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mya's all to blame again

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❝ Come   on !   I   want   to   hear   you   say   it   —-   ‘I’m   a   useless   child.’   Go   on. ❞ @fausselune

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STOP THIS

The   more   you   tell   me   to   stop   the   more   I   want   to   .   .   .   do   it.

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Being   wanted   feels   great.

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Natsuki's mom has got it going on She's all I want and I've waited for so long

❝ Binch,   I   know   I   got   it   going   on. ❞

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❝ Like Mother, like Daughter. ❞

❛  No  .  .  .   No  !  Shut the fuck up  ! ! !  ❜  She shakes her head furiously  ,  trying to break away from the new thoughts forming in her head  .  Was her mother really right in saying ‘like mother like daughter’  ?  Was she always  .  .  .  just like her mother  ?  In a sense  ,  she always knew her behavior mirrored both her parents behaviors  ,  but now she can see herself being more like her mom  .  She used people to feel something  .  It doesn’t matter if her mother used all those people to feel in power  &  she used people to feel like she is loved  ,  however that doesn’t change the fact she took advantage of those boys she dated  .  Maybe she’s always been like her mother from the very beginning  .  Maybe she’s even just as horrible  ,  if not even more horrible than the shadow of a woman she once called her mom in front of her  .

❛  I’m not like you  .  .  .  I’m nothing like you  ,  you abusive piece of shit  ! !  ❜  Her voice quivers  ,  showing just how terrified she was of this new fear that arose  .  She feels so pathetic  &  so weak now  .  Not only is her mother’s shadow taunting her  ,  but  the other Phantom Thieves are seeing her like this too  .  She’s never felt so low before  .  ❛  You just need to shut the fuck up already  !  ❜  Raising her foot  ,  she’s just about ready to kick this shadow down to the ground  ,  just like her actual mother has done to her countless times before a beating  .

She wants to thrust her foot fast  ,  she wants to make her mom’s shadow to have the same look of fear that she has had on face multiple times before  .  Quickly she stops when she sees a smirk planted on her mother’s face instead of a scared look  .  She feels her throat tighten  ,  everything feelings like it’s caving in on her at this very moment  .  They say revenge is so sweet  ( or something like that )  ,  however this felt nothing even close to that sweet feeling  .  If anything  ,  continuing this current mannerisms that is so similar to her mother would only prove what the shadow said earlier  .  She doesn’t know what to do  ,  saying she’d make her mother rue the day for all the abuse  ,  but this wasn’t the way to go about it  .  ( Still  ,  she doesn’t  know what to do now after putting on such a front to show up her mother )  .  And now she’ll only look more weak to her mother  .

She turns her head away  ,  ashamed of herself yet still not knowing what to go about doing now  .  She swallows down the huge lump forming in her throat  ,  and she tries to make sure the waterworks don’t come into play  .  Her eye however catches a glimpse of the other  ,  they all wait patiently to see what she’ll do  ,  obviously giving her the option to do whatever she wants at this point in time  .  None of them have a judgmental look though  ,  all gazes on her were soft and understanding  .  Suddenly  ,  her gaze is fixated on JOKER and he’s giving her a look  ,  one that tells her she’s stronger than this  .  ( The only reason she became so strong as HOUND though was because of him and the others being beside her ever since her persona awakening  )  .  

Sucking in a deep breath  ,  finally having the courage to make a move  ,  her foot quickly hits the wall with a surprisingly loud thud  .  ❛  I already told you  .  .  .  I’m nothing like you  .  There’s no ‘like mother like daughter’ bullshit here  .  Now  ,  get the fuck up and return to your real self  ,  because it’s time for you to atone for all the horrible stuff you did  .  ❜  Without a moment to lose  ,  she turns on her heel and starts to walk away  .

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❝ Am   I   .   .   .   not   suppose   to   wait   here? ❞   Idly,   she   stood   outside   the   school   doors   waiting   for   her   ( worthless )   daughter.   However,   seeing   as   this   student   came   up   to   her   to   ask   what   she's   doing,   she   supposes   that   maybe   she   wasn’t   allowed   to   stand   there.   ❝ I’m   sorry,   but   I   actually   have   a   daughter   that   goes   to   Shujin   and   I   came   to   pick   her   up.   It’s   really   important   that   I   speak   to   her,   so,   could   you   let   this   slide   just   this   once? ❞ @penaruti ; sc .

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Bow to me. You are the dirt under my heel.

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Okay,   but   while   I   saw   food   getting   mentioned   on   the   dash   /   not   being   fed   by   caregivers,   Akane   doesn’t   really   feed   Natsuki   whenever   she’s   home.   She   doesn’t   really   care   much   about   Natsuki’s   well   being,   and   she   one   hundred   percent   believes   Natsuki   doesn’t   care   for   herself   at   all   either,   so   she   sees   it   as   “what’s   the     point   of   taking   care   of   this   stupid   child.”    She’ll   make   food   for   herself,   and   will   even   eat   it   in   front   of   Natsuki   if   they   both   happen   to   be   home,   but   she   absolutely   will   never   feed   the   poor   child.

