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HIS SIREN - Park Sunghoon (Volume 4)

Dating in the kpop industry is a big no-no but what will happen if the Idol falls for none other than the company's head director?

♡-> "Head Director (Park Sunghoon) X Female Idol (Reader)"

"Careful,Siren.You like the mess,the storm and the unknown. but the tree you're trying to plant can root its way to the depths you won't be able to handle"

Tags/Warning : forbidden relationship, secret, age-gap, power imbalance/ power play, ambitious idol reader,corruption kink!,love triangle, strict! sunghoon, taboo, idol Xcorporate au, possessiveness, angst, mutual pinning, play of emotions, Stalking,sexual tension, not-so-good touches, idol life, oblivious act from both sides, jealousy, territoriality, slight betrayal, happy ending?, idol industry downsides, no respect for boundaries, mentions of past love life, cultural differences, vulnerability, reader is down bad! and so is sunghoon, dirty minded reader!, use of rough language, yearning, commitment issues, shameless final boss!, slight yaoi if u squint, everyone is worse here, but character development might happen

♤ W/C ♤ : 11.1k

Cold hearts, hot libido.

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"HYUNG!!"

Heeseung pulled back from the almost kiss, gulping hard when he recognised the voice and you both looked towards the elevator door open and now revealing the angry person.

That person looked at Heeseung and talked in such a low tone that had the whole floor vibrated.

"How. Dare. You."

Heeseung gently dropped me off of his hold, making me stand. My head still throbbing.

But Heeseung did not have much time to reason out before a punch was thrown at his face. The blow was so hard on his left cheek it almost unbalanced him. He placed his hand on the bruise looking at the red-eyed angry man infront of him.

Park Sunghoon.

"Sungho-" he couldn't finish his sentence as Sunghoon threw another massive punch now to his right side that made Heeseung fall on the floor. Blood dripping from the corner of his lips non-stop.

"I'M GOING TO KILL YOU I SWEAR-"

Just as Sunghoon was about to kick his abdomen on the floor.

"STOP SUNGHOON!"

He looked back at his Siren. You were crying amd screaming at them to stop from the past 15 minutes but Sunghoon was too gone to hear any of it. He suddenly withdrew his foot, the one that was about to kick Heeseung.

Heeseung got up with the help of the wall, wiping the blood with the back of his hands. He tried to speak.

"Sunghoon, I'm sorry it's not like-"

Sunghoon looked at him. No emotion.And slammed his back on the wall. Though with not much force, but to ground him for what he was about to say.

"Listen here you motherfucker.If you think you can recreate what happened back in Highschool, then you're in for a fucking long ride."

You looked from a distance at them, too scared to interfere.

Sunghoon grabbed Heeseung's collar tight. Heeseung looking at him leaning his face back on the wall. His face came closer to Heeseung's before, he wiped the blood from the corner of his lips with his thumb.

Any third person would've said they are about to kiss, but only you knew the anger that was bubbling up between them.

He showed his thumb that had now blood on it to Heeseung.

"See this? Your blood?"

"Try to act like this again and"

"the next time there won't be any blood left in your body."

Heeseung laughed. Really laughed. At Sunghoon.

"Getting filmy, are we?"

Sunghoon grabbed his neck, trying to strangle him.

"You really are shameless, aren't you?"

"Trying to act all gentleman with my Siren but only I know what monster you really are"

Heeseung stopped smiling. Looked at you and then back at him and raised an eyebrow.

"Your Siren? Pfft"

"Unless and until I don't see her having a boyfriend.. you're noone to stop me, Hoon."

Sunghoon gripped his throat tighter, trying it hard for him to breathe.Heeseung coughed out then spoke again in a low voice.

"You think I didn't notice?"

"Your inappropriate behavior with her since her debut?" Sunghoon's face turned pale.

My eyes widened. Even though I was far but I was close enough to hear their words. Heeseung chuckled and then looked at me and Sunghoon again.

"You really think I didn't notice the way you touched her in those company backrooms?" He patted Sunghoon's shoulder.

"You ain't slick hoon" Sunghoon gripped his throat again.

"That does NOT mean you'll try on her!"

"Why not? if you can, why can't I?" Heeseung raised his eyebrow Sunghoon laughed.

"Right. I forgot. You have a kink for taking things away from me"

"Like you took her in Highschool" Heeseung's smile dropped.

"I didn't take her from you, she liked me" Sunghoon laughed

"Oh yea? Liked you enough to dump you after few days right?"

"Don't start, Hoon"

"Why? why?Forgot the fact? that even if you dated her....Who fucked her first-"

Before Sunghoon would complete his sentence, his head had a whiplash. From how hard Heeseung slapped him.The right side of his cheek burning as blood came rushing to it.

His face turned at one side, filling his eyes partially with tear before he sucked them off. This was the first time Heeseung used violence on him.But Heeseung didn't stop at that.

The rage he tried to control from the past hour finally taking over him, due to the mention of his Highschool ex, Sunghoon slept with first.He threw Sunghoon on the floor.

"You CALL yourself a 'friend'..huh!!!??!!!!When you fucked her even when you knew I liked her?!!????!?!!"

"Oh you motherufucker I've been so nice to you for nothing..but NO! NOT ANYMORE!"

Heeseung was seeing in circles. Sunghoon was still on the ground. He looked at you. you were scared stepping back, rightfully so. He then looked at the stray wooden stick that was on the wall. He walked up and picked up the stick. His blood still dripping from his lips.

"You wanna be enemies!!???"LET'S GO FULL AT IT"

He was about to hit Sunghoon with the stick when.

"STOP THIS BULLSHIT" they all looked at the elevator to see none other than the leader Jungwon there. With Jake and Isa.

"Get up Sunghoon hyung. "Jungwon helped Sunghoon get up glaring at Heeseung, meanwhile Jake helped Isa enter her home.

Jake looked at me, I was still crouching on the corner of the wall. Too traumatised by everything I saw with my bare eyes.It was too much.He came up at me.

"Hey-Yn? Please get up let's get you home,Please?"He picked up my shoulders and walked me to my dorm, looking at Jungwon and nodding at him.

Soon coming out after dropping both of them.Inside safe.Jungwon looked at Heeseung and Sunghoon and then back at Jake.

"We need to talk. Now.".

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"No no please! please! don't don't come closer no! I'll- I- won't repeat it again! I swear! I SWEAR! PLEASE!"

You screamed stepping back from the executives. Your each step getting you closer to the cliff of the mountain. They were coming closer to you.It was not one person or two, it was darkness.

The darkness that was coming closer to you.It didn't have eyes or feet, yet it was walking towards you.

"No please please stop I'll do anything you say! Spare my life spare- spare- please! PLEASE!AH-!!

You screamed as the darkness finally pushed you off the cliff. You saw yourself falling slowly.

