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@killian-tay
Isn’t that the same thing? I shouldn’t… exist. I shouldn’t be here. You don’t have to say anything. But I… know you sleep uneasy.
Don’t say that. Don’t...ever say that. Say, whatever you want. But you’re...here for a reason. And yeah...that’s...no...that’s not shocking is it? Death...had it’s costs for you...well...being the one that stayed alive did too...
I’ll know if you’re hurt… I’ll feel what you do. I… don’t know how it works exactly. I just know… it does. Yeah… what I am is fucked up. I know. Not quite.
I...oh...I...wouldn’t...say Fucked up...just...fucking weird. I don’t know what to say. I mean...have you...felt stuff already?
Well I do, as friends. I admit I’m close to you. Wow, that’s a compliment there. No… fuck no. It’s nothing like that. It just means… I’ll be able to feel you… if you’re in danger. I’ll… find you.
Wait...you’ll be able to.... feel me? That’s pretty fucked up. And find me? Who the fuck are you? Liam Neeson?
Fuck… what? I’ve never… in my life. I’m not gay. I fucking like girls. You were always the drunk handsy one. Yeah… it creates… a bond.
Well how was I meant to know that? And you could like guys too, don’t be so close minded. And you were always very firm and cuddly. A...bond? Is this some weird vampire shit that means I now have to marry your or become your undead zombie slave or something? Am I gonna need a drink to hear this?
Yeah… I guess. I mean… yeah. It’s just one more fucked up thing about me. I’m sorry. Thanks… I know this is hard, but I needed to hear that. But uh… you did know it was the blood causing them right?
Elliot, you can do what you want with guys in your free time, I accept you. Just keep it out of my head. It’s the...blood? When you...oh.
She listened with pursed lips, trying not to cry herself. She couldn’t imagine a war zone, didn’t want to try for fear her magic may take that as a suggestion to go looking for trouble. No she just clasped her hand over his on her shoulder.
She took a shaky shot of tequila, wincing at the burn. “I’m just scared all the time. I move forward, but only because time keeps moving forward, and it’s taking me along for the ride.”
“Fuck, sometimes it’s a damn roller coaster.” She said, wiping at her face. “But I’m always just sitting there, no control. Nobody has control, do they?” She asked, quietly, feeling small and insignificant.
Killian closed his eyes as he felt her hand and he put his hand over hers, squeezing it for the comfort. He’d had enough to drink...he knew nothing would ever numb the pain. “That’s...all we can do for now. And maybe sooner or later we’ll really be living.” he half laughed. “I sound like fucking Elliot.” He chuckled, wiping away his tears.
He nodded along and then shook his head, “Maybe...that’s what you’ve got to learn to do? Let go of the reigns...just let life take you in the direction you’re meant to go down.”
Come on, that term does not apply here. Shit… being with me is worse than people dying. Good to know. Not sure if I should be offended or not. But I uh… it’s good to have that cleared up. I don’t fucking care about the dreams. No offence. But I was fucking scared I’d lost you again.
Dude, it’s pretty bad. You...couldn’t man. I mean maybe if the dreams had got fifty shades of creepy I would’ve done a runner. But...I could cope. We’re still buddies.
That’s fine with me. But you’re still talking. I didn’t see those dreams for a reason… I just stop. Stop now. I do not need that image. I… fuck man. I’m sorry. I really am. I was worried… you hated me… I was scared you didn’t want me around because of who I am. It’s almost… a relief.
Well I had to see them, so i’m sharing. Sharing is caring. I used to have dreams about seeing people die...and I actually preferred them. No, No...No! I don’t hate you for...who you are...I didn’t want to be around you because your blood made me have erotic dreams.
Yeah… you found me again. I’ve been a vampire for over a decade. Of course I know what my blood can do. And fuck… I didn’t need to hear that. No… perv. I fucking saved your life. In the moment, all I wanted was you to be okay. And my blood could heal you. No, I didn’t see them. I’m not telepathic. And I’m not the one who had the dreams. So who’s funny?
Okay...well...we are never talking about this ever again. Ever. Okay...well thank you for doing that but shit...it was disgusting. And no...it’s not funny, if you’d seen your mouth in the places it was...you would not find it funny. You were all teeth....fangs. So..if you...wanna know why I was avoiding you...it was cause of that.
