these are but wild and whirling words, my lord.

#probably hitch.#soliloquy

HEY GUYS I’VE RE-EMERGED FROM MY COZY, SOLITARY BUBBLE OF SHAME AND MISERY JUST IN TIME TO REALIZE I GUESS IT’S MY FUCKING WRIGGLING DAY. AND SO ANOTHER SWEEP PASSES, I HAVEN’T SEEN ANOTHER SOUL IN PERIGEES.

IS ANYONE UP FOR A STREAM.

ALSO FORGIVE ME IF I’M REALLY SHITTY AT RESPONDING, LIKE IF YOU REACH OUT OR START HAVING A CONVERSATION WITH ME OR WHATEVER AND I JUST NEVER REPLY. I’M. NOT USED TO TALKING TO PEOPLE I GUESS.

#soliloquy

I’D DIE, EXCEPT I KNOW I’D JUST BECOME A GHOST AND BE FORCED TO FACE MY FRIENDS.

#soliloquy #suicidal ideation //#ask to tag //

GOD, I.

EVERYTHING IS REALLY JUST UNEQUIVOCALLY TERRIBLE. I’VE BEEN IN THIS SEMI-CONSTANT FUGUE STATE EVER SINCE ALL THE HOOFBEAST SHIT HIT THE WHIRLING DEVICE, AND THIS IS FRANKLY NOTHING NEW AT ALL. BECAUSE THERE IS NO NEWS.

IT’S BEEN TEN PERIGEES SINCE I STARTED KEEPING TRACK OF HOW LONG IT’S BEEN SINCE I WAS IN THE PRESENCE OF A LIVING PERSON. I KNOW GAMZEE’S AROUND HERE SOMEWHERE, BUT THAT ISN’T REASSURING IN ANY WAY WHATSOEVER, AND I THINK I SEE MOMENTARY FLASHES OF FIGURES WHEN WE PASS THROUGH DREAM BUBBLES OR SOMETHING. OR I’M HALLUCINATING! I ALSO HAVEN’T BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP IN A PERIGEE AND A HALF, BECAUSE I CAN’T COPE WITH THE POSSIBILITY OF RELIVING MY MISTAKES OR SEEING MY FRIENDS’ GHOSTS.

ALL THESE HALLWAYS LOOK EXACTLY THE FUCKING SAME. I HAVEN’T EVEN BEEN MENTALLY PRESENT ENOUGH TO GET MY BEARINGS IN THIS VERITABLE LABYRINTH OF SHITTY ROOMS, SO I HAVE NO GODDAMN CLUE WHERE I EVEN AM.

I’M SO FUCKING LOST.

ANYWAYS. I’LL PROBABLY WATCH SOME MOVIE AT SOME POINT, AND MAYBE POST ABOUT IT. BECAUSE I GUESS INTERACTION EXISTS.

#soliloquy #ask to tag //

+FUCKALL.

fistsoffurry:

;33 < well if you efur want to talk about that kind of thing i am here :33 < as fur myself :33 < i do not know, just general boredom :33 < there is not much to do here on the meteor :33 < after a while you f33l like you have done efurrything there is to do :33 < and then you just have to wait fur something to happen, or fur us to arrive :33 < whichefur comes furst

OH SHIT YOU TOO? I’M ON MY OWN METEOR. I’VE BEEN, UH. SITTING AROUND.

#i need something to do.#i don't feel real.#soliloquy

WOW MY LIFE IS MEANINGLESS.

+FUCKALL.

@holyrejection @b33otch @royalviciousness @fistsoffurry @2a22oniic @coquettishgaltonia @femmesombre @extingualis @liiar @mantipurr @mertessa @gregarioustregetour @pomfret @8oon8ucks @myblackninjaass @thr33wish3s @c9lum6ia @unbrokenultruism @lovgoocl @pridefulhymns @corvidaeldehyde @sylphtechs @rlngwralth @inkyresentment @nepeta-dead-dijon AND ALL THE OTHER NEW FOLLOWERS I HAVEN’T SPOKEN TO.

THIS, OBVIOUSLY, IS THE MULTIVERSE’S PUNISHMENT FOR MY EXTENDED AND UNEXPLAINED ABSENCE.