Feeling every worry disappear into the void.Every thought now a memory. Every word stuck in your throat.

You were falling into the sea...yes...this is the end..

..my life is ending now....World...Life...Stage...Music...Love....All gone......

*BANG* *BANG*

You almost died waking up due to the loud sound.Your heart in your stomach. Trying to acknowledge the fact that you were infact...alive.

That was a dream...A dream...lord.

You took an exhale as you opened the door to see Berry. Her face not showing anything good.

"Come out I wanna talk" Oh shit.

You came out of your room to see all the other members already sat in the living room. Oh this is going down. Berry spoke first,

"What the hell happened last night and why are Sunghoon and Heeseung oppa bruised and Jungwon oppa not wanting to explain anything???" She was looking at me like if I say one wrong word, she'll kill me.

"Unnie I-I don't rlly remember that much but from what I do, Hee oppa was dropping me off then he tried to kiss, then Sunghoon oppa came and they started fighting before Jungwon and the rest came"

April looked at me wide eyed, "Heeseung kissed you??"

"Tried to but didn't" I corrected her. Berry started massaging her temples.

"Look Yn, you're not a child and I have no intention of treating you as one.You're old enough to know what's right or wrong for you, right?"

"But as our leader, I will not condone any behaviour that disrupts group activity, you get that!?" I nodded my head, gulping hard.

"You date or fuck around, I don't care. But if tomorrow comes an article of anything that taints our reputation in public, then you will face the consequences."

"So be careful who you're fucking around with, yea?" I nodded my head, not able to say anything. Little tears forming.

Berry noticed the tense posture and quickly came and hugged me.

"I hope you're not taking it the wrong way?You know I care for you right?" She said as she kissed my temple.

I hugged her back. hard..

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I stepped out of the minivan after completing a group photoshoot. It was done in the very early morning so I was visibly exhausted. Everyone except me went back home due to not anything in their schedule anymore for the day.

Isa practically showing me her middle finger which I respectfully reciprocated.But can you really blame me?It was a big day already. And it was still noon.I had one more schedule.

This schedule was originally planned earlier but due to some issues got postponed and rearranged today.

Sighs

Of all the days, it had to be today, ofcourse. I leaned back on the couch, the aircon finally cooling some heat off. Just as the female manager came, she looked in a hurry and said,

"Look you have one more schedule for today which you already know but I have a wedding to attend to, so the head director will come to supervise it, he'll be coming soon!" As she practically flied out of the room in hurry.

Head Director. Park Sunghoon. Right. The night fight scenes still fresh on my mind. Our leader's words,

"You date or fuck around, I don't care. But if tomorrow comes an article of anything that taints our reputation in public, then you will face the consequences.".

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Sunghoon fixed his hair in his phone's camera as he started walking towards the room you were in. He walked reading your schedule on the paper. You had one more photoshoot to do before calling it a day. He sighed as he remembered what happened and how terrified of a face you had when you saw him and Heeseung fight eachother.

Exhaling he was about to walk when he heard a familiar voice from a distance.

"It's hard you know..this profession..being a leader....everything..." his ears perked up. It was Berry's voice. Undoubtedly. But how?

He looked at the schedule sheet again. The group schedules were over and only his siren had one more solo shoot left. He remembered seeing the other members go to dorm to rest then...why is berry still in the company building?...

Curiosity got the best of him, before he froze hearing a voice from the other side of the wall.

"It's gonna be alright Berry ah..we're in this together...remember?"

Wait. What. With his mouth wide open from hearing the man's voice, he took a sneak peek of the sight. and soon squinted his eyes.

Berry...and Jungwon. Just then Jungwon patted her head and lifted her chin to give her a kiss on the lips which Berry reciprocated.He scoffed. Great.

Now the leaders who are supposed to hold their group together are the ones falling for eachother?

That is news.

He shook his head and walked towards your door..

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I saw the doorknob turning and Sunghoon came in sporting his formal attire.No drop of that "night fight recklessness" on him now.

I avoided eye-contact with him, pretending to doomscroll on my phone. He locked the door. My hand momentarily stopped its scrolling before I resumed again. I'm not going to let him affect me. Yeah. That's about it. "Please don't lock the door" I said. still not looking at him, his footsteps stopped.

"Sorry?"

"I said don't do anything that raises suspicion"

He scoffed and opened the door. I thought he finally listened.

Before he put the "do not disturb" sign on the outside of the door and locked the door again. Slamming it hard this time. I finally looked in his eyes,

"What do you think you're doing director?"

"What I'm supposed to do" He said not paying any attention and sat comfortably on the couch beside me skimming through my schedule.

"So you have a photoshoot after one hou-"

"Why are you doing this?" He finally put the paper on the table looking at me with no expression.

"Speak now." I scoffed.

"Speak now huh? Why the fuck are you acting like Everything's fine when it's not????"

"Tell me oppa! I saw it all with my eyes, you, heeseung, that highschool ex talk, that you slept with her despite knowing hee liked her, the way you guys were literally ready to kill eachother that night?"

"You think this all is normal?""And I'm sure you all got an earful from Jungwon, the same way I did from Berry, didn't you?"

Sunghoon sighed. He wanted to tell you about Jungwon and Berry but then stopped due to the heat of the moment.

"What do you want me to say?"

"I want answers, Oppa.You never, just NEVER tell me the truth.Never tell me anything.You always. Always leave me in the dark."

You said finally breaking your eye-contact with him.

"Siren, I just didn't want to hurt you.You're not supposed to carry any of that." I laughed.

"Uh-oh but your little plan didn't work and now I actually know everything, how you really are like. What now then?What you gonna do now?Erase my memory or sweet trick me into your lies again?"

"Siren, I never lied to you-"

A notification popped. I looked at it. It was from the stylist.

"YN?? Where are you???!!You have shoot in less than an hour come fast to get ready!!!!!!"

Sunghoon looked at me."Siren, don't mind this just focus on your shoot-""I'm tired of this Hoon." I said looking at him. With quite not any expectation.

"I'm tired of all this..and besides Berry has already warned me now"

"So best believe that we won't be meeting like this behind the 'locked doors' again".....

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"Ohh Yn! how have you been!!???" the creative director shouted as she hugged me after a long time.

"Yeah I'm good what about you?"

"I'm good too! btw I heard you fell during the madrid stage.. is it all okay now?"

"yes yes I feel good now.." You hugged her again as you saw Sunghoon also coming inside the studio with your purse in his one hand and your phone in his another. since you were wearing shoot clothes he had to carry it all. you didn't look at him much before you turned to the lady.

"So what's the concept for today?"

"Ohh!!..today is a really unique concept!"

"Ouu..what? what?"

"We kept it a secret from you esp but we already asked your company and they said yes" You raised your eyebrow, Sunghoon also furrowing his own.

