gettin' high off voltage guys then writin' fics

misaki's the name, datin's the game // living vicariously through voltage mc masterpost

[hotdamnvoltageman]

public apology

jemchew,

i can’t tag you, so hopefully someone will. everything is under the cut, because it got long.

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[hotdamnvoltageman]

i want to clarify, now that i have seen some more responses, that i did attempt to reach out to jemchew. i sent her an ask from my main blog, which she is familiar with, in an attempt to rectify the situation. i tried to message her sideblog because i could not reach her main with this blog. i never received a reply, and because i could not and cannot see her posts when i’m logged in, i wasn’t even sure if she was active. i then assumed she simply did not want to talk to me, which was understandable. i didn’t know what else to do. i cannot tag jemchew. i cannot message her. and i was stupid not to issue a direct apology to her in a post, but i was not sure she would see it. i apologize for my own failures and shortcomings, but i made an attempt. i asked other people to help me contact her, and nobody could. i tried. i failed. i failed at it all, and i recognize that, and i’m sorry. 

i’m sorry to jemchew for not trying harder. i’m sorry to jemchew for everything. it’s impossible to undo the damage i have done. i only hope my absence will ease some of the tension in this fandom.

overall, i’m just sorry for everything. i hope that nobody ever makes a mistake like i did. this is the worst thing i have ever done in my life, and i regret it more than anything. 

[hotdamnvoltageman]

public apology

jemchew,

i can’t tag you, so hopefully someone will. everything is under the cut, because it got long.

i want to begin by saying that i’m immensely sorry. you’re right when you say that words are just words. but words are the most that i have now, and i hope that this can bring some calm to the situation that i believe has rocked us both.

my handling of the situation was sloppy at best. my intentions were never malicious, so you are right in saying i am not prepared to be here, writing, and so i shouldn’t be. i don’t know if you will believe my apology -- after this incident, i don’t expect your trust, with reason -- but i never intended to plagiarize you. looking back, it is obvious that is what happened, but at the time i wasn’t thinking. i simply kept cranking out stories, not paying attention to how they might be influenced by what i had been reading. i didn’t proofread properly, and that was perhaps the biggest contributing mistake in all this. my reasoning for asking people to identify writings that were overly similar was because i hardly proofread my stories and was hoping that if someone had caught something else that seemed off, i could rectify the issue before i caused more harm.

obviously, i was thoughtless. i was foolish, and i was wrong. and i was scared. i still am. i know that i am not the one who deserves to feel this way, but i cannot begin to express how terribly i wanted to fix the situation as soon as i realized what was wrong. i tried to reach out, but you were unavailable. nobody could get me in contact with you. i could barely sleep or eat and i have thought about it daily since it occurred. i am grateful that you made your post -- and also grateful to @viridian99 for tagging me in it, or else i would not have been able to see it. i think you have me blocked. unless i go to your blog off my account, i cannot see anything you post, and i can’t tag you or send any sort of message.

what i have done to you, intentions aside, was and is horrible. i feel sick with myself thinking about it, and i realize just how unprepared i was and am for this entire platform. 

i know that sorry is not enough. taking down the fics is not enough. this post is not enough. i cannot take back what happened, but i wish that i could. i desperately wish that i could. i admire you, and i let you down in the worst possible way. 

if you choose not to respond, i will understand. if you never want to see or hear from me again, that too i understand. i apologize for rambling. you have every right to be angry with me. 

i hope that you will come back to writing in your own time. as per your advice, i’m stepping away from it until i am truly mature enough to handle the responsibility that comes with running a writing blog, because, as it is now, i am not. maybe i never will be. 

i am so sorry. i have never been so sorry in my life. you took it upon yourself to endorse me and i fucked everything up, to put it in the simplest possible terms. i don’t know what else to say. i’m sorry. i’m so sorry. if you can trust nothing else from me, please, at least trust that i regret that all of this happened with my whole heart. i hope you will forgive that this post is long and a bit jumbled. i wanted to reply to you as soon as possible. that much i can give alongside my apology. 

i am so sorry. it all boils down to that. i am so, so sorry. i hope that you can recover. i hope that the fandom can enjoy your presence again.

