hmmm

time has passed, wounds have healed, others not i hope to be better, i hope to live, no one may know who we are under our mask, but i just hope i can make it good while it lasts

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The show must go on!

..i feel fucking sick because of this.

Everyone fucking leave us alone. These blogs werent meant to be seen by any of you. I let them know.. Not any of you.. Leave.

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..whats wrong with you... C: <I have done nothing but what i viewed as the best choice.>

so the best choice to you was to mangle the poor fuck to fit your bullshit

C: <As if you have not done this aswell. It is illogical to be arguing with me.>

YOUR DOING THIS FOR NO REASON.. JUST GIVE THEM ANOTHER FUCKING CHANCE GODDAMN IT MIND....

C: <I suggest you watch your tone.>

.i swear.. no. im not letting you keep torturing and hurting them. that isnt doing you anything, they cant just be redone like that..

C: <To my understanding you are false in this belief.>

..why cant you just be how your supposed to be for once...

C: <I am going to continue my work.>

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8 w7sg i 2as see f3sd

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..the energy drinks are fucking up my teeth more... its bad but.. i.. i always liked them....i dont know.. its something i like and want to keep but if i do itll just be bad..

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he seems.. unpredictable, always was i suppose... i need more time with her... i think ill feel better than,,, i.. im sorry for everything. i need sleep. god im on an emotinal roller coaster

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..it always comes back to this song... i.. it reminds me how much she loves me....

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.8 camt a0lut t0dau cam i.

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well. i slept, im awake, i feel like i am so lost, i shouldnt have immediately tried to do something on the server.. i need help because it wont work right. whatever, ill jsut try to explain later

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// Minos requires further time, part of me worries the solitude may worsen her madness, she likely would require help after the fact or she begins to hide her emotions until in private.

// Minos seems unwell and is easy to aggravate, my recommendation is checking again in a few hours. Assuming she doesnt try to force her way back indoors. I failed to explain why she wasnt in the cabin.

// She requires more help than realisation

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5g3 w0rk 8d 3mdl3ss. 8m d08bg 2gst i xsm. 8 h0p3 8 fux3d ut 5g8s 5um3.

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So whyre we still up..

cant sleep cant rest cant blink

Fuckin hell.

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If good can become bad given nough torture, n bad can become good given nough love, th fuckr we

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in sp fyckimg tir3ed wgy camt i sle3p 2gy am 8 im paim.

..

// You both require either more rest or their presence to help

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,,oh, huh. There's no second recount of what happened last night. I guess red really was the only one awake last night.. nobody else was even awake enough to give a vague recollection of what happened.

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// We apologies for not having been able to help or assist, we did not even know of anything happening

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Failed.. failed to sleep, failed to rid of the pain, failed, failed, failed.. failing living, failing making anyone happy. I can't.. like this,, I'm so. Tired..

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They probably go through similar bouts of insomnia too, and much more frequently.. why can't I just tough it out too,, I wanna cry so bad but can't,, weak,,,

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These thin dont make yweak, alr? N yaint fail, these thin jus happen. Outta ycontrol

Ytried n ydid what ycould, ybrain jus said otherwise n yaint got control over that thin, we care bout ya, alr? Yaint weak, ystrong nough t try fightin n that means plenty, care bout ya, doubt this is th time t be respondin t this but still

As fer th insomnia, ynever gon get used to it, trust me, s never smth ycan jus tough out really. I hope it aint much more ygotta deal with

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// What if Whole and by extension we as pieces are atleast in part human ?

Not th good kind.

// So by that logic they are wholly unique ?

They always were, we aint nothin but a buncha misfits who somehow scored outta th park

// I suppose we arent human afterall

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Not human vibes, huh.. as far as I'm aware, we've never identified as anything but human.. sure, chost would rather be more mechanical, so he's the exception, I guess.. but misty never had a problem with being human, just wants to love. Cherry doesn't even really comprehend the idea of identity, so they're not going to make a fuss. Red only thinks of themself as semi nonhuman because they're "not good enough to be a human" or something, and I.. I want to be human. I want to fit in. I want to be loved by those around me too. I wonder, what makes you feel as though we're not human?.. maybe a positive to you, but not to most, and I'm just.. so... Lonely. I want to fit in, I want to be human, I want to be just like everyone else..

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// If it means anything, upon closer looking, the opinion has changed, you are human, those of you who wish to be that is. You are uniquely human in that you are good and kind

// You merely didnt seem human to us due to the kindness, but you are a human, the best of a human id say. You are in a strange place which confused us, we saw good in a person for once. You claim to be human, and so you are, so very unique from every other human.

// I apologise for speaking so strangely but im still a researcher and an archivest at the end of the day. You are a unique case, you dont feel like you fit in because compared to all other humans, strangely kindness is in you

// As for Red, they can be human, in my eyes theyve all but earned it, just one last step forward and theyve done it

// Cohost is human in the sense i am also human, he is mechanical, i am mechanical, but we are still so built off of humans and have feelings, we've mimicked or are based on humans enough its hard to tell. You arent human, its your choice at the end of the day

// Nova, when we claim you arent human we mean you arent bad. You are human, if you want to be one, you are excelling at it, you are the first proper and good human ive seen. IWe are proud of all of you