"I-I mean what is it so intense that you kept a secret from me?"

"Me" a distant voice said.. you looked to see Ni-ki leaning back on the wall wearing similarish clothes to what you were wearing.

"Don't tell me-"

"Yes! yes! it's gonna be a couple photoshoot!" the lady said as she cheered.

"your company wasn't really agreeing on this but you know...... ever since riki picked you up during when you fell on the madrid stage, people have been shipping you two like crazy and what better way than to click some good pics together??" she celebrated hitting your arms.

Oh hell no. You looked at Sunghoon, he rolled his eyes.

The lady tapped on your shoulder.

"Are we ready?"

"Yes definitely" The cameras took some minutes to set the filter and angles so you were just standing there waiting for it before Riki came sliding his hands across your shoulder.

"You've been ignoring me babygirl from the past few days, have an explanation for that?"

"There's just so much going riki"

"I know, I heard" he said glaring at Sunghoon before he looked at you.

"Never expected Heeseung hyung to do that but we're all assholes, I guess"

That finally broke you into smiles.

"Oh I'm not one.." you said wrapping your hands around his neck.He pulled you closer by your waist looking in your eyes.

"Ofcourse you're not an asshole" before he pinched a part of your waist.

"Because you're a bitch."He said gently caressing the same pinched part.

"Ykw riki? I'm still the least insane out of you all" He nodded his head.

"Hmm true that."

"Hey lovebirds are we ready!?" the creative director shouted.

"Yes" you both said in unison.

"So we're going to do the shoot in two sections and they're called, "sweet and hot" I squinted my eyes, clearly confused,

"Wdym?"

"So what we mean is..the first part of the shoot will have an innocent sweet theme like a cotton candy And in the second theme...there will be a naked concept-"

"Naked!!???"

Sunghoon said loud without meaning to.

"What do you mean by that?"Everyone looked at him, the creative director clarified.

"Ahh director-nim it's not like that.""Just Ni-ki will get his upper body naked for the hot part of the shoot." The lady looked at Niki

"We asked him and he agreed to it too" Sunghoon tilted his head still not persuaded.

"Yeah but what if Ms. Y/N doesn't agree if Ni-ki is naked beside him, have you asked her?" He said in full accusatory tone. The creative director tensed.

"Oh we thought-"

"I agree to it." I declared. Everyone now looking back at Sunghoon. He tried to shrug even though he was burning inside.

"Well..continue then..go on.."He said folding his arms.

The shoot started first with the sweet concept as said. Ni-ki and you doing some domestic poses such as pretending to cook in the kitchen, him playing guitar while you look at him, playing with plushies in the big bed, and many more.

"Now it's time for the hot one!!" The director said excitedly. Sunghoon's breath hitched as he saw Niki taking his sweet sweater off to reveal his hard abs and biceps.

But what really broke him was when you touched them, complimenting his "gym body" and then you both laughing, leaving Sunghoon to chew on his straw hard..

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The hot photoshoot begin.

1st Click.

"For the first photoshoot you'll lay sideways with supporting your hands on your head and Riki will lean on you, not fully colliding with your body but the distance will be almost not much. You'll look at the camera, Ni-ki will look at you. Come on"

"Feelin my heat babygirl?" Niki whispered low in your ear. Both of you getting sweaty due to the close proximity, heating lights and camera pressure.

"Yes daddy" you said blinking your eyelashes at him before you finally rolled your eyes and looked for the camera. Ni-ki chuckled low.

"Aren't they so good together?" the creative director said to Sunghoon excitedly.

"Mhm..well.. yes...no" He said "no" low enough for her to not hear.

This was walking hell for him.

2nd Click.

"In the second one, Ni-ki will lean on the artificial rock and you'll lean on him with your back, your hands on her bare stomach.Make it seem like backhugging but more intense way."

"Ohh Ni-ki yah I can feel the hardness of your abs on my back, you know." you chuckled.

"And do you know with every passing second, the urge to fuck you is getting higher?"

Ni-ki said closing any remaining distance between you two.

"What's stopping you Riki yah?" "Come and get that." You winked at him.

"CUT" The crew took a break after few shots. I went to the dressing room to change into the black dress and fix my hairstyle. There I found Sunghoon talking to the stylist. The stylist looked at me.

"Ahh there she comes!"

"Come on let's fix your hair!" she said as she fully focused on fixing my new hair and makeup totally forgetting the sight that Sunghoon was checking me out the whole time, but I didn't. I looked at him through the mirror. We made eye-contact, then I broke it.

"Okay you're ready! get dressed now! let's go director nim!" she said getting out so fast that she didn't notice that Sunghoon didn't come along. Sunghoon was typing something on his phone, I called at him,

"hello? didn't hear what she said?"

"mhm..I did..but do I really need to get out? you can just change infront of me? It's not like I'll bite you or sum"

"Are you insane or what?" He slid his phone back into his pocket while he walked towards me looking at the dress that exposed half my body to him. He clicked his tongue.

"You know what? I don't really like this dress on you, If you were my girlfriend, I wouldn't let you wear it infront of everyone, only for me"

You scoffed.

"I never asked for your opinion, did I?"

Sunghoon chuckled shaking his head before he finally went out to let me change.

3rd click.

"The 3rd one, you will both half lay sideways on the rock. Ni-ki will have his whole arm around your shoulder covering, and you'll hold his arm. Ni-ki you look down and Yn you look at the camera."

"Your Alpha is here, dove." Ni-ki said whispering in your ear low putting his arm around your shoulder. You rolled your eyes.

"The same alpha that I saw kissing his ex outside the bbq that day?"

You elbowed him lightly. Your bare bodies practically touching eachother.

"Ow, is dove jealous?"

"Maybe"

"She was a quick fuck, nothing serious, dove"

"I don't give two fucks about you and your quick fuck."

"Rude." He said breathing in your scent.

"Try me" you said leaning into him even more.

The heat of the bodies getting exchanged.

4th click.

"Since your dress is backless you will expose that part while you both stand close. hold his face and you both look at the camera.This is the last one so try to give the power couple aura that can be felt throughout the screen, yea?"

"Isn't your back a bit too exposed for this?" Ni-ki said touching your bare back.

"Getting protective, are we, Alpha?" You said cupping his face.

"Okay...and DONE" The creative director shouted.

Sunghoon finally exhaling the breath he didn't know he was holding for the past hour..

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Doors clicked shut, pin drop silence was on and the coffee turned cold. as the meeting started...for your solo activities. One of the executives spoke first,

"So..you want a solo?" Your breath hitched.

"Y-Yes" you said giving a nervous smile. Sunghoon saw the way your eyeballs were shaking. He wanted to hug you and calm you down but there were way too many executives in the room for him to do that.

"Is the group not important to you..that you want a solo?" You mentally scoffed. They have to be kidding me.

