Truing To Stay Positive ✌🏻

~Luna Mae, lvl 25~ SW: 195/CW: 187/GW: 135/UGW: 120 or below~ Trying to be a happier me! I have good days where I’ll eat great and do workouts. Some days I’ll relapse as ana quietly sits on my shoulders & of course even worse days when my major depression kicks in hard. That being said, this blog will be a journal of sorts to track my workouts, diary entries, ups, downs, & whatever else happens.

[hopefuldreamer-x0]

Managed to hit below 190!

That’s a damn milestone since I’ve been above 190 for quite a while.

Weigh in this morning was 187!

[hopefuldreamer-x0]

Made the one person I care about most furious at me..

I feel like absolute shit... hello darkness and depression that I’ve just been sucked in to..

[wellwithnatalie]

Good morning and happy Monday!! I’m starting my day off with this super yummy, super pink strawberry banana smoothie bowl topped with more banana, chopped almonds, and shredded coconut. I hope everyone gets to spend some time outside on this beautiful day!! 💕

[hopefuldreamer-x0]

Friday Weigh-In!!

Weigh-In for today is...

190lbs!!

I’m getting there! Down 5lbs since I started ☺️

[hopefuldreamer-x0]

Me: *gets a new tattoo I really like and am excited for*

Me: *shows my mom cause I really value her opinions*

Mom: “oh... that’s what you got? It’s big but I mean it’s nice”

Me: oh..

Me: *starts rethinking the tattoo and starts to regret it*

I understand it’s her opinion but that made my mood go from excited to depressed in about 2 seconds.

[hopefuldreamer-x0]

Got a trainer!!

So now I have a schedule of sorts for my workouts.

He’s gonna help me stay on track and he’s super sweet. A plus side to that!! he’s a really old friend so it’s super nice to work with someone I know!

Gonna stay on track because my dress for the wedding just came in today and HOOOOOO BOI do I gotta lose my tummy.

[hopefuldreamer-x0]

So I just got some new workout leggings in the mail and omg they’re so comfortable!!

I can’t wait to finally not be sick and go to the gym!

I picked up my PF card the other day and of course the DAY AFTER I get sick D:

Also I weighed myself today, 192lbs!!

[oliviafitmomof3]

[helga-and-the-hufflepuffs]

[katzenmusik-blog1]

i don’t know whats wrong with me but it’s alot

[mydododied-deactivated20200613]

Preacher beech

[hopefuldreamer-x0]

I’m feeling ignored. It’s great. Did I do something wrong? Did I say the wrong thing without thinking? Oh man.

[oliviafitmomof3]

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[unwelcome-ozian]

[hopefuldreamer-x0]

Went for a 30min walk. Totaled 1.6 miles.

I’m so proud of myself. That’s just one tiny thing that makes me feel like I can get through this and stick with it.

It may not be much to some people but in the past I always tired out around .5 of a mile and gave up.

[almondmelkk]

SUNSET SMOOTHIES 🌅 🍌🍓🥕 BLEND: 1 cup frozen mango ½ cup frozen strawberries ½ cup frozen pineapple 1 banana ½ cup carrot juice

Set half aside and add: ½ pack @pitayaplus