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isaiah 23•homo•crazy Just writing and saying shit.

[homo-chaos]

sometimes you win and sometimes you learn

[homo-chaos]

i don't know what i'm doing anymore

drug dependent at twenty-four

normal life feels so contronvied

i miss the days of sparkling skies

i've pulled the curtains from the stage

the act is up and its just a play

normalcy is killing me

my prescription is inner healing

but on nights like tonight

i sit and think about what should be

my parents had a family by 24

we had a home, a car, and more

my parents were adults, real adults

now i live with them and make a vow

i convince myself i'm still a child

spinning, sprinting, smiling with wild desire

[homo-chaos]

as his eyes prey upon me

i fantasize about what could be

if i had the courage to speak

[homo-chaos]

GYPSY ROSE IS FREEEEEEEEEEE

[homo-chaos]

show me the places where the others gave you scars

[enki2]

[homo-chaos]

working retail on christmas eve is the type of shit that creates real life villains

[homo-chaos]

i just busted out laughing i was avoiding eye contact w a hot guy who was in my peripheral at my job and eventually i had to pass him so i glanced at him and he was staring directly at me HE WAS NOT A STRANGER 😭😭😭 BITCH HE WAS OOMFS OOMF

[homo-chaos]

i literally was stuttering trying to explain that i actively avoid eye contact w hot bitches to assert dominance

[homo-chaos]

i just busted out laughing i was avoiding eye contact w a hot guy who was in my peripheral at my job and eventually i had to pass him so i glanced at him and he was staring directly at me HE WAS NOT A STRANGER 😭😭😭 BITCH HE WAS OOMFS OOMF

[homo-chaos]

oprah is so insightful and i love that woman downnnnnn, BUT listening to her super soul podcast is such a hit or miss. tell me why i just listened to one of the more thought provoking episodes and near the end oprah basically says to the guest “so you’re a rape apologist? how does that factor in to your spirituality?” like girl???? that shit should’ve been in the title

[homo-chaos]

i think i’ve made the impression on my coworkers that i’m some type of overly dramatic hot head because the way four of my coworkers just came to me united to deliver instructions from my boss????

“you’re gonna be really pissed off…”

“brace yourself”

girl the message was that i needed to help with backup at checkout???? 😭😭 that’s literally part of my job

[homo-chaos]

i became self aware at a very young age and ever since i’ve viewed life in a very unserious lens. like what is the worst that could happen, death?

[homo-chaos]

plsssss smoke w me again plss i swear i won’t get existential like last time plsssss 🥺🥺🥺

[kushblazer666]

[homo-chaos]

ngl the thing that pulls me out of the bible is envisioning God on reddit like “i told the people to worship me and devote their lives to serving me, but now they want to build pyramids and shit? AITA?????”

[homo-chaos]

doing a lot of reading…audiobooks :(

[ripempezardexerox]