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indie & fandomless FTM OC

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heinzism:

Taking his own coat and shoes off and leaving them to dry out of the way, Heinz hummed. After closing the door after Hisoka and leaving the rain outside, he smiled at the other. “If you want one~.” 

He took hold of Hisoka’s hand gently and pulled slightly as he lead them both to the kitchen, a hot cup of coffee in his mind to warm him up. “Obviously this is the kitchen. Would you like a cup of tea?” He asked as he put water into the kettle and prepared his coffee. He turned and smiled at Hisoka, waiting for his reply as the kettle began to heat the water he’d just put in.

Feeling his heart skip a beat when Heinz suddenly took his hand, Hisoka could not help a little blush spreading across his cheeks. It was just an innocent gesture, nothing that would justify him feeling flustered and nervous, yet here he was. ❝Oh uhm, yeah... a tea sounds lovely.❞

With a smile on his face (and the hope of Heinz not taking note of the blush) the student looked around, taking in his new surroundings. He had to admit, that was a nice kitchen. Much more cosy than his own, too. ❝But to answer your first question... a tour would be nice. If you don’t mind giving me one, that is.❞

[corvialitis]

♗ c:

&Yαωиıиg. had a hella fun time making these! he’s super adorbs by the way. i hope we can rp soon!

[hisaeka-blog]

Hello! Not to be rude but I'm a trans person & this OC makes me very uncomfortable because their entire character seems to be about being trans, which is in fact: extremely dehumanizing because you're reducing them to being nothing without their gender identity. You shouldn't put everywhere that your OC is trans & the history shouldn't JUST be about that. Being trans isn't a defining trait of a trans person, nor a plaque to hold up and scream 'I'm Trans'.

First of all, no offence or anything taken. Now before I get deeper into replying, I should probably point out that I – the mun – am transgender myself,which is why I’m a little confused here but I suppose everyone sees things differently. Now—

their entire character seems to be about being trans 

You shouldn’t put everywhere that your OC is trans 

How? If you’re referring to his biography then… well, his story of coming out to his parents and all that is part of his past, so I feel it should be there. And I put it into the description of his blog so people know what kind of character they’re dealing with. Other people put that their character is a vampire; so why is it wrong to inform them that the character they’re (presumably) going to interact with is trans? It’s information meant for the MUNS, mostly, because Hisoka himself doesn’t go around shouting he’s trans. He’s open about it, yes, but he doesn’t “parade” it around.

the history shouldn’t JUST be about that 

I do agree that most of his biography is about his PAST where he had lots of issues with his families about his gender identity, but that’s NOT what he is about. But that is mostly because he is a generally new character and his biography will, naturally, expand the more he’s grown as a person. So far it describes his life up to him being 21 years old. I won’t put future events into his biography if I haven’t 100% thought them out yet; that’s why I made this blog. I want to develop his character, have him meet people, etc.

What he really is about is his dream— he wants to be a psychologist, he wants to help people. Him being trans isn’t his personality; it’s not all there is too him. If you read through the (little) threads I have so far (this blog is fairly new, after all) you will notice that him being biologically female plays little to no part in them. It’s written out in detail on his about page and put on the blog description just to INFORM people about him; it far from being everything he is because he is SO MUCH more than just “a trans person”.

I admit there’s his Schwarzesmarken Verse, where him being trans does indeed play a HUGE part of the story as he’s blackmailed about it. BUT HERE’S THE THING— the Schwarzesmarken story-line takes part in Germany 1983. Transgender people weren’t exactly accepted back then, especially not in the absolutely loving (sarcasm) society of East Germany where a son would literally sell his own father over to State Security. I don’t want to go all history class here but yeah… that’s the reason him being trans plays such a big part in THAT PARTICULAR verse; if it came out to the public his life could so easily be ruined.

Being trans isn’t a defining trait of a trans person, nor a plaque to hold up and scream ‘I’m Trans' 

I know that VERY well, anon… you know, being a trans person myself…Now lastly… I do apologise this blog made you feel uncomfortable and I hope I didn’t come off as rude in my response… ;; But I can’t really do much other than tell you to unfollow (or don’t follow if you’re not a follower) if you’re uncomfortable with the content of this blog.