"Sorry?"

"I mean you all are already busy with the group schedule and your brand deals..don't you think we don't have enough space to squeeze in a solo debut?"

You curled your toes inside your loubutin to supress the anger that was simmering slowly inside you. Full schedules? And who set that system up? You. Oh how much you wanted to say this to their face. You shrugged and proceeded anyway.

"Group has always been the top priority for me..but I'm an adult now..I want to show my fans..a bit of me through my solo work too" They raised their brows.

"Solo will always come after the group..and I'm not asking for much..just a single EP would do..my fans have been asking for it for a long time..and I have some songs and concepts in mind tooo"

One of them sighed. Not fully satisfied with my answer.

"Well..we get that..but what if your solo doesn't do well? You're a foreigner..what if you don't chart?" I scoffed at their face this time.

"Why..? You don't believe in your own producers to be able to make a good song?" He scoffed back.

"It's not just about the music..it's about your star power too" I chuckled and replied back.

"I think the revenues I bring, already tells enough about my star power."

"Okay..enough" Sunghoon said in a cold tone ending the argument for once and for all. He looked at all the executives and started speaking,

"YN is a main vocal and lead dancer, aswell as a great performer and has a face that every brand wants in their billboard" He continued, "Giving her solo music album would not just boost her popularity, but also the group's aswell..and all the other members have already released their solo work..she's the only one left.."

Everyone started focusing on his words now.I still had my breath held.

"If we still delay..it might give us a negative outcome..besides YN is a great idol with a massive potential...she'll chart without a doubt."

Little wetness formed in the corner of my eyes. I tried to convince myself. It's his job. He's only being fair. There's nothing emotional here. He's looking at the profit and potential. Not at me. He's doing his formality. He's not doing it out of love. Snap out of it. Snap out of it.

"Miss YN?" an executive said breaking me out of my train of thoughts. "Y-Yea?" The other executive spoke then.

"Well if this is what it is then...let's not delay it any further..their group is at their peak..we can't afford any bad steps.." The other woman spoke.

"But we're also planning your group comeback..so you'll have to prepare for the group song as soon as your solo promotions end...will you be able to handle both of them??"

I nodded rapidly with happy tears in my eyes.

"Yes yes I will"

"Okay...solo..it is then" the executive said.

"But Sunghoon you'll have to supervise the whole solo thing, alright?"

"Yes..sure..I'd love to" He said as he smiled looking at me..

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Jake exhaled a frustrated sigh as he closed the studio door behind him. "Why did you call me here! Isa??" Isa looked at him and scoffed.

"you have been ignoring my texts for over a week..how do you really think I'm supposed to react like?" Jake scoffed.

"Isa yah I already told you, I'm preparing for japan concert so I'll be busy..what part of that did you not understand?" Isa scoffed back.

"Do not lie to me..Sim Jake! You say you were busy but yesterday noon..I saw you in the cafeteria..you were talking to someone on phone for over an hour and you were laughing..!!" she shouted teary eyed. She went to him and grabbed his collar.

"Tell me Sim...are you cheating on me???" Jake scoffed in disbelief. "You have to be kidding me" he held her shoulders tight and looked her in the eye.

"Those were my parents..my mom and my dad..they were happy to hear that our japan concerts were sold out.."

Isa's mouth fell open at the unexpected answer.

"J-Jake..I-..I-I'm sorry-" Isa said, her tears falling down.

"Stop."

Jake pulled away from her. Stepping back until they were at a wide distance and spoke.

"I don't think this is going to work out between us.. I can't provide you with what you want and be the dream man you wanted...I'm sorry"

He then looked her in the eye. His own filled with tears.

"Let's part ways.."

Jake said as the walked out the studio door, slamming the door shut. The sound ringed in Isa's ears as she stood there. Pale and Frozen. For hours..

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20:00

I closed my phone after watching the time...Okay..so..I'm here finally..at Sunghoon's house.

For the first time ever.

Okay. This is normal. Well. Not normal. Definitely anything but normal. You don't just meet your company's director at a house where he lives alone. Do you? But it's not like he's married, or old hag or most of all nothing is going to happen anyway. I'm here for work. That's all there is to. No need to magnify this.Okay. Let's do this.

I rang the doorbell and the door opened in seconds. Almost scaring me. "Woah woah were you just at the door or what?" I said, my hand on my heart, clearly got jump scared.

"Ah? No! no! I have fast reflexes, you know that"

3 seconds passed. The awkward silence finally settling in.

"Ah- please come in"

"yeah yeah sure" I entered the penthouse.

Large. Monochromatic. Loud. Proud. High Maintenance. Perfect.

A non-living version of Park Sunghoon.

"Wow..your house is huge"

"glad you liked it"

"I never said I liked it though?"

"Touché" We both smiled. The air was different. There was something charged. Something I still couldn't understand. Breaking the silence again, I said.

"So...when are we going to talk about my solo project?"

"Just after dinner, I mean I can't have you both hungry and confused, Siren, right?" He leaned his back on the fridge. I chuckled.

"no doubt"

"What's for dinner tonight?"

"You"

the air got punched out from my lungs and I started coughing.

"Eh-sorry?"

"I-I mean you, your choice, the dinner still isn't complete y-yet..figured you could help a bit" he said saving himself.

"sure whatever you say, what do I do?" I came inside the kitchen looking at everything.

"Umm..not much..just cut the carrots, I'll handle the rest."

"O...kay" He put 6 carrots on the chopping board with a knife.

"Here, just cut these" I came on the side to cut them but unfortunately they were too thick carrots.

"Woa where did u buy them from? They're huge!" I said examining them.

"They're not that huge" Sunghoon chuckled.

"Yes they are! also my mouth is so small it doesn't fit big things." You said pouting.

"I can make bigger things fit there" Sunghoon whispered low.

"what'd u say?"

"nothing. wait let me help you" he came behind me vanishing any air molecules between us until my back was pressed against his chest. Hard enough that I felt his muscular pecs. and as if that wasn't enough. He put both his palms on my shoulders and slid them downwards until they reached my fingers.

"What are you-"

"You asked for help. I'm giving you" His both hands interwined their fingers with mine. He started smelling me, burying his face deep in my neck, inhalling. I sealed my lips to not let any sound out.

"Suppressing it? Oh yeah Siren" He digged his face harder in my neck, his hot breath doing things to my core.

"I-I have to cut these"

"yeah..Go on" His hands started guiding me to cut the carrots and I almost returned with my concentration and started cutting the carrots before he digged his teeth in a vital spot of my neck.

"Ah fuck- are you a vampire?" He kissed that area.

"Maybe"

"ah shit- then are you Damon Salvatore?" I said gently grabbing his locks, pulling his face even deeper. His cologne exploding all senses. He bit the same spot again. Harder.

