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[humansofnewyork]

“She lost her back legs when she got hit by a car. She’d already been returned to the shelter twice already. She’s a lot of work. It’s almost like having a child. You need to be very patient. You always need to change her diaper. It’s very hard to find a babysitter. But I’ve had her for 1.5 years now and I can’t imagine life without her. Everyone loves Lucy. And Lucy loves everyone. She can’t wag her tail, so I was worried that I’d never know if she was happy. But she tells me with her eyes.” (Rosario, Argentina)

[adz]

my four children compete in a series of physical and mental challenges each day to decide their respective ranks, which then determine the utensils they will utilize during supper

[holyeternaldrone]

attn

i made a new tumblr and will try to actually seriously use it now instead of this one so let me know if you’d like the url by telling me or liking this pls :3

[holyeternaldrone]

just a reminder because i’m ACTUALLY going to do it now and i’ll send out the url to everyone ❤️

[nqsa]

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[holyeternaldrone]

i know i always talk about my bpd symptoms in terms of “wow i feel like everyone fucking hates me and i want to die” but more accurately i constantly feel like no-one gives a shit about me and would be straight-up relieved if i just... died and left them alone

and it’s not even phases, it’s constant, the periods where i feel loved and worthy of being alive are the temporary phases

loving and caring for and missing people when you know they don’t miss or love or care for you the same way you do for them hurts much much more than being -hated- and i’m so tired of this

[boethiah]

when you successfully resist a self-destructive impulse

[holyeternaldrone]

triggered by grimes holding a violin wrong

@litlefuglen look at this

[catqdaily]

Christine & The Queens for Marie Claire by Drew Wheeler, 2017.

[holyeternaldrone]

@crusticrocz i just accidentally clicked on unwritten in my recommended youtube videos without even seeing and while watching something else... and like i really wanted to watch that other video but now i’m never ever going back

[aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh-deactivat]

feel the rain on ur skin!! no one else can feel it for u!! only u can let it in!! no one else can speak the words on ur lips!! drench urself in words unspoken!! live ur life with arms wide open!! today is where ur book begins!! the rest is still unwritten!! 

[myblackwhitedreams]

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i figured out what is missing from my life

[holyeternaldrone]

2k17 look: fit and angry

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[holyeternaldrone]

would be so cool if asking people to try to respect your mental disorder was less being annoying and needy and more “hey, please don’t step on my broken foot”

[fuliajulia]

me, several times a day

[holyeternaldrone]

when i’m slightly less deep in the BPD/SAD hole i want to start a culture/arts blog for practice and experience and i want it to have a defined concept and focus, i don’t want it to be just random review stuff

i’d like to focus it around the unique value and importance specific culture and arts have to different people - how it shapes perceptions, brings people together, motivates and inspires, provides comfort and creates safe spaces etc and all the complexities that come with that

i think i’d like it to be at least partly dedicated to -subversive- stuff but trying to explore things i don’t understand the appeal of in the ‘mainstream’ could be cool too

is this a good or a bad idea

[holyeternaldrone]

me :)