[eiriasu-sometimes]

Leon: I’m not possessive.

Me: 

[sassella]

Is it only me that find this funny 😂😂 Timberiver? I’M DEAD HAHAHAHA

[speakfearlessly1989]

Oh god😂😂😂

[shigetsugu]

This picture is an exclusive item for the physical ephemeral “Voltage SHOP” in Japan. But, I mean, ain’t they stunning? I’m having a stroke here.

[a-night-on-polaris]

JUST 👆

[thedaydreamingotaku-deactivated]

I’M GANNA SCREM TO DA HEVENS

[riri-ichinomiya]

OH MY GAWDDDDDD!!!!!

SOMEONE! SOMEONE STOP ME FOR FANGIRLING TOO MUCH!!! MY DREAM!

I wonder which game is gonna get anime adaptiom first?! I bet my money on Kissed By The Baddest Bidder, but there’s also possibilty that My Forged Wedding is gonna be first too It is the oldest game that’s still popular locally and internationally Star Crossed Myth can also be a possibilty! I dont care anymore! As long as its Voltage, I can scream happily

[iloveyou4evervoltage-deactivate]

[flatsuke]

M, R, t, u??

M: Got any premises on the back burner that you’d care to share?

hOOOO bOYO

I have a bunch of drafts and AUs in the works (but most of them are about KBTBB as usual lol)

A Modern Deities AU

A Magical Girl/Boy AU lmaoooo

Three fluff fics 

Two angst fics

and so much more that I probably won’t finish

R: Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

I HAVE SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA

The writer who really inspired me to create content back then was @jeonshim. I love their works so much, and their writing style is honestly writing goals.

Some other writers who inspired me and my writing style throughout the years:

@oasisofmyheart, @otomeden, @theotomewriter, @xmasqueradeangelx, @zaizenakiyoshi, @maidofstars, @voltage-alternatives, @diannascribes @hotdamnvoltageman @2bedroom-baddestbidderlove @bolt8826

(all their works are A+++++)

T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand? 

Well, I’m not a big fan of cheating tropes lol. Idk, I’m kinda averse to cheating, especially if the person who cheated + the person who got cheated on end up getting back together again (ironic because I once wrote a headcanon for this lmfao).

I also don’t really like misunderstandings (specifically: out-of-context eavesdropping, finding out character A’s secret identity via a third party, mishearing things, etc.). I feel like they’re a cheap plot device for drama because the conflict in the story could have easily been resolved/avoided if not for the misunderstanding. It gets kinda frustrating to read imo

There’s also another issue I have with inaccuracies in fics, especially when some writers don’t do research. Like, for example, the fic’s setting is in Japan, but the writer uses dollar as the currency or forgets that Japanese high schools work waaaaay differently than American high schools. I might just be a stickler for details, but it gets kinda jarring to see these things in fics lol

Aside from that, most of the problems I have with fics are structural issues like forgetting to put a paragraph break, sudden POV shifting, and gratuitous chatfics.

U: Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.

This is tough because I have so much favorites lol (basically everyone I mentioned above lol)

Well, in terms of overall writing style and structural form, @jeonshim, @voltage-alternatives, @diannascribes and @hotdamnvoltageman are my favorites. 

In terms of characterization and plot, @oasisofmyheart, @otomeden, @xmasqueradeangelx, @zaizenakiyoshi are my favorites.

In terms of headcanons, audience-specific content, and meta, @maidofstars, @2bedroom-baddestbidderlove, and @bolt8826 are my favorites.

[emineco]

make a date with Oshu

[pchyycypher]

you: hyung line

me, an intellectual: hung line

[flatsuke]

Can you just become a published author already so I can buy a book of all your writing??? Pls and thx

aaaaAa a a aAAAAA

thank you much for your kind words!! i’m glad you like my writing!!

(can i have a book of your works, too :>)

[kata-ru]

I Wish You Would - Katakura Kojuro

Kojuro laughed again, amused at the sight of her blushing face. She was adorable. She made so many faces and she didn’t even notice it… He loved watching her. Seeing her lips curved up in a smile, or that shy blush on her face when he teased her…

I got this idea from this. 

