Chloe is ready for surgery on Thursday. Wish I could say the same about me, but I'm a ball of anxiety. It's a basic hernia repair, but still nerve wracking...
Nothing like experiencing something new! This was at the event Daddy and I went to on April 1st. Did a 10 minute fire massage tasting. There were fire cups and fire massage involved. This was taken towards the end. It felt like my entire body was wrapped in a blanket straight from the dryer. I can’t wait to do more.
Hey Tumblr! It's been a while. Life's been crazy, and I'll update that later. For now, just a picture. Daddy and I are headed out for the night, and I actually feel good about the way I look, so I wanted to share...
So, I really want this page to be more focused on sex positivity and lifestyle things, but this week has been rough y’all.
Late last week, I found out my Aunt, that is an ICU nurse, has tested positive for Covid and is currently quarantined in her home. At this point she is doing ok, but with this damn virus, that can change quickly.
On Sunday, yes Easter Sunday, we lost one of our podcast family. It was not Covid related, but it was very sudden. I think dealing with this is worse that had it happened pre-Covid. Now, we can’t gather for support and celebrations of life. People are stuck in their homes dealing with it via phone calls, text, and video chatting, and it’s just not the same. At a time when we want hugs or even just simple touch, we can’t do that. Yes, I have Daddy here to help me cope, but He lost her too. We want to be able to help her husband, and all the other friends that we made part of our family through this, and it’s very hard this way. We know when this is all over, we’re gonna have a hell of a party in her honor, but we all need it now.
Add to all this, I keep finding out more and more people I know, or people that are loved ones of those I love dearly, have tested positive.
Why people aren’t taking this seriously is beyond me. I understand the “essential employees”, but I’ve seen people posting about their neighbors having block parties. Seriously y’all, the sooner everyone does what’s being asked, the sooner we can get back to life as usual, or as close to that as we’ll probabLy ever be again.
STAY HOME, SO THAT WHEN WE CAN GET TOGETHER AGAIN, NO ONE IS MISSING!!
Trying to make plans for the weekend since we’ll have no kids home. Problem? While Daddy worked from home a lot before, i could tell him to go to the office so i could do plotting and planning. Now, like so many others, He’s working from home all the time, so it makes planning a little more difficult. When i need to shut off my phone or close my computer every time He comes into the room. i am thinking that on Friday, instead of me dropping kiddo off, Daddy’s gonna have to do it. Yes, i’ll have to change all the original plotting and planning, but it’ll also give me four hours or more to get things together at home. Hmmmmm... time to start rethinking things...
Podcast 3/7/2020. Let’s talk about the DD/lg lifestyle a bit...
This show was amazing to take part in. We didn’t cover near what we could have, so we’re talking about doing another show on this topic in the future. This one’s about 43 minutes long. Perfect to listen to on your way to and from work!
This goes back to before we even took the first steps together into this world...
i met Daddy 26 years ago & married him almost 21 years ago. He is one of my best friends, my confidante, my protector, my savior. We can laugh together, cry together, share secrets with each other, just all around be there for each other. i know he would do anything for me, and i for him.
When we met, he was my boss, there was no relationship at the time, i was in another relationship (you’ll hear about that in the future). When we finally did end up together, we lived a very vanilla lifestyle.
So, how did us finding and stepping into the lifestyle come about? Here’s the, probably boring, beginning
Life had gotten to a point where i was ready to start a journey within myself, to make my life better as a whole. i had been, for some time, questioning myself when it comes to sex and lifestyle in general.
i love to read… A LOT… my passion, when reading, is romance. i like all sub-genres of romance… paranormal, fantasy, historical, contemporary, erotic, sci-fi… You get the picture. i came across a couple stories some time ago (9+ years ago) that featured BDSM, it made me curious. After then, we had done some light play but nothing too extreme. I did research, lots of it, outside of romance books, and realized some authors either put a whole lot of research into what they write (which any author worth their weight does), or they live the lifestyle themselves. Some authors… well, let’s just say, they shouldn’t write what they do.
What i came to realize about myself is i’m submissive. Sounds like it’s not so hard to say… HAH! At 37, realizing something so deep about yourself isn’t easy to admit to yourself, not to mention one of the people you love most in the world. May sound easy to some but, others will understand where i’m at here. We have played, but as i said before, lightly. Being a SAHM can be a wonderful thing, but sometimes, you just have too much time to think. Here’s a small glimpse inside my head at that time...
Is this really what i want?
How do i know?
Do i want it only in the bedroom or do i want it to be a lifestyle?
How can i tell him? How can i ease him into it?
Will he accept it when i tell him?
The answers to these questions (as they were in 2012, not changed to reflect any changes at this point)…
Yes! Absolutely, without question.
Because, when we play, i orgasm harder than any other time. Because it’s not a want at this point, but a need. i need, in the near future to be collared.
This one, I’m still unsure of. Without a doubt, i need it in the bedroom. At first, i thought, no way am i gonna let him run my life outside the bedroom. Now, the more i think about it, the more it turns me on. i think about him giving me an order, doing what he wants, getting praise for that, and i get wet. i have found myself getting through my days that way. Ordering myself to do things the way i want him to, and carrying them out.
This one i HAVE figured out at this point. For our anniversary this year, we are going away for four days. i sent Him an email explaining that i want him to pick something that he wants to do sexually that maybe we haven’t done before. The only exception to this was, no third member coming into the relationship. i am a strong person, but i am also VERY possessive of my man! i told him once i have his reply, i would send him mine, which is already typed out, waiting for me to send it, along with links and stuff that i printed out for him to read, to help understand me better.
If he loves me as much as i know he does, yes, he will accept it.
So, this left me starting a new journey. One i couldn’t wait to take with my best friend!
So, our very first visit to the podcast was for them to put us on the hot seat.
What’s that mean?
They brought us in and threw questions at us. If you want to learn a little more about Daddy and me, check it out >>here<<.
Fair warning... this group is a fun group and easily distracted. They come off topic quickly. They’re working on it. I don’t recall it being too bad when we were there for this, but I was a little tipsy too. lol
So, if you followed me over from the old, now empty, blog, thank you. On this page I will be posting much of the same. There won’t be as much skin. There won’t be tales of my family, with the exception of certain things pertaining to Daddy and myself.
What will there be?
I will post what I have saved from our the beginning of our journey.
This may help those new to the lifestyle in opening up to their partners
I will continue to post new developments in our journey if they are relevant.
Relationships are forever growing and changing. I figure if I can help someone with something they may be struggling with, it’s worth it.
I will post pictures of what I like, what I want to try, or what might get Daddy going.
I may post one of the stories that I had up on my old page
If you’ve never read them, they are simple fantasy scenes that came to me from looking at a specific picture or that Daddy wanted me to write for him
A YouTube podcast. What? Yep, you read that right.
Recently, Daddy and i became involved with a local podcast that focuses on the lifestyle. The name of the podcast is K101. Clicky on the link for their YouTube channel.
They premiere shows every Wednesday evening and Saturday morning. I will post links once they go live.
I will also be posting some past episodes.
Each episode is 30-60 minutes long, some may be longer
These are NSFW
So, I’m back. I’ll try to be here fairly regularly. If you have questions, do ask.
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