may 12. rain as usual

venting, aesthetic, comfort blog (tw) adult / “did you forget to take your meds?”

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MY BOYFRIENDS COMING OVER IN 14 DAYSSSSS

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he’s okay. he’s okay for now

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i’m so worried about him and my boyfriend

please want them both okay

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logging back into this thing

i’m still with my perfect love of my life boyfriend 💙💙💙 but…..

i’m SO worried rn. one of my online best friends might be ending his life now and i have no idea and can’t do anything to help

please be okay. i’m so worried

[konoko]

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I looooooooove my boyfriend so much!! 💕💕

[konoko]

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for once in a million years I can say. I’m really happy right now. I’m in love with someone that’s in love with me…. ❤️

[brokenightlight]

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THANK HEAVENS fuck me I was being dramatic , he just fell asleep …… he answered me…..

(in MYYY defence he did say last night he lives w someone who makes him feel unsafe at times…)

anyway, whew. ahhhh. breatheeeeee

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I was gonna go walk my dog but I feel sick . I need to know he’s okay

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I feel like sobbing and exploding. I can’t breathe

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please come back to me please please please 😭😭😭

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it’s probably nothing, he’s probably just passed out (sleeping) or busy… and I’ll feel silly after. but god I’m so upset rn. distraught. I feel like throwing up. sobbing

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pulling out the old vent tumblr because a rly good friend that I’ve been messaging like all day recently hasn’t said anything since this morning and I’m getting absolutely sick with worry 😭😭 actually crying and breathing heavy because I’m so scared something happened

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randomly feeling more depressed since yesterday and the day before . want to fucking crawl in a hole and die

[curseworm]