At first I thought about making it angst again, but I couldn’t. I wouldn’t say it’s fluff, though. I hope you all enjoy it~

I Wish You Would

She had been so stupid, so extremely stupid that she knew she deserved that. Who told her to yell at him? Who told her to pack all her things and come back to Kyoto? No one. Absolutely no one. And yet, there she was, complaining in her room and feeling so guilty, she could not even think of going back to Oshu. «What would I tell him? I’m sorry for yelling at you even though I was right?», Natsu sighed. No, she definitely could not go back to Oshu. She wasn’t even sure about what to apologize for.

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[viridian99]

Date clan speaks up for SHIGEZANE DATE!! Kojuro is the proud (teary eyed Mom. Masa chan is the cute supportive brother. Love the reference to the recent es. All hail NOBYUKI / SHIGEZANE event YOOO!!

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@nikkihime @askthecheekydate 😋😋😋

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@viridian99 @rose-of-yonezawa @askthecheekydate

Shigezane is husband material?

I have only one thing to say to this.

[nikkipettt]

This blog could use the activity lol

Some stuff from my Yukimura (and Masamune) twitter art dump for the past months~~

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@minminami

[dreamfar628]

With Love

In light of recent events that have been brought to my attention, I wanted to take a moment and spread some love. As a whole, the otome fandom is pretty amazing. We have so many lovely people fangirling over some very smexy 2D men. But there is this specific niche that really speaks to me, the SLBP fandom.

I didn’t really join this fandom, so much as I got sucked in. I was new to Tumblr and through my scrolling escapes, I met a lot of wonderful people who shared my enthusiasm and awkwardness about our new found love, SLBP. Instead of giving anon the attention of my anger or frustration (which I’m sure they would love..) I shall focus this post on all the wonderful people I’ve met here.

@quincette and @zacroix : I start with you dears because you actually got me onto Tumblr. I was googling slbp and mm fanfic and your delicious writings came up. I love you for pointing me in the direction of this rabbit hole. 

@cottonballwithmustache  and @thedaydreamingotaku: I mention you next, because you both pulled my ass out of lurking mode, and broke my shell wide open, for all of tumblr to see my awkward fangirling self. Through you I met so many other wonderful sisters.

@rainbowatnight @shedreamsfiction @dreamsinparadise @chaedaye @shitmeheshot @minminami  @kitty-kat-ty  @moonlight-nightingale @otomeprincessstuff​  : You all are so sweet and kind. You bring out my inner derp, 2D fangirl, and kpop obsession. Life happens and we don’t talk as much, but I still cherish you all. I love the stories you write, the reviews you make, the art you post. 

@rose-of-yonezawa : You will forever be BloodyGeisha, well Yuukie-san to me. So incredibly strong and talented with your words. I remember being so nervous about wanting to RP and you just pulled me in. We have so much more in common that just RP and SLBP now, and I love that too. Kpop, Jalebi, strong stance in political activism. I’m so glad to have met you. 

@diannascribes @kureacollins @wonky-glass-ornament @suzunesays @guacameowle @frywen-babbles @sugoileo @jemchew @yoolee @minnimay17 @slbpdrabbles @bmp-slbp-matchup @eroticincubi   : I know I”m forgetting more but y’all the first to come to mind as one of the best writers to inspire me to start writing. Whether it’s headcanon, drabble, or long fic, it’s all so beautiful and moving. It just adds so much more to the otome men we’ve all come to love so much. With great writing, comes great fame, and yet you all are so humble and approachable. Your humor is wonderful and you are so incredibly encouraging. I love that so much about all of you. 

@nikkihime @a-night-on-polaris @nitroforcepower @shingenelena : I may have started RPing with Yuukie, but then you all burst into my life. I gained 2 moms, and 2 more sisters. I love how readily you opened yourselves up to me and made me feel so welcome. RPing with you is like being in my own story adventure. Whether it’s a visit to the most loving Fox Deity Shrine, a lurking peak at the Katakura-Date-Sanada that is enfolding, spoiling my younger sister w/ her Red-headed idol, or having a heart to heart to the most amazing Poet I have the honor of knowing… you all are so wonderful, and giving. 