I love her in a very different way. But… I wouldn’t be here without her. Yeah, we learned that a long time ago. Oh… I uh… yeah. And… I didn’t mention that… I wanted to help… and I knew you wouldn’t if you knew… the… well yeah…
Well...I owe her then. You knew? You knew i’d get dreams about you bouncing on things you have no business bouncing on? You did it on purpose didn’t you? Did you know about them too? Please tell me you didn’t see them. I always knew there was something funny about you Brewer.
Thanks. Me too. She literally saved my life. Oh… she’s crazy. And Ems can be too. But Lily… she is something. And uh… I guess this world is crazy. don’t worry about it. I mean, you’re talking to me… you don’t even have to do that.
Now i’m jealous, you love he more then me. All blonde girls are crazy. Yeah...i’m not ready to jump that deep in it. I uh...the blood...when you saved my life it....uh...it gave me some pretty weird...uh...dreams...and I...felt...weird about it.
Well, Ems is damn hot. Seriously, I got lucky. And I shouldn’t say it… but Lily’s not bad. And she’s single, mate. But yeah I guess that’s true, they talk openly with me about. Me and Ems are honest though. Okay… yeah. We can talk.
Well i’m glad you got lucky. I know she’s hot, but i’m trying to y’know not date creatures from the world of crazy that could fry my brain with a click of their fingers. Weirds me out a little for some reason. That’s good...you should be. I uh...I was acting a little crazy, but I had my reasons.
Uh huh. Two blondes talking about fae shit. And me. They know I can hear from the other room. And they still do it. And yeah, I do thanks.
At least they’re hot? Well...at least they trust you, they’re not just shutting up when they see you. And no problem last time we met..I guess I uh...owe you...some explanation.
Great. Lucky me. But I mean… the girls. Ems and her sister. Lily has been over every day this week.
The girls? You’re in the afterlife and still have to deal with in-laws? Shit man...that sucks. You uh...need a drink?
I’m sick of listening to shit I don’t fully understand.
Now you know how it feels in my head 24/7.
She pulled her favorite bottle of tequila from the mix, and brought over some shot glasses.
“Is it an older brother? Cause yeah older brother’s tend to be the good ones, and the right ones, and the ones with their damn lives together!” She said, over exaggerating if only to hide her true resentment for Julian.
She poured herself a glass as she went to sit back down. She sighed, she guessed a soldier would understand what she was going through. “I saw my friend die a hundred times in my head. I know we stopped it from happening and she’s alive, but I still saw her body being torn apart. I can’t stop myself from seeing it when I go to sleep, so I just don’t sleep.”
Killian never said no to alcohol and gladly took a drink. He couldn’t help but laugh at her comment about brother’s. “Yeah...older brother, doctor...making the family real proud.” He continued to laugh to himself.
He kept his eyes on her, listening to his every word. “I...I lost my whole regiment” he said quietly, his eyes on the floor. “I saw men shot...men...torn apart...men i’d drank with, spent every second with. And my friend...my best friend, my brother...I watched him run towards it, he ran...and I couldn’t stop him. He...was a hero.”
He looked down unable to stop himself from choking up. “I got injured myself but for years all I thought was it should’ve been me.” He closed his eyes. “I don’t think i’ve had a full nights sleep for ten years...thinking about what would’ve happened if things were different..” he reached his hand out and touched her shoulder, trying to comfort her. “I could tell you you’ll move on...but I don’t know if that’s true, just...the best we can do is pick ourselves up and keep trying...keep going.”
Elliot scoffed, unable to hide how he felt. He was feeling really wound up lately, and right now he didn’t need this. “You didn’t need to say it, genius… you’ve been fucking avoiding me. I haven’t seen you. And right now I can’t take that.” He shoved his glass. “If you don’t want me around just fucking say it.”
Killian rolled his eyes, he’d barely slept...and when he had he’d had images he’d rather not of seen. “Well maybe this week is kind of hard for me to deal with y’know?” He looked down at his drink. “In case you don’t remember it’s the week I fucking through i’d lost everything...” He could hear his voice braking and he stood up. “Just...i’m not going to celebrate that day, but i’ve never fucking said that.”