KARKAT “HORATIO” VANTAS, AT YOUR RELATIVE (CONDITIONAL AND PRESUMABLY INTERRUPTED) SERVICE. I JUST DISSOCIATED FOR TWO PERIGEES STRAIGHT, HOW’S LIFE/DEATH/WHATEVER.

fistsoffurry-moved

:?? < oh j33z, you alright? :33 < that does not sound like a healthy thing to be doing :33 < obviously i am nepeta :33 < or /a/ nepeta :33 < life has b33n purretty mediocre lately :// < and by that i just mean boring :33 < guess i cannot complain though, at least i am alive :?? < other than the dissociating thing, how are you?

I’M NOT REALLY ALRIGHT BUT FRANKLY THAT’S NOT WHAT I’M HERE TO TALK ABOUT.

HEY, NEPETA. WHAT’S BORING ABOUT YOUR LIFE?

EVENING. IF IT IS, IN FACT, EVENING.

twotoned2marta22-blog

The palmhu2k 2ay2 iit'2 eveniing, iif that help2.

THANKS. WHAT’S UP.

EVENING. IF IT IS, IN FACT, EVENING.

#i can't tell.

horatiosmutant

WHO’S THEY?

ALSO NO, I THINK THAT WOULD ONLY EXACERBATE THE ISSUE OF “ALL MY FRIENDS ARE DEAD”.

the angels

but if they do that shit to you they aint your friend

OH BOY, OH BOY. "THE ANGELS" IS CERTAINLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE PHRASES TO COME OUT OF THE MOUTH OF AN ERIDAN. PLAYING ALL THE CLASSICS, ARE WE. NO, GAMZEE'S MY FRIEND. I DON'T THINK HIS INTENTION IS TO FUCK WITH ME, HE'S JUST DOING HIS TYPICAL FUCKED UP SHIT AND MY HYPERSENSITIVE, ANXIOUS ASS GOT CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF IT. WHILE HE'S A VERITABLE TERROR, IT ISN'T HIS FAULT HE TURNED OUT THIS WAY AND I DOUBT HE'S TRYING TO HURT ANYONE.

#dialogue #holyrejection

@holyrejection QUITE FRANKLY IT COULD’VE BEEN TWO SWEEPS FOR ALL I KNOW. IT WAS SOME BIZARRE KIND OF FUGUE STATE SHIT.

WHO ARE YOU?

thats fuckin trippy

my names eridan but im goin by seraph or feathers on tumblr to differentiate from the fuckton a alts round here

are you alright

FEATHERS IS CUTE. KIND OF? SURE. ALL MY FRIENDS ARE DEAD AND I’M WANDERING AROUND A DESERTED ROCK CLEANING UP THEIR ENTRAILS WHILE MY EX-MOIRAIL FUCKS WITH MY PAN. BUT I’VE BEEN HERE FOR A WHILE SO IT’S WHATEVER.

thanks they gavve it to me

you should probably kill that guy though if they fuck wwith your pan

WHO’S THEY?

ALSO NO, I THINK THAT WOULD ONLY EXACERBATE THE ISSUE OF “ALL MY FRIENDS ARE DEAD”.

#holyrejection #dialogue

SOMEHOW I UNWITTINGLY FOLLOWED A LIQUOR BOT SO NOW MY DASHBOARD IS FULL OF PICTURES OF INTOXICATING BEVERAGES FOR NO REASON AND I RELATE TO ME.

#soliloquy

@holyrejection QUITE FRANKLY IT COULD’VE BEEN TWO SWEEPS FOR ALL I KNOW. IT WAS SOME BIZARRE KIND OF FUGUE STATE SHIT.

WHO ARE YOU?

thats fuckin trippy

my names eridan but im goin by seraph or feathers on tumblr to differentiate from the fuckton a alts round here

are you alright

FEATHERS IS CUTE. KIND OF? SURE. ALL MY FRIENDS ARE DEAD AND I'M WANDERING AROUND A DESERTED ROCK CLEANING UP THEIR ENTRAILS WHILE MY EX-MOIRAIL FUCKS WITH MY PAN. BUT I'VE BEEN HERE FOR A WHILE SO IT'S WHATEVER.

#dialogue #holyrejection

@holyrejection QUITE FRANKLY IT COULD’VE BEEN TWO SWEEPS FOR ALL I KNOW. IT WAS SOME BIZARRE KIND OF FUGUE STATE SHIT.

WHO ARE YOU?