@mellifluoussanctuary @fureiaa @oopsmakesitok : I met you under less than ideal circumstances, but I’m glad I met you anyway. I love the splash of Kpop and crack edits. I love the audio that was posted, and just the goldmine of posts that are reblogged. I love the gif hc’s and just the effort you all have put in letting your truly bubbly selves come out. You make it easy for me to forget that under that bright exterior, there is still so much hurt and hardship that you are getting away from when you meet me here on tumblr. I applaud you for having that kind of strength and resilience. @shirokagami1910  @aqua-pikachu @manju-booty Yes you are in this group of lovelies whom I admire as well. 

@viridian99 Jalebi for life! No there’s more, there’s so much more than that with you. I love your trolling ways. I love your seriousness. I love the topics that we discuss that isn’t SLBP related. You are another firecracker I needed in my life to inspire me to be stronger and to speak up. 

@saizoswife You are another wonderful writer who inspires me. I actually started following your main blog first. Imagine my surprise when I saw that you followed my side. I think I fangirl screeamed for a solid 10 minutes. I also feel just a smidge guilty to see that you’ve landed in the same SLBP rabbithole as me. You are another beautiful person with just so much love and kindness, and steamy writing. 

@emilyplaysotome This ‘rabbit hole’ I”m referencing, you got it down pat! Your most recent writing has been such a rollercoaster of emotions and I loved every minute of it. I can’t wait to see more of you! Whether it’s post/reblog/ or more fics! Thank you for blessing us with your presence and just amazing writing. You are another person who is just so genuinely kind and talented and encouraging.

There’s more. Just SO much more. I know I’m feeling either really emotional or really hungry (Ramadan oops!) and it’s making me forget. But there are so many of you in this SLBP fandom. You are wonderful. You are so kind. You are funny. You are silly and relatable. You are from all over the world. From differrent walks of life. And each of you make this fandom this beautiful little thing that it is. 

Now I know I said I’d take a break be more spiritual and stuff during this month, and I’m trying..(failing but trying!) But I was compelled to come here and let you all know just how much I love you all. NO amount of anon hate can take this part of the fandom away from me. I apologize because I know this is a long post….and if I had my head on right, I’d make it longer by mentioning more ladies. But you know who you are. Please feel free to add and tag whoever else you want! 

I love you! I miss you! I’m here for you! 

<3 Fai

[minminami-deactivated20180624]

[voltageslbp]

Yukimura: National doughnuts day? Is this real…? #sanadaheartsdoughnuts

[rainbowatnight-deactivated20171]

Let's reduce the hate anons! :3

Okay firstly I want to apologize because I’m bringing back something that certainly not happy bubbly cheery on your dash because I just login back to my Tumblr. So, I just gone for about two days and it seems like this fandom suddenly so full of hate lately with those bombarding hate asks from some retarded anon. It just getting worst and worst and. The recent case I found that someone (or some people?) was “being super polite” by sending anon asks to @fureiaa (thanks @dreamsinparadise for tagging me on your rant).

To be honest, I don’t know who she is and never talk to her even once but seriously anon, you’re already overboard because you were wishing her to get raped and died. And the worst, you were using my homies @viridian99 @akanojikan @rose-of-yonezawa and @i-dont-look-good-i-look-great as excuses to send some hatred to her. THAT.IS.NOT.COOL :|

Yes, I’m triggered af and hella mad right now. This is the worst hate anon case I’ve ever seen after I joined SLBP fandom. You had no idea what had you done, anon (not only this current anon but for all of the hate anons). You’re making people to think that the entire people in Tumblr are social justice garbage, easily get offended and full of toxic friendships just because of some irresponsible retarded people like you who spreading hatred to this fandom by lurking in anonymous, even until this seconds and the seconds ahead. Hat tip to you for ruining our peaceful and loving fandom because of you’re lowest of the lowest of the lowest attitude, Anon-sama :)

