-MeC-

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

idk

[hidingfromitall19]

You want what you can't have, I suppose.💔

[seaphine]

[hidingfromitall19]

🥺🥺

[junetheraccoon]

do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

[hidingfromitall19]

100% why am I like this😂😭

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

[ronnie-ratke]

I love pretending idgaf and then spiraling about it for months

[feelingsoftheday]

losing a connection with someone you genuinely wanted hurts so different

[hidingfromitall19]

5 years clean.

5 years of resisting the temptations.

You made me feel like I didn't need it, like everything could be solved with you by my side.

5 years clean ended in 5 minutes of pain.

[hidingfromitall19]

And one day I'll be good enough,

But untill then,

I'll comfort myself the only way I know how.

[hidingfromitall19]

Oh, to be loved in this way, I must be crazy believing such a thing exists. I hope and I pray that it could be true.

[hidingfromitall19]

I will never ask for perfect,

Or fairytale come true,

All I've ever wanted,

Was to be enough,

And

Mean something to you.

-MeC

[hidingfromitall19]

I am the one who is always here,

I am always near when you call,

I live my life to please you so,

I'd give my life to not see you go,

I should know by now how these things go,

However, I always hope and pray it won't be so,

I get chosen over, time and time again,

Like the third place trophy dying for a win,

The pain I feel is so unreal. It claws and rips and destroys me within,

I cry while I try to cut the pain out,

I try not to cry and wake the world with my shouts,

This hurts in a way you will never know,

And it's killing me to let you go,

Though I fought to heal in my despair,

All I really want is to not be here.

-MeC

[quotefeeling]

“Fall for someone who makes you love yourself a bit more.”

— Unknown

[hidingfromitall19]

I will never ask for perfect,

Or fairytale come true,

All I've ever wanted,

Was to be enough,

And

Mean something to you.

-MeC

[stricatul]

one of my sexual fantasies is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me

[poemwav]

– Jackie Wang | from "The Crypt Seed"

[hidingfromitall19]

What if no one can love as deeply or as passionately as I do? What if I am destined to love deeply and passionately without ever getting it in return.