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hiinshu:

heya guys! i’m looking for people to interact with on this blog— feel free to give this post a LIKE or REBLOG so i can check you out. this blog is MULTI-MUSE, currently containing three of them

a kinky callboy (Tyler)

a shy writer (Alexa)

and probably a psychopath (Alois)

As of right now, Alois’ bio/profie isn’t complete yet, but both Tyler and Alexa are up!~

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encvgh:

{{ Please reblog this if you’re a mun who’s open for angst plotting. Death, pain, drug abuse, alcohol abuse, illness, misery, fighting, screaming, tears, hate, disgust, trauma, graphic gore, etc; I’m in need of threads. Thank you. }}

[hisaeka-blog]

mobile. yknow... I might just... grab all my OC ideas..... and make a multi-muse blog...........

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   howdy. new original character over here! this guy is mars,    a senri ( aka a high ranking nekomata ) who leeches life &    energy through touch. he’s got some interesting methods    of going about it, for a yōkai. he’s a massage therapist!

   give this post a like & a reblog and i’ll check your blog out.    thanks! 

[hisaeka-blog]

imagine your (gay) otp trying to have drunk sex

Person A: ..... where's your vagina???

Person B: .......

Person A: .......

Person B: OH GOD I LOST MY VAGINA...!!

Person B: *starts crying*

- five minutes pass in which A tries to comfort B-

Person B: ... wait. I'm a guy...

Person A: yes?

Both: ......

Both: I/YOU DONT (HAVE) A VAGINA....

[hisaeka-blog]

working on tyler’s bio like this child only exists so i can write out my kinkiest fantasies— and i’m not even sorry???? 

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memedelene :

Munday Meme Extraordinaire Send me a symbol and I’ll answer ooc 

☕  - Do you prefer coffee or tea? Perhaps neither, or both? 

☠ - Do you think you’d survive a zombie apocalypse? 

☺ - Post a picture of yourself or describe what you look like! 

⚽ - Are you active? 

⛄ - Do you have a favourite holiday? 

♫ - Do you listen to music when you write? If yes, what kind of music, if no, why not? 

☤ - Have you ever had to go to the emergency room? Why? 

♪ - Do you play any instruments? 

⚖ - Opinions on the fandom your muse blong to? 

♿ - Is there anything about your body you’d like to change if given the chance? 

✂ - Do you hate people easily? 

✼ - Do you think the character/characters you role play as reflect who you are? 

⚄ - Do you play videogames? Have a favourite? 

✵ - Are there any other fandoms you’d like to approach? 

⚜ - If you role play more then one muse, do you have a favourite? 

⛔ - In real life, are you friendly? 

⨁ - Do you hold grudges, or easily let things go? 

♥ - Besides fictional characters, is there someone you love? 

♾ - Which timezone are you in? 

W - What do you do for a living?

♡ - OTP for your muse? 

⚔ - NOTP with your muse? 

☰ - Fun random fact about the mun! 

☘ - Wildcard! Ask the mun anything you’re interested in finding out. 

[hisaeka-blog]

( heinzism )

Heinz listened to Hisoka’s comments on his papers and exams, being a little surprised when he mentioned getting little sleep. He thought bad briefly to his own school days, thinking about how different he had it to what students of today had. “Sounds like you have it tough, being a student.”

They continued walking until they got to a flat, Heinz wondering if Hisoka would like his place or not. He kept it clean and organised, but would Hisoka appreciate his sense of style? Heinz knew he’d be polite about it regardless of his actual opinion. 

Finally standing in front of a small house, Heinz reached into his pocket for his keys and unlocking the floor, before opening it and stepping inside, turning to face the other. “We’re here. Make yourself at home~.”

It was a tough life, but that would NEVER stop Hisoka from moving on and giving it his VERY BEST. He was a quick learner so he didn’t have many problems MEMORISING things; it was mostly writing papers in classes he wasn’t all too interested in that kept him awake at night. “Could be worse,” he hummed eventually, continuing to FOLLOW the officer to his home.

Shaking the umbrella (better DRY it off a little before dragging it inside!), Hisoka folded it together and carefully put it in the CORNER of the entrance where it could dry until it was used again. Not having seen much of the place so far didn’t give the student a good FEELING about judging it just yet, but from what he saw, it seemed COSY. Taking off his wet shoes and neatly placing them aside, the student SMILED up at the officer. 