I’ve seen some of people already tried to remind us about how wrong spreading the hatred using anon, just like what @sinfulinsecret wrote in this post and @thedaydreamingotaku wrote on this post. Also with some rants about hate anon that my homies stated Wini’s rant, Minami’s rant ( @minminami), Viri’s rant 1, Viri’s rant 2, Momma’s rant, Kan’s rant, Nikki’s rant ( @nikkihime), Soua’s rant, and another rants that I might be not seen yet. But well… It seems all of those posts didn’t work at all because those haters just simply retarded. Their brain didn’t do its function well as the normal brain would do. Or maybe when we all are line up to get brain before we born, they just simply not in the line and go straight to the world instead so THEY HAVE NO BRAIN AT ALL. And, haters gonna hate really fit to describe them, literally. No matter how we will warn or even rants and cursing them, they will just continue to hate us unconditionally. We will always get so wrong in their eyes.

I’m getting hate anons too on my blog and of course that annoying me as hell. And I got it just because I simply spamming trolls to Milord Nobubu’s blog when he’s online again after a while and made Nobu Month event with my lovelies lmao please get a life anon :| I did some action to respond their hatred to me, and it’s kinda work (at least for me) because I didn’t get any hate anon lately. So I want to share you my experience. Here are the steps I’m taking to face hate anon.

1. Turn off anonymous

Yes, this is the most simple and practical step you could take to prevent hate anonymous. It’s 99,99% guaranteed that you wouldn’t receive any hate anon on your blog. I’m saying 99,99% because you could get hate anon through another blog that get hate anons. This is for the example, where my momma @rose-of-yonezawa get mentioned in another’s people hate anon in this post.

So, even if we turn off anonymous, we would still get hate anon after all (again, just because it’s simply haters gonna hate)

2. Do not always reply or answer their asks.

I know there must be some blogs that couldn’t turn off their anon because of they knew that some people were to shy to reveal their identity (in a good way, obviously not like those haters) to send them request or just simply saying that they love your blog. The blogs that didn’t turn off their anonymous clearly would be an easy target of hate anons.

I’m turning on my anonymous again after a while and… I got some hate anons back on my asks D: I never reply or answer those hate asks that sent for me and they just… Stop. At least the asks that had same writing type never sent me hate asks anymore. So I have this conclusion that what the haters want from you is to respond their hatred toward you, or we would simply say, they want your attention by seeing how you react to their asks (and maybe the whole people on this fandom because yeah some people must be would reblog your answer and the anon could see their reaction too). You would satiate them once you reply or answer them. The haters were like “Oho~ so you got so worked up because of this? Let’s roast you moreeee”. They would keep sending you hate asks for more and more and more. Again, haters gonna hate so no matter how you explain your situation, you will always get wrong on their eyes. (Well, damn you haters =_=)

Of course this step would not work directly if the case was like what @fureiaa had because that retarded person using someone else to spread his/her hatred. We needed to confirm the truth about what those haters said first. It would be better if you ask directly to the person they mentioned. You would get the absolute truth because it’s the person him/herself who confirmed that what’s the haters said not true. You could explain and clear all the misunderstanding that the haters made. After that you could imply ignore the upcoming hate asks that pops out on your inbox because you already know that was all lie.

3. Block the hate anon asks

I’ve done some experiment with this step with Wini and it would be very effective to get rid of them because it would permanently block the anon IP address. You would never receive any asks from the blog even if they were off of anonymous. If you still get hate anon, just block them again. It means you have more than one haters that sent you hate anons. At least you would reduce one of the source of toxic people in this fandom because they would never be able to spread hatred through your blog by blocking those asks. Reduce 1 hate anon = reduce 1 hate in this fandom. You can see the steps How to Block Hate Anon post made by @andallwaswell-ish (This is very useful, you all need to check it! ^^)

Well, this is just simply my own experience when I’m facing hate anons and it’s kinda work for me. I hope it would work to you too and help you to prevent and reduce toxic posts in this fandom. I really wish we could bring back the peace and the love we had before those retarded anons attacking this fandom and spread toxic post through their hate posts. And for @fureiaa I might not know you and we never even talked before but nobody deserve any hate anons, not even you. I wish you all the best.

And lastly, let’s make this fandom back to its peaceful and lovable state! :3

[minorimaeda]

Bro-crush boys.