"I'm better than Damon Salvatore" and started kissing the area again. "Ah no let's stop we-"

"We can't do this?" He whispered in my ear.

"Don't you think we're way past that point now?" He chuckled.

"Tell that to yourself. You're the one who pulls back from a kiss, not me." You rolled your eyes.

"Siren..please stop talking for now...let me feel you..shit..you smell heavenly"

"Hoon-"

Our movements stopped when we heard the phone ringing. Couldn't have been a worse timing than this. God.

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"Okay should I serve the dinner now?"

Sunghoon said closing his laptop and getting up from the couch. My solo project was now finalised. I felt gush of emotions thinking about this new chapter of my life. Group is and will always be the first priority but I always wanted to make a solo debut. which was highly doubted by the executives and only because of Sunghoon's recommendation, I'm getting the chance to show my potential.

I suddenly felt so grateful and thankful and before I could control myself, my feet moved and I backhugged Sunghoon. Sunghoon stopped the pickle jar he was about to open. I hugged him. Tightly. Closely. Letting the moment sink in.

"Thank you Oppa...really..it really..it wouldn't have been possible without you." Sunghoon suddenly felt a wet patch on his white tee. "Hey are you crying, Siren?" He turned around to see your face.

"It's happy tears" you justified. He wiped your tears with his thumb.

"Happy or Sad, I don't want to see tears on you..unless.."

"unless?" You asked curiously He cleared his throat.

"Cut the crap now..let's eat dinner it's a moment to celebrate."

♡♡♡♡

The dinner ended well.

"You wanna have some icecream, Siren?"

"I'm too full now though" you said pouting.

"Hm a bit won't hurt" he said handing you the icecream cup. You took one scoop. two. and then three.

"wow! this one is so good what flavor is it, director nim?" you looked at him expecting an answer. he said nothing looked at you for seconds before you finally tried to ask him

"hey-" ... he kissed. Kissed? He licked and sucked the ice cream from the corner of your lips before wiping it again with his thumb.

"There was some spilled on your face. I removed it." He said. his eyes not facing you, playing with his icecream

"t-thank you." The awkwardness setting again.

"Soo..since the project is done, the dinner is over..can I head home now?" you asked setting down the empty ice cream cup on the tabletop. he looked at you.

"I mean..yeah sure why not?"

"so then I'll get going?"

"Yeah sure" he said getting up to bid me bye.I was not sure exactly..why I was disappointed. was it that I wanted to stay a bit longer? or was it that I wanted him to stop me?

nevertheless I started walking towards the door.

"wait!" your eyes filled up with hope. oh he wanted you. happy. you turned around only to see.

"you forgot your bag" he said walking over and handing out the bag to you.

"yeah...the bag thank you for that..I guess" you started walking towards the door again.

Slowly. you were about to twist the doorknob when you felt footsteps approach you and felt someone pressing on you hard.

"Thought I'd let you go so easily?" He said breathing near your neck.

The Sunghoon who gave you your bag right now and the Sunghoon who was pressing you into the wall were two different person.

"Come on Siren, we both know, both know how much we want this..what's the good in denying our needs?"

"I-I don't want this." you said with your almost moaning voice. He backed off suddenly. The loss of his warm body against yours driving you insane. In a very firm voice, he said,

"Walk out that door and I'll never touch you again. I swear on my life."

Your body turned stiff, you limbs too heavy to move. You wanted to twist the doorknob and run out. You wanted to slap him and say this isn't normal or appropriate. You wanted to dig a hole and bury yourself in it. But you chose none of the above.

Rather. You stayed. And that was all he needed.

He flipped you and slammed your back against the wall squishing both your face cheeks with his hands and looked directly into your eyes.

"That was all I needed to know." before his lips crashed hard on yours. Going at an animal pace. His lips moved rough. As if he stopped for even one second, he'll lose you forever. His hands went from your face to your waist.

Squeezing it.

holding you so close until not a single distance was felt. You responded to the kiss, one hand tugging at his locks, the other holding his neck. He bit your lip and made you gasp giving him a free access to your whole mouth. His lips went down till they reached your neck and he started marking you.

"Mine, mine, mine, mine." He chanted the same word like a maniac everytime he was marking a new spot. You were a mess. You were not even trying to hold your sultry sounds in now. They were flowing out with every single "mine" chant. Before he broke the rhythm and carried you bridal style to his room.

Kissing you again and not breaking it even as pushed his bedroom door open. You were too gone to see how his bedroom looked like even. He didn't waste no time undressing you. Stripping you so fast. He ripped the buttons of your cropped shirt you were wearing. Quickly followed by tugging hard on your skirt and making it fall down like it never mattered.

You also tugged at his tee for him to take it off. He took it off revealing a heaven's sight. Massive biceps, triceps, heavy pecs, sharp abs lines. Oh this couldn't get any better. You roamed your hands around eventually letting it fall down to his belt.

"Take it off hoon" you said kissing him hard. trying to lead and dominate the kiss but eventually losing breath in the process. you pulled back breathing hard. Sunghoon connected your faces together..

"oh oh..I thought I gave you the best breathing training to be a main vocalist?"

"and here you can't even hold a kiss? pfft.."

glaring at him you threw him on the bed. climbing on top, you took the control. kissing him hard letting yourself enter his mouth, scratching his bare body, rubbing yourself on him which did make his screams come out. you laughed.

"what happened? can't handle my fire?" You said your fingers slowly traveling to his belt before he stopped you flipped you with now him on top.

"Your fire is nothing to the storm I'm about to bring"... he said tugging hard at your hair you yelped. He touched his lips with yours, not kissing yet.

"You don't know how big of a mistake you made by not walking out that door, you're gonna be wrecked tonight Siren" He said standing up from the bed.

"Come on" he pointed at the floor leading you.

"On your knees" you were on your knees now. Everything a foreign experience for you sparking excitement thrill and so much more.

"This is your first time right? I'll make it unforgettable for you." He said caressing your hair, rubbing your lower lip and tugging it down to open your mouth. He unbuckled his belt. The metal sound echoing the bedroom walls.

"Be ready cause I like it rough.".

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The sunlight beamed through his large windows falling directly on my face. I woke up rubbing my eyes, still naked, covered in his white duvet. With a sudden blow of air, I caught the smell of delicacies that were being cooked downstairs. I wore Hoon's shirt that was thrown on the bed and tried to walk out of the bed.

I stepped one foot on the floor and as soon as my second foot landed.. I lost my balance and was about to fall when Sunghoon suddenly came and saved me. Putting me gently on the bed.

"Siren the breakfast is- oh siren- hey are you okay?" He said, patting my back and rubbing circles on it.

"How did you come so fast?" You said shocked.

"told ya my reflexes are fast." "your reflexes are starting to scare me" "now okay. can you walk? I don't think you can."

