a little glitter, a little death

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you made your bed

and now you're afraid to lay in it

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my stomach turns with the thought: what have I gotten myself into this time

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meet me in the hallway

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tryin not to be selfish

it's not fair and i know that but like i can't keep doing background work and pulling so much emotional labour in silence

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don't overcompensate

don't make promises that you can't keep you make plans and as you're making them, as you're saying them i know they will never happen stop saying things to make people happy in the moment stop setting me up for disappointment stop hurting me

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self deprecating self medicating coping mechanisms that obviously work really well

whenever i get sad that she’s married i take an ativan and try to pretend that i’m the irrational one then i smoke 3 cigarettes in a row and hideout in my room and ignore my phone and everyone else and space out until i fall asleep

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my life is a trip

i need to write a book

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i dream of you

and it feels so real. you're *almost* non existent to me so i don't understand how my dreams are so vivid. it makes my stomach turn you keep popping into my life in very small ways i hate the reminder of you but i think maybe you've just always been in the back of my mind to begin with

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if u ever need to find out if you have an underlying anxiety disorder just go to hair school!!! if u already have one?! gr8!!!! bc it's going to get worse!!!!

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performance art

i scream "i'm trying" with a desperate attempt to keep everything in my room that your lips have touched alive

including myself

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close call

reminder: be careful

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i !!! want !!! more !!! tattoos !!

but i'm so poor

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cried all night over a city that was bad to me

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hair school gives me so much anxiety

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something about fate

something about stars aligning idk i like you

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i only like you

when i'm drunk

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slippery slope