Nowhere Boy @hisdarkredsoul - Tumblr Blog

Don’t say that. Don’t…ever say that. Say, whatever you want. But you’re…here for a reason. And yeah…that’s…no…that’s not shocking is it? Death…had it’s costs for you…well…being the one that stayed alive did too…

hisdarkredsoul

Shit... sorry. I know. I know. I’m here for Emily, for my sister... and you. I never would’ve found Emily if I hadn’t become... and I wouldn’t be here talking to you... No... but it still saddened me. I... you can talk to me.

killian-tay

I…oh…I…wouldn’t…say Fucked up…just…fucking weird. I don’t know what to say. I mean…have you…felt stuff already?

hisdarkredsoul

Isn’t that the same thing? I shouldn’t... exist. I shouldn’t be here. You don’t have to say anything. But I... know you sleep uneasy.

killian-tay

Wait…you’ll be able to…. feel me? That’s pretty fucked up. And find me? Who the fuck are you? Liam Neeson?

hisdarkredsoul

I’ll know if you’re hurt... I’ll feel what you do. I... don’t know how it works exactly. I just know... it does. Yeah... what I am is fucked up. I know. Not quite.

killian-tay

Well how was I meant to know that? And you could like guys too, don’t be so close minded. And you were always very firm and cuddly. A…bond? Is this some weird vampire shit that means I now have to marry you or become your undead zombie slave or something? Am I gonna need a drink to hear this?

hisdarkredsoul

Well I do, as friends. I admit I’m close to you. Wow, that’s a compliment there. No... fuck no. It’s nothing like that. It just means... I’ll be able to feel you... if you’re in danger. I’ll... find you.

misslindseycarter-deactivated20

Lindsey nodded and laughed again. “That I can definitely relate to. I was a teenager once,” she joked. “I love Boston! I lived there for a while after I moved out.”

hisdarkredsoul

“Great... I look like a teenager. I get that a lot,” he half laughed. “I lived there for a lot of my childhood. My family moved around a lot though.”

killian-tay

Elliot, you can do what you want with guys in your free time, I accept you. Just keep it out of my head. It’s the…blood? When you…oh.

hisdarkredsoul

Fuck... what? I’ve never... in my life. I’m not gay. I fucking like girls. You were always the drunk handsy one. Yeah... it creates... a bond.

killian-tay

Dude, it’s pretty bad. You…couldn’t man. I mean maybe if the dreams had got fifty shades of creepy I would’ve done a runner. But…I could cope. We’re still buddies.

hisdarkredsoul

Yeah... I guess. I mean... yeah. It’s just one more fucked up thing about me. I’m sorry. Thanks... I know this is hard, but I needed to hear that. But uh... you did know it was the blood causing them right?

killian-tay

Well I had to see them, so i’m sharing. Sharing is caring. I used to have dreams about seeing people die…and I actually preferred them. No, No…No! I don’t hate you for…who you are…I didn’t want to be around you because your blood made me have erotic dreams.

hisdarkredsoul

Come on, that term does not apply here. Shit... being with me is worse than people dying. Good to know. Not sure if I should be offended or not. But I uh... it’s good to have that cleared up. I don’t fucking care about the dreams. No offence. But I was fucking scared I’d lost you again.

killian-tay

Okay…well…we are never talking about this ever again. Ever. Okay…well thank you for doing that but shit…it was disgusting. And no…it’s not funny, if you’d seen your mouth in the places it was…you would not find it funny. You were all teeth….fangs. So..if you…wanna know why I was avoiding you…it was cause of that.

hisdarkredsoul

That’s fine with me. But you’re still talking. I didn’t see those dreams for a reason... I just stop. Stop now. I do not need that image. I... fuck man. I’m sorry. I really am. I was worried... you hated me... I was scared you didn’t want me around because of who I am. It’s almost... a relief.

killian-tay

Well…I owe her then. You knew? You knew i’d get dreams about you bouncing on things you have no business bouncing on? You did it on purpose didn’t you? Did you know about them too? Please tell me you didn’t see them. I always knew there was something funny about you Brewer.

hisdarkredsoul

Yeah... you found me again. I’ve been a vampire for over a decade. Of course I know what my blood can do. And fuck... I didn’t need to hear that. No... perv. I fucking saved your life. In the moment, all I wanted was you to be okay. And my blood could heal you. No, I didn’t see them. I’m not telepathic. And I’m not the one who had the dreams. So who’s funny?

killian-tay

Now i’m jealous, you love her more then me. All blonde girls are crazy. Yeah…i’m not ready to jump that deep in it. I uh…the blood…when you saved my life it….uh…it gave me some pretty weird…uh…dreams…and I…felt…weird about it.

hisdarkredsoul

Him like I love her in a very different way. But... I wouldn’t be here without her. Yeah, we learned that a long time ago. Oh... I uh... yeah. And... I didn’t mention that... I wanted to help... and I knew you wouldn’t if you knew... the... well yeah...

killian-tay

Well i’m glad you got lucky. I know she’s hot, but i’m trying to y’know not date creatures from the world of crazy that could fry my brain with a click of their fingers. Weirds me out a little for some reason. That’s good…you should be. I uh…I was acting a little crazy, but I had my reasons.

hisdarkredsoul

Thanks. Me too. She literally saved my life. Oh... she’s crazy. And Ems can be too. But Lily... she is something. And uh... I guess this world is crazy. Him like don’t worry about it. I mean, you’re talking to me... you don’t even have to do that.

killian-tay

At least they’re hot? Well…at least they trust you, they’re not just shutting up when they see you. And no problem last time we met..I guess I uh…owe you…some explanation.

hisdarkredsoul

Well, Ems is damn hot. Seriously, I got lucky. And I shouldn’t say it... but Lily’s not bad. And she’s single, mate. But yeah I guess that’s true, they talk openly with me about. Me and Ems are honest though. Okay... yeah. We can talk.