"oh ofcourse I can" stepping out and almost falling before he saved the fall again "told ya" he chuckled.

"it's all your fault!"

"nopsie I already warned you, didn't I? "

then my phone rang. the leader was calling. I gulped hard and picked up

"Hell- hello yn! where are you it's 8 am! last night you texted me that you were staying over at Yunjins but it's been over twelve hours! we were all starting to get worried! are you okay!?" I gulped before I spoke.

"Yea.. yes unnie! I'm okay! I'll return I'm having breakfast here then I'll come" I cut the call as I looked at him.

"did you text her last night?" I asked him splashing my face with water

"ofcourse I did. you were too wrecked to even open your eyes." "whatever." He raised his brows.

"uh? whatever? do I show you whatever!?" he said climbing on bed.

"ah no! no! I'm sorry! I'm sorry"

"better be" he chuckled pecking you.He carried you downstairs and placed you on the counter.

"no chair?"

"no I'll feed you."

"but I won't eat much. I have to go home and wash up and go to company and-" he pecked my lips before I could say anything else.

"just a few bites?"

"Okay" he took a fork and started putting the bread in my mouth.I started chomping on the food. he started laughing silently

"what for?" You raised an eyebrow

"nothing you're just adorable. so cute"

"Okay..enough now..I should be going" he made me drink some water before he brushed my hair with his fingers and gave me a mask to cover my face

"don't go straight to your dorm floor. go to the basement first and ride up to your floor from there okay?"

"it'll look less suspicious"

"um okay"

"and walk slowly"

"I won't always be there to save you, Siren".

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I reached the basement and clicked my dorm floor to go up now. the elevator door was about to close before someone stopped it with their hand.

oh I know this hand.

just as Heeseung stepped in. We locked eyes. Even behind the mask he recognised me. Ofcourse he did. There was noone else in the elevator.

Oh..the curse of the elevator...

He bowed lightly to which I bowed back. He started speaking.

"Hey I-I don't know what to say but I'm just so so sorry! I was just not in my mind that day. then I didn't know what took over me- what I was doing and then-"

"it's okay oppa.. let's forget what happened. we see eachother everyday it's better to be on good terms" I said doing a thumbs up pose..he laughed a little.

"well thank you btw where are you returning from this early?" He raised his brows.

"I should be asking you the same question?" You squinted your eyes a little.

"Oh for me? I'm just returning from the studio. spent all night working for the new track"

"oh wow I'm excited to hear it soon" he raised an eyebrow.

"Now your turn"

"well..I.." before I could complete my sentence, the lift stopped showing my floor.

"Let that be a mystery" I said before getting out and bidding him bye. Heeseung chuckled. This girl...

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Ni-ki was walking through the company corridors when he saw you. He has been so busy with the tracks lately that he didn't have enough time to meet or visit you.

His face lit up alreading forming a smirk thinking of surprising you with a hug but his movements stopped when he saw Isa and Karina with you. Damn. Not today. He was about to walk off when he heard Karina say,

"DAMN! is it TRUE Yn ah???"

"Ahh you'll bust my eardrums Unnie!" Isa said covering her ears. you blushed looking at her before smiling.

"Y-Yes" that smile. the one Ri-ki was definitely unfamiliar with. he hid behind a wall to eavesdrop on the conversation happening.

"So- hmm this flavor is good!" Karina said drinking your strawberry milk.

"Okay, cut the crap! now who was it? when did it happen? and most importantly! how did you feel? is there any pain?" Ni-ki frowned. still not getting the gist of the conversation. Before you could speak, Isa started advocating for you.

"I've been asking her for 48 hours now but she just doesn't want to tell!"

Before Karina said "you can't really blame her, can you? "losing your virginity a big thing afterall."

Ni-ki felt the ground slip from his feet. Before Isa said.

"Yes I know that but she isn't telling at all! she says it's none of the idols, none of the actors, then who could it be!?" Ni-ki stopped breathing.

Oh he knew exactly who it could be.

"I mean as long as he fucked you hard and isn't a criminal it's fine.. and anyways.. you know what happened at the gayo-"

and the gossips continued.

Riki ran out of there instant. the background noises fading and the sun setting. As soon as he stepped out of the building, a big blow of air hit his face.

as if the blow eariler wasn't throbbing enough. His mind was hearing colors. His mind played one name.

Park Sunghoon.

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"Okay! so! 1!2!3!4!"

"Bichi,point index finger"

"naneun, bring it to your shoulder"

"and then solo, then move the finger along with moves of your shoulder aligning them both together" the dance teacher instructed as I followed the step.

My solo preparation was going full on.

"So this is gonna be the hook step, okay??" "Okay..!"

"this is also gonna be the part where fans will make a thousand edits of you, yeah???" The woman smiled winking at me

"Unnie!" I hit her gently. "Okay okay!..now seriously tell me..How do you feel??! How does it feel to have a solo coming up???"

"honestly? I'm scared and nervous...but more than that.. I'm happy and excited! I can't wait to see how the fans are gonna react to this one...!" "aww you've grown up but wait.. you'll still be a baby in my eyes, yeah??"

"Yeah Unnie!!" I said as I hugged her. Yes. My solo was here. And lol. The song was literally named 'SOLO". But it was indeed a good song. Something in which me and the producers very much worked hard for.

It was an Extended Play/ Mini Album consisting of 4 tracks. SOLO. Seoul City. INVU. And Good Goodbye.

Some shootings and dance practices were still left here and there..

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it was time to shoot the music video now. The makeup artist applying layers of foundation to hide the dark circles that were simmering below due to my current 4 hour sleep schedule.

I saw Sunghoon through the mirror. He was looking after the lighting and telling the staffs to adjust it properly here and there. He was busier than me. He had to look over my solo project aswell as the other group's financial activities.

Since he was a head director, not my personal director.

Similarly, I was also ridiculously busy prepping for my solo debut. So much that the members had to feed me dinner by their own hand whenever I'd come back to the dorm to sleep. Too tired to even move my hand. And that caused...quite a distance between me and him.

Between me and Sunghoon. Sometimes those questions would creep up in my mind in the middle of practice.

What did that night mean to him? What do I mean to him? What are we?

Question thousand, all unanswered.

"Okay your makeup and hair is done!"

"You look fantastic Yn ah! Trust this solo will be a BANGER!" she said in excitement."Thank you Unnie!!"

"Okay I'll bring your outfit..from the other room..wait here!" She said getting out of the room and closing the door.

I exhaled. It was 2 in the morning. My sleep schedule ruined to its worst.I saw the door open. I searched for my phone but it was nowhere near me."Hey Unnie...have you seen my pho-"

"Hello... dove" to my surprise, it was Riki who opened the door, leaning on it. All the tiredness from previous gone, as I practically sprinted and went to hug him.

It had been so fucking long.