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❝ Oh,   you’re   a   student   at   Shujin,   correct?  Although,   I   guess   it’s   a   bit   silly   of   me   to   ask   that,   seeing   as   you’re   wearing   the   uniform. ❞   She   let’s   out   a   small   giggle   ( albeit,   it   was   fake   but   still   she   must   keep   her   act   up ).   ❝ A   second   year   student   too,   I   see.   Well,   then   perhaps   you   might   know   HER. ❞   She pauses   mid   sentence   to   stop   &   think   for   a   while.   She   won’t   get   anywhere   by   looking   for   Natsuki   all   on   her   own,   and   it’s   not   likely   her   daughter   will   turn  up   after   the   amount   of   threatening   text   she   sent   to   her.   

❝ Uhm,   could   you   help   me?   I’m   looking   for   someone   with   purple   hair,   she’s   a   bit   of   a   troublemaker   too.   I’m   sure   you’ve   heard   of   her   at   least. ❞ @picarexque ; sc .

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❝ I’m sorry that I’m like this. ❞

❝ Hmmm?   So,   now   you’re   choosing   to   apologize   for   your   insolence? ❞   Well,   it’s   a   little   too   late   for   that,   not   like   she’d   accept   the   apology   anyways.   

❝ Do   you   honestly   think   that   you   can   just   change   everything   just   by   a   few   words,   that   most   likely   mean   NOTHING   coming   from   the   likes   of   you.   Ha,   I   seriously   doubt   it.   First   you   go   dye   your   hair   that   god   awful   colour,   next   I   get   a   call   from   your   old   school   saying   they   caught   you   smoking   with   a   bunch   of   bad   kids   .   .   .   You’re   the   worst   Natsuki,   and   you   might   never   change.   You’ll   end   up   with   a   dead   future.   I   wouldn’t   even   be   surprised   if   you   accidentally   killed   yourself   while   trying   to   gain   attention   from   people    due   to   your   fake   suicidal   tendencies.   Although,   you   can’t   even   do   that   right,   can   you?  ❞   She   watches   Natsuki   from   the   corner   of   her   eyes.   Feeling   empowerment   from   each   passing   second   Natsuki   gets   discouraged.

❝ What   a   troublesome   kid   you   are,   with   all   your   bullshit.   I   suppose   you   are   lucky   though,   having   such   a   wonderful   mother   such   as   I.   Where   would   you   be   without   my   special   guidance,   after   all. ❞

                                                                             ☆. // ASK MEME .

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fausselune:

This’ll be a small headcanon since everyone is going to sleep??? but, I don’t make it a secret that Natsuki hates herself and she, on multiple occasions, has tried to commit suicide. But, the very first time she tries to, her mother is the one that meets her at the hospital. Natsuki of course thinks her mother would absolutely care for her once again, and that she has made her first step to fixing her family. However, like those expectations vs reality meme, her mother actually is upset, but not for the reasons you’d think??? Her mother is more upset that Natsuki’s “useless” act ruined her date atm. And afterwards she mumbles (but makes sure she says it loud enough so Natsuki can hear) that she wished her “her useless and disappointing daughter would just drop dead.”

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the   face   of   a   women   who   can’t   wait   to   hit   Natsuki™ 

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I’m so glad everyone is on the same page of wanting to fight this woman.

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❝ LISTEN— ❞

Eyes   widen   at   the   sudden   raising   of   the   others   voice.   Never   once   has   Natsuki   ever   fought   back   before,   but   the   halt   in   her   sentence   causes   Akane   to   believe   that   she   simply   just   misspoke   because   of   her   emotions.   Still,   she’s   pissed   off   at   the   rebellion   that   bursted   out   for   a   second   ( she   can’t   have   Natsuki   standing   up   to   her  and   her   losing   her   control   over   the   girl ).   

❝ No,   You   listen   here   you   little   stupid   child— ❞   With   sudden   and   quick   movements,   she   grabs   Natsuki   by   the   hair   and   pulls   the   girl   close   to   her   face,   ❝ You   don’t   tell   ME   what   to   do   alright?  Or,   do   I   have   to   beat   that   idea   into   that   thick   skull    of   yours? ❞   Not   giving   Natsuki   the   time   to   process   the   statement,   she   shoves   her   into   the   wall.   Next   moment,   when   Natsuki   was   on   the   floor,   she   places   her   own   foot   on   her   daughter’s   chest.   ❝ If   you   ever   speak   to   me   like   that   again   I’ll   make   sure   you   can   NEVER   open   that   goddamn   mouth   of   yours   again,   got   it? ❞

                                                                             ☆. // ASK MEME .

