[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

I know I made a lot of mistakes in the past that I am not proud of.

So every time a person from my past resurfaces, I feel so uneasy.

Please stop coming back to me…

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

Every time we fight, you say you’ll change.

Then you change for the next 2-3 days.

Then I believe maybe things will be different this time.

But it doesn’t.

It stays the same.

The future I see with you is always dim.

Maybe I’m meant to face the future alone.

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

I should be happy and grateful to have such a great support system.

But I find myself feeling useless and clouded with negative thoughts.

I want to be perfect, helpful, and able to lift some burdens off your shoulder.

But I feel as if I am just creating more problems for you to solve because I’m too afraid to have the conversations myself.

Afraid to be a burden.

Who knew chibi would ignite all these feelings in me that I’ve long suppressed or found ways to circumvent.

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

You make me feel alive.

Thank you for being that spark I needed in my life.

I love you ❤️

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

I’m feeling… extremely overwhelmed.

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

Lol did I really lose my shit because u drank my drink 🤡🤡🤡🤡

what a joke 🤡🤡🤡🤡

Hello tumblr my old friend

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

Soooo...... I have like 10 days off next schedule.

No plans and no one to make plans with.

Times like this makes me feel like... wow I have no friends lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

sometimes I look back on my tumblr posts and I’m convinced.....

I’m psychotic

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

I love you

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

I feel like I have no voice.

And when I try to defend myself, it’s always wrong.

I am always wrong anyway.

Always wrong.

No right to defend myself.

Just accept it.

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

I feel like I’m suffocating with no voice and no one to speak to.

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

I need some guidance.

Why can’t everything be cut and clear?

[hhhhhshjsjsjs]

Thank you for your weirdness, Paul.

It was nice talking to you all night through EPIC chat even if it made me finish my documentation late.

Thank you for asking about me too.

It was nice talking to someone who I felt could share the same loneliness.

Good luck with PGY-2 :)

[ruinedchildhood]

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Libertad

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