I wrapped my hands around his torso and digged my head deeper in his chest. The familiar scent of his woody scent filling my senses along with his own body smell. It felt like he just got even taller. I giggled in the hug.

On the contrary, Riki didn't reciprocate it at all. You felt the lack of hands around your back and looked up to see that Riki was neither hugging you back nor looking down at you. Instead his hands were in his low rise jeans pocket and his eyes were zoned out.

"R-Riki yah?"You spoke low, kinda confused and lowkey hurt. He then broke out of the blue and looked down at you.

"Yeah?" He said low raising his brows. "Why... aren't you hugging me back??" You pouted pointing at his hands that weren't on you.

"Ahh..that... didn't feel like doing it"

He just shrugged pulling away from the hug. That's when you realised that you were the one who ran and hugged him. The one who wanted that hug.

While he just... avoided and stood still like a mannequin.Your eyebrows knitted, fury slightly growing in you. With how much tired you were right now, all you needed was love and affection from people who love you. Not their avoidance and rudeness.

You came closer and hit his chest lightly looking at him with raised brows. He almost found that adorable.

"Yah! Riki yah! what's wrong with you?? Hmm???"

"Why don't you ask that to yourself??"

"what do you mean-"

"you slept with Sunghoon, didn't you?" you froze. everything that you were going to say now stuck in your throat.

"How'd..you know?" He scoffed. "Is that really the most important thing..right now?"

"Riki yah..what do you want me to say?.. you've slept with many female friends too...did I ever question you on that??" Ni-ki sighed.

"I'm not questioning you..or trying to do any such thing.. you're an adult..you know what you want.."

"then what is it even???"

"it's just that..it was hard for me to digest that fact.. I thought..since I was your first kiss.. I'll be your first..too" A small smile crept up on your face. You wrapped your hands around his neck pulling him closer to you.

"So..you wanted to be first hah? Is that why you've been avoiding me for over a week now?" You squinted your eyes.

"Too much that you were the only person who didn't congratulate me on my debut!!" you furrowed your eyebrows.

"I was and still am a dick for that..."

"Forgive me if you can, yeah? I just needed some time away to process my emotions.."

"Oh really and how many girls did you fuck within this one week!?"

"Just three I promise!"

"Just three?? hah!" you scoffed as you pulled at his hair. He moaned and yelped in pain. Before he brought his face closer to yours.

"But then I realised..that nothing can keep me away from you.." your faces were inches apart.

"I missed you Riki yah.."

"I missed you too..Dove"

"show me then?" You saw his pupils get dilated.

"Show you? Dove.. you're glad there are people around us..otherwise.."

"Otherwise?" You raised one brow at him.

"Otherwise..you wouldn't be able to handle what I would've done to you" blush crept up your face at that.

"I don't wanna ruin your makeup..so" He tilted his face sideways and brought it closer to your neck.

Adoring your neck with wet kisses.

"N-Niki..!..anyone might come..you know"

"and? the whole world ships us anyway. they'll get some content.."

I giggled. "You're insane!"

"just for you.." he whispered near your ear and went down to place a last kiss at your collarbone.

"Congratulations and all the best for your debut, my beautiful hot dove.."

"Uhh..uhm"

my smile dropped as I saw Sunghoon standing at the door with the mv outfit in his hand.

He looked at Ni-ki with the same rage that Niki reciprocated.

"I hope you know..the solo debut is for a singer..and not a porn actor" he said expression less.

"Hyung!" "Oppa!" Both Riki and I said at the same time. Unable to believe the filth that came out of his mouth.

"You have to be kidding me hyung?" Niki scoffed.

"Is that how you view me Oppa?" You said in disbelief. Sunghoon just shrugged.

"What? It was just a joke.. Didn't like it? Not my problem."

He clicked his tongue annoyingly placing the dress on the couch.

"Admit that you're just jealous and you get bitter when you're jealous" Ni-ki scoffed acussing him.

"It would take seven deaths for me to get jealous from you" Sunghoon defended.

"Then I guess it's your 8th life then, hyung-"

"Okay guys stop.. it's fucking two in the morning..and I'm very much sleep deprived to kill both of you so..please shut the fuck up".

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It was solo debut stage today.

All those hours of endless practicing combined with constant critical feedbacks of the executives. If I do I a good stage today.. it'll all be worth it. I looked at myself in the mirror as I cut the call with my parents.

Surprisingly I was very alone today. None of the members woke up to cheer me and already informed me that they couldn't come due to early schedules. The Enhypen members also said something about an early flight today and didn't come or even call. Karina and Wonyoung said they were on their period and couldn't travel due to heavy painful cramps.

And the very last hope I had..was Sunghoon. Who also.... didn't come. He went to Busan for some of the concert arrangements checkup. That was what he told me when he texted me yesterday. And has been ghosting me ever since that. I almost felt like crying. It felt empty.

Too empty. That's when I realised.

I was nothing without the people I love.

There was no happiness if my people weren't beside me to share it with. A tear suddenly dropped. But then I got reminded that my fans..infact..were there.

The fans who woke up early and travelled all the way just to see me here on my first stage. Another tear of relief dropped.

"I know my fans always have my back" I pouted wiping the tear away.

"And the ones who didn't come?" The makeup artist Unnie asked giving a mischievous smile at me.

"I swear I'll kill them all the next time I see them!!" She just laughed. "You're so cute Yn ah..but trust me..even if they're not here.. I know they all love you.."

"Unnie even one of them could've been here.." I sulked as I hugged her. "Don't worry.. I'm here..yeah??"

"Yeahh...."

They're really dead the next time I see them.

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I bowed to them as they started the interview.

"So how do you feel..being on Mnet's M Countdown without your members for the first time...!!??" Jaehyun excitedly asked.

Boynextdoor Jaehyun and Leehan were the MCs for today. Glad. They were really respectful and lovely, so it was less uncomfortable.

"Yess...about that...I actually feel lonely...but I know my fans are here..so it's actually a very exciting moment for me!!"

I spoke giving the best manufactured smile to the camera.

"All the very best for your stage then Yn shi!!! We'll be watching you from behind!!!! Hwaiting!!!" They both cheered for me, soon we exchanged friendly hugs off camera.

"All the best Yn-ah! Break a leg, yeah???" "Yeahhh".

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I stepped on the stage and looked at the crowd. The music was yet to be played. I looked at all the people who came here for me. Tears came instantly at the view. So many people showed up.

I really thought...noone would come. But they all did. Tears started clouding my vision. Oh how much I love you all. The love I have couldn't be expressed in mere songs or albums.

It was a heart to heart bond we formed.

One fan seemingly noticed that I was getting emotional and she signalled me. "Ujima!" She said not to cry. That made me even more emotional but I contained myself.

I'll cry after I outperform all the previous versions of me.

Not now.

