Angelo [Hiddensyndicate]

Average artist and writer who loves anime And gaming a lot and doesn't know what the fuck he does on tumblr

[hiddensyndicate]

“Want to define love look at your food and eat and I ensure you if that shit tastes good as your in love”

[hiddensyndicate]

The start of a new chapter

2016 was a very complex year for me filled with much happiness but equally many bad times going through it I don’t know what opinions I should say but I do have many regrets from it that I remember clearly some of which include me going overseas not able to see that person and the constant fighting I thought getting away from it was best I kept on bottling up all my feelings and making sure that I was happy with her but in truth it was wasn’t really happiness just something artificially made so she couldn’t see how hurt I was after six months we split due to the problems of distance but also as well as me having the problem of all the constant fighting and those worse times which took their tolls on me but it was even harder leaving and walking away I still even nowc cared about her well-being and how she was I made sure she was eating right and wasn’t cause pain to herself because that’s the extent I loved her but as soon as I heard as soon as I found out after coming back to her that she had it really and truly devestated me and that was because of this new fond love I had for her it wasn’t easy to move on I had many problems and I couldn’t stop thinking about her and crying but it’s over now I have had enough of crying and all and so I got back on my feet and started to move on slowly then eventually a beautiful girl fell into my laps her looks were amazing and she had this weird personality which was amazing always making me smile and all we found out we both liked each other a lot and we are planning to meet each other at the end of this year when we have the time due to me taking my end of school exam and her working but even so we send each other many stories and love and we make sure both of us are happy she comforts me through all the pain I been through and so do I hope at least this time it works out considering the distance is much smaller and easier to manage and also no matter what I will make this work.

Anywho to Gillian I saw your message and j am glad your doing and alright and you are happier then you ever where with me I can finally move on and I hope you have an amazing time with that dude as well as this being a proper goodbye maybe we can be friends but not right now I am still sorting out millions of feelings and I feel if I am friends with you it cause trouble as I know I haven’t fully moved on yet but it is happening slowly and will need time

But to my Korean BBQ baby if your reading this I want you to know I really am hoping for the best in this 2017 year I hope we have many great times and laugh and can love each other loads and once we see each other at the end of this year I hope we can have plenty of fun and do many interesting things to us and 2017

I can’t wait to see what this year holds in store and I know it be vastly better then my last year and bring me lots more happiness.