hopelessromantic

club of poetry, broken hearts and moon. welcome :)

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12th Feb, 18:55 Hey, it's me again. here I am, changing, maturing, becoming a separate character, yet saving that 14-year old little girl with all ambitions and goals. how are you? I'm going through "learning" phase. can you imagine? I fixed my sleep schedule, I'm learning how to take a responsibility and working a part-time job as an online tutor. I'm getting to know new people, feeling confident in high heels, realising that life consists of good and bad days. that's what life is about. when we're happy, we think it will never end until bad days come. and we're programmed to think: we will always be unhappy, until good days come.

Let's live together and remind about it each other, so we survive this world, 'kay, my love ?

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To my soulmate, I haven't met.

How are u doing, love? I skipped lectures today, woke up at 3:30, studied 3 hours then decided to screw it and sleep. I think, my diary evolved to little letters to you. I feel awesome. just had a thought how cool would it be if I met you in the current stage of my life. we'd be studying together at the book cafes, grabbing coffee together, having dinner at cozy cafes, celebrating each other's little achievements, texting good morning and good night every day, watching movies after lectures, cooking tasty and nutritious food together. but now, you're not with me and this thought doesn't leave me alone. okay, enough daydreaming. time to keep on coding and studying chinese. it's pouring outside. dress warmer, love.

Lily.

11.01.2023

[hopeless-romantics5]

<< You are a greater part of my soul than I am myself. >>

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2,934 thousand people and this city is still empty without you.

[hopeless-romantics5]

A boy who smells like caramel. there he is: leaning on his right fist and being absolutely absorbed by a movie. all charming and cute. his presence always felt light and easy, like a cloud. he whispers in my ear, commenting the movie and I feel the smell of caramel popcorn. I could sit like this for eternity.