03.23 Tuesday, Day review
Today I spended all day running errands and came back home at 4:00 pm only to keep doing some chores. I'm too tired to be even awake rn so, today is day off
03/26
yeah it's been 4 days now wow. In march 24, I enrolled to the first semester of 2021 It took me like 4 hours (okay it was 2 hours but It felt that long) to do so because the system it's a mess and I needed to contact my coordinador, also I really thought I had left like 10 days more of vacations and I literally only have 3 days, so i've been playing around this lasts days since I realized that I will not have life this semester.My schedule it's a mess and my classes are a lot, too many heavy courses, I tried to do a little schedule but I'm not confident and If I see that I'm not getting all A's this semester after the first test's weeks I'm dropping one of the clases, for real. I have my priorities checked and everything but depends also in the professors, I know 4 of my profesor and 3 of them are heavy, and I'm alredy feeling suffocated. I'm trying to fix my sleep schedule too, and my eating habits, because this lasts 4 days...I guess it's ny anxiety kicking, but I've been eating a lot of food in random periods of time, and I've been falling asleep at 4 am, I lay down in bed like for 2-3 hours and 4 am it's my bodies limit to stay awake, I really need that limit to be like 1 am...and thinking about it know, like yeah I couldn't sleep 23 - 24 march I guess makes senses that my anxiety kicked me, but well...It's 11:50, I take a mealtonin pill and since I'm getting sleepy I will prepare myself for the bed.
08/05
and this is how my semester ended, that C is the must painful grade I have ever received >n< first time I felt like I didn't gained a grade.
This semester was so hard, so damn hard. The B grade was exhausting, project management class was a lot, I would wake up everyday and work on the final project (which wasn't like a final, I had to take a final exam regardless of the project) all the due dates were one beside the other and tbh I don't know how I survived u.u the funny thing is I was so stressed out and overwhelmed that I wanted to end everything, I was in such a hurry to finish haha and now I'm so freaking bored and unmotivated, I have 0 tasks to finish, no homework, no classes, I guess I'm a masochistic