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a hundred random starters 

below are starters based on/inspired by various sources. change the genders as you see fit ;)

❝ why do you keep lying to me? ❞

❝ have you ever considered the idea that maybe, this world doesn’t revolve around you & your problems? ❞

❝ love is love is love is love. ❞

❝ marriage is an absurd arrangement. one is sold as a fifteen-year-old child and makes a vow one does not understand and then regrets for thirty years or more, and which one can never undo again. ❞

❝ why are you crying this time? ❞

❝ you will never escape. ❞

❝ this isn’t what I wanted! ❞

❝ everything has its consequences. ❞

❝ this face bears the mission of heaven. ❞

❝ no, you shall dismantle the house of lies, but build the temple of the divine. ❞

❝ one copper coin for a bowl of noodles! ❞

❝ that one has the heart of a lion. ❞

❝ I needed to be summoned. ❞

❝ there’s no reason for this hostility! I come in peace. ❞

❝ they died screaming. ❞

❝ why fight anymore? what’s the point of fighting against destiny? ❞

❝ how long have you known? ❞

❝ I can only speak for myself. ❞

❝ the law can be changed. ❞

❝ are you sure you’re not pregnant? ❞

❝ your child is adorable! ❞

❝ you gave him a riddle for his birthday? ❞

❝ you have no fucking right to treat me this way. ❞

❝ your ambition blinds you. ❞

❝ he adores you. ❞

❝ I feel like I should be shocked that you two had sex there, but I’m not anymore. ❞

❝ she’s going to kill you. ❞

❝ have you ever tried the cakes? they’re actually quite delicious. ❞

❝ you’ll need to be punished. ❞

❝ you should learn to lie better. ❞

❝ sometimes I wonder if you’re real. ❞

❝ I will take back what is mine & kill anyone who stands in my way. ❞

❝ then kill me. ❞

❝ there’s no such thing as love. there is only lust. ❞

❝ you’re selfish. you never think about anyone but yourself. ❞

❝ i’m sorry, but they’re gone. ❞

❝ death is just another adventure. ❞

❝ stop! ❞

❝ let them watch. ❞

❝ you have no shame, do you? ❞

❝ I can’t believe we’re talking about this right now. ❞

❝ I need advice. sex advice. ❞

❝ alright, tell me the truth, is he good in bed? ❞

❝ she is the best thing in my life. ❞

❝ you love him? ❞

❝ do you love me at all? ❞

❝ do you believe in soul mates? ❞

❝ please, you have to believe me. I didn’t kill anyone! ❞

❝ history is written by the victorious. ❞

❝ at least she has a heart! you have none. ❞

❝ isn’t it more important that they told you? ❞

❝ the king is displeased. ❞

❝ long live your majesty! ❞

❝ can you stop talking for just one moment & listen to me? ❞

❝ no matter how hard I try, they just won’t stay dead. ❞

❝ he’s a gold digger. he’ll screw anyone & marry them as long as they have money. ❞

❝ o! how sweet love must be! ❞

❝ do you really think that? ❞

❝ quick, you need to hide before they see you! ❞

❝ you taught me to never trust anyone. ❞

❝ this is extreme, even for you. ❞

❝ you guys were pretty loud last night. I guess it was good? ❞

❝ that wasn’t an apology & you know it. ❞

❝ are you a virgin? ❞

❝ I’m married. ❞

❝ best thing I ever did was marrying you. ❞

❝ red roses won’t erase the fact that you broke my heart. ❞

❝ stop taking all the ice cream! ❞

❝ has anyone told you that you’re sort of a little bitch? ❞

❝ it’s deep dish pizza. ❞

❝ do you want to fight for your land back or not? ❞

❝ I never realized how much of a coward you are. ❞

❝ there’s nothing worse than someone who isn’t willing to try new things. ❞

❝ haven’t you ever wanted to escape? to leave this place & explore the world? ❞

❝ i think you’ve had enough to drink. ❞

❝ your ancestors would be ashamed if they saw you. ❞

❝ one of the dolls is missing! ❞

❝ are we going to die here? ❞

❝ well looks like we’ve found ourselves in a bit of a dilemma. ❞

❝ I am no longer a child! ❞

❝ the baby won’t stop crying! i don’t know what to do anymore! ❞

❝ what if something happens to them? ❞

❝ once upon a time, I gave a damn about what people thought about me. ❞

❝ if he can get away with this, then so can i! ❞

❝ the dark shall come & take everything you love from you. ❞

❝ it’s the same story over & over again. you’d think people would know better by now. ❞

❝ there’s absolutely nothing wrong with you. ❞

❝ you are what is wrong with this world. ❞

❝ shattered dreams can drive anyone mad. ❞

❝ I am a phoenix. burn me & I shall return, rising from the ashes. ❞

❝ this is my home. ❞

❝ home is where the heart is, where you feel safe & warm & loved. ❞

❝ running away has never solved a damn thing! ❞

❝ fuck me. ❞

❝ oh the things I’d do to you if we were alone. ❞

❝ stop, he’s not here, remember? he’s gone & he can’t hurt you anymore. ❞

❝ your husband/wife – is he/she good to you? ❞

❝ stop & think a moment, you have to stay & rest. there’s a child who needs you now, you can’t just run & be a fucking idiot. ❞

❝ once, I drank a whole bottle by myself. ❞

❝ what do I want? I want to kiss you a thousand times before undressing you & kissing every bit of your flesh a thousand more times. ❞

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