I roamed my eyes around the crowd. My own eyes filled with love, care and gratitude and much more. I smiled and waved at all of them.

But my mind came to a stop when I saw like a big patch of seats were empty. Like not randomly empty seats, but seats that were together and empty. I shrugged.

Well maybe they're a friend group who hasn't arrived or maybe those seats are broken or something. Who knows. And who cares.

genuinely I should be focusing on other things right now. I shook my head as I communicated with my fans and asked them if they slept well, had a meal and random tmis. It was almost time for the performance now.

"Hey could u turn around Yn-ah??" The makeup eonnie suddenly came from behind and turned me around, so now my back was facing the audience. "What's it eonnie?"

"oh nothing! I just wanted to fix your highlighter" she said as she applied some more on my cheekbone and dabbed it up.

suddenly I heard loud voices and cheers coming from the crowd. I frowned.

at first I thought it was because my makeup was getting fixed and maybe I looked prettier with more highlighter but the cheers didn't seem to die down. I grew curious.

"you're done! you can turn around now.." the makeup eonnie said looking at me and then looked behind me.

She looked as if she was trying to hold in her laughter.

I tilted my head in suspicion before I turned around to see alot of people suddenly standing in the empty patch of seats I saw.

Oh wait.

Since they were moving around with huge balloons I couldn't see their face but then they finally settled down and ...what?

"What the heck.."

it was thirteen of them. Isa, Berry and the rest of my group members along with Karina, Jay, Jungwon, Jake, Wonyoung, Heeseung, Ni-ki, Sunoo and ofcourse..Sunghoon. they were all wearing my fucking merch.

Each of their tshirt having my big face printed in front. And they all had balloons and banners which either had "Hwaiting!" or "Yn! Go!" written on it. I held back my laugh.

It was almost...cringe if not for the fact that I actually did like it.

My eyelashes got wet from tiny tears. So they did show up. At the end.

And the biggest shock of all time was..how did they manage to convince Sunghoon for this?.. a chuckle broke out of me when I saw Riki and Sunghoon fighting over the balloon since only one was left before, Heeseung gave them his cause he wanted to capture the moment with his camera.

"They had this surprise planned for you" the makeup eonnie whispered in my ear. Before they all started singing..more like shouting.

"Congratulations! YN! Congratulations YN! Congratulations YN! GO! GO! GO!"

My fans and fansites started recording the moment. all of them singing along with them.I tried to hold back..but in the end I broke out into a laughter. Giggles flowed like they never stopped.

"You guys are crazyyy!!" I mouthed at them to which they did 6-7 pose at me. I rolled my eyes.

The instructer announced."Okay..we'll be starting the performance now.."

The mere presence of these silly people somehow made me feel so so much better and the rest of the performance was a blast. Live vocals. Powerful stage performance. Versatile facial expressions.

You name it.

I bowed to the camera as I did the ending fairy..out of breath but still tried to serve visuals. soon I headed to the backroom and I was welcomed with alot of people and their cheers.

"Congratulations!!!!" they all cheered. Then I hugged them one by one. Sunoo handed me a large bouquet of flowers.

"Didn't I tell you..I'll give you flowers too!!??" he said as he gave a sheepish smile and embraced me in a hug. I soon hugged my members and then Jungwon, Jake, Jay.

"Congratulations!..pretty..." Heeseung said as he plucked a strand of hair behind my ear and embraced me.

"Thank you..Oppa.." Sunghoon and Riki already trying not to fume at the sight.

Wonyoung and Karina soon squeezed you between them, showering you with kisses.

"Ahhh you bitches...!" You tried to fake nonchalance to which they peppered you with even more kisses. "You look so beautiful Ynahhh!!!".

Only Riki and Sunghoon were left to meet with now. You roamed your eyes around.

Sunghoon wasn't there..but then your eyes landed on Ni-ki.

Before you could walk, he came to you and pressed a kiss to your temple and sneaked his hands around your waist.

"Loved the way you were on stage today.." he whispered low, close to your ear.

"It was your plan, wasn't it?" you said looking deeply into his eyes. "Kinda..but Sunghoon had a hand in it too" he said as he kissed your cheek before you pulled away from the hug.

You stepped out of the backroom hoping to see or find Sunghoon somewhere but he was nowhere to be found.

Soon your phone buzzed with a notification.

"Congratulations on your debut, babydoll"

you frowned. It was an unknown number. You were about to reply when you felt someone's hands close around your torso.

You didn't need to turn around to identify who it was. Park Sunghoon. You rolled your eyes but pulled him even closer to you.

The back of your head colliding with his hard chest. He brought his face closer to your ear and said from behind.

"You really thought I wouldn't be here?"

"I belong where you belong, Siren."

those words sent shivers down your body, your body practically jerked. He chuckled and pulled you closer and tighter.

"It has just started..Siren" he whispered then placed a deep wet kiss on your neck. You both pulled away when you heard the door open.

"Come on we have one more surprise for you!!!" Isa said excitedly.

They all dragged you to where a limo was parked. You frowned at them. They all signalled you to go inside.

Inside it was a huge ass limousine covered with your solo project photos and banners. Paper hearts were scattered here and there. and a big three tier chocolate cake was placed there adorned with cream red roses.

My mouth fell open then closed. I was about to step out but they all entered inside and locked the door.

"Don't think too much and just live in the moment!!" Karina said giving me heart eyes.

"Youth is never gonna return, yeah??" Jay said encouraging me to cut the cake soon. I looked at all of them and shook my head.

"If you kiss me on the lips, I swear I'll stream your song 500 times!" Wonyoung said pouting at me.

"YAH!" my eyes widened. "Don't worry.. I'll still do it" she winked at me. as we all chuckled.

And the rest of the celebration went full crash. with music, jokes, banter and laughter. Stomach paining from how much giggles were coming.

Then my phonze buzzed again, I opened it. It was the same number who congratulated me minutes ago. That person sent new texts just then.

[UNKNOWN] "Having fun in limo without me?" "Come on..Yn..ah..I love you" "More than all of them there.." "If they try to take you away from me.." "I'll kill all of them.."

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It was image of the limo from outside.

My breathing stopped. My eyeballs felt stuck.

[UNKNOWN| Attachment: 1 image]

Image of a knife in a hand covered with black glove.

I gulped. I looked up at all of them. They were all laughing. Eating the cake. Too busy in happiness. I didn't want to ruin it. But I was scared. I didn't know what to do. Still scared..I started typing.

"I don't know who you are.. but don't come closer..! "Or else I'll report you to the police!"

I waited for a few minutes. There was no response. I exhaled a breath I was holding for God knows how long. I felt relief wash over me. It was probably some kid playing tricks.I was about to turn the phone off when that person sent another message again.

We'll meet soon..babydoll

Who was that?

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PART 5 : Coming soon

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