            “Are you going to give me a tour of the place?”

[hisaeka-blog]

mark sheppard is in this episode my life is complete— 

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Munday Questions

1: In what ways has your muse changed you?

2: What do you struggle the most with when roleplaying?

3: Has there ever been a moment when you were uncomfortable roleplaying something?

4: What is your advice to new/upcoming roleplayers?

5: Is there a type of character you cannot play?

6: Do you write outside of roleplay? (Books/fanfictions)

7: What skills have you developed (other than writing) that helps in enhancing your roleplay experience?

8: What is one mistake you've made while roleplaying?

9: Do your friends and family know about your roleplaying hobby?

10: Has there ever been a time you wanted to quit roleplaying? What made you stay?

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kiinkisms:

heya guys! i’m looking for people to interact with on this blog— feel free to give this post a LIKE or REBLOG so i can check you out. tyler’s a fandomless oc and mainly works as escort, therefore this blog WILL contain mature (18+) content. normal (sfw) threads are, OF COURSE, also very welcome, though! ♥ one little thing: this is a SIDE-BLOG so follows will be from either hisaeka or fabriicated.

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( excinere )

   Occasionally, the girl squirmed a tad as she tried to free herself ( though she was careful to not be too obvious in her attempts – she wasn’t stuck, after all ) to save herself further embarrassment; alas, it was futile. Anna would not admit it yet she was actually counting on the male helping her out somehow.

“—–I did.” Her reply was accompanied by a light nod as she showed the stranger what she was holding in one of her hands. It was a small marble, crimson in color – nothing out of the ordinary actually, however, Anna greatly disliked losing any of the items she possessed. Each of the marble represented a bond, after all, and even though she could transfer it to any other marble easily, it simply felt… wrong.

Features turning into a bright smile, Hisoka admired the little crimson marble in her hand. Clearly, losing something like this would be upsetting; not only because it was pretty. Perhaps it even had sentimental value to the girl. It made him happy to know she found what she had lost. “That’s a very pretty marble you got there. I’m glad you found it.”

Still, that didn’t changed the fact that she was stuck and he needed to find a way to help her out of this miserable situation. Humming in thought, he took a step closer to the trapped girl. “Do you mind if I lift you up?” Perhaps that way he would manage to get her out without having to pull on her arms; he didn’t want to hurt the young lady.

[justamixofmemes]

Your muse just shot my muse in the stomach. Send ‘🔫🔫’ for my Muse to react to it.

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justamixofmemes:

Or send  ‘ 🔫 {reverse}’ For my muse to shoot yours in the stomach.

[hisaeka-blog]

( heinzism )

His gaze followed the other as Hisoka took the umbrella and went out into the rain, which seemed to have become heavier since he first stepped into the restaurant. “I always end up in dangerous situations… It’s part of my job.” He replied, as he put his own hood up, before stepping out into the rain with the younger man.

“There was one time you didn’t want to come back to my place because you had an important paper to finish, you said. So… No, you haven’t been to my place before. It’s not far from here, though.” He quickly adjusted his hood to prevent any gusts of wind from blowing it off his head, before moving his head to the left to signal to his companion to follow him. He hummed as he led the way, doing his best to avoid stepping in puddles which would leave water marks all over his highly polished, standard-issue boots. “Nice day for ducks, don’t you think?” He commented to Hisoka.

He knew that; of course he did. But knowing that one day Heinz could get shot and Hisoka wouldn’t even be informed about it — wouldn’t know if he died or just got sick of seeing him — left a bad taste in his mouth and made his heart ache. Had it really gotten to that already? Was he really so fond of the officer that he would be SAD about his death? He didn’t know how to feel about this.

            “I think it was the paper for the mid-term exams... that one was very time consuming. I remember barely getting any sleep the whole two weeks I worked on it,” he replied, obediently following Heinz into the right direction. Suddenly his mind was filled with visuals of how the other’s place might look like. Was it messy? Clean? Somehow the latter seemed more likely, from what Hisoka could tell— Heinz appeared to be a very organised person. “Ducks? Yeah... I suppose so.”