is that the child your god father of?

[hfrcamilla]

That might be true but we kind of do it to ourselves by accepting said roles. And honestly, I don’t mind playing these roles, especially when they mean a lot ot me but I’m hoping that the next few projects have me surviving the entire time. I haven’t read any full scripts so I can’t tell you anything for sure but I know I have something coming up that’s fun and unlike anything I’ve done and I can’t wait until I’m allowed to tell people what it is! 

What have you done to your self other then taking amazing roles that you will be remembered for? If you think about it all of you guys have wonderful careers so far.  I wish I could say that for my music, but no one even knows who I am.

[hfrcamilla]

But I’d be seeing who I love much more often. The last time I saw my parents, I broke down on stage.

You got to find the right levels with everything. As you get older you will understand that.

[hfrcamilla]

Friendships, actually. I’m doing extremely well, thank you for asking. Yourself, Dear?

Your welcome. I am doing much better, thanks for asking as well. I finally have no more boxes to unpack.