Gonna Try Locktober Again
So were going to try Locktober again. We just sort of did it last year. I locked him up and figured ‘let’s see what will happen.’ Nothing did, except confusion, some anger and some resentment.
We really want to try again and we want to avoid the problems we had the last time, so we this year we are going to setup some guidelines and rules.
What rules? What guidelines? Neither of us really knows what works for us.So we figured if we talked about our needs and our wants beforehand, we could come to some kind of agreement.
This time were going to talk about all of it - the embarrassing stuff, the dirty stuff, the disgusting stuff, the other stuff. So we decided to write it all down, send it to each other, read it, think about it for a few days, and then reply.
We'll send the first list to each other at the same time, then I'll reply to his, he'll reply to mine, and keep doing that until we come to an agreement. Then we'll write some rules that we can both agree to.
So here’s my list:
- I want you to pick up your goddamn laundry.
- I want you to do the dishes sometimes.
- I want you to make the bed.
- Basically, I want you to do more cleaning and shit around here.
- Sometimes I want you to lick my pussy over and over until I cum.
- Sometimes I want you to only lick my asshole, and not my pussy. It doesn't make me cum, but it feels soothing and relaxing and sexy.
- Sometimes I only want you to kneel down and kiss my feet until I tell you I've had enough and I dismiss you.
- Sometimes I want you around, but no sex or anything, I just want simple hanging out.
- Sometimes I just want to be left alone.
- Sometimes my pussy really, really needs a hard slam fuck. I'm not sure how to do this when you are locked in chastity.
- There are times when I want to masturbate alone. There are times when I want you to hold me while I masturbate. There are times when I want you to just watch and do nothing else when I masturbate.
- I love you, but I sometimes really like hearing you moan in agony. I don't know what it is or why, but it hearing your moan like that makes me wet and excited. That time I spanked you for being rude to me at Sheila's party, and you moaned as I did it - that was hot. Or that time I used that metal ass rape toy. I never thought I'd like it, but I found out that I do.
- I want you to listen to me and not argue.
- I don't like it when you look at porn, especially when I don't know about it and it seems like you are 'sneaking it'. I want to control your access to porn.
- I really hate it when you say that you want to be locked in chastity and you want me to control it, and then you decide you want out and badger the shit out of me. Do you want to play these games or not? I don't want you badgering me.
- If we do Locktober - that's it, we're doing it. You cannot and will not pester me to be "unlocked just for a few strokes" or "let out for a stretch". That's it. I LOCK YOU and unless it's a medical thing, you will NOT be unlocked until November.
- I should tell you I'm attracted to women. You know this already, I told you about my gf in college. I thought I was over it, or I outgrew it or something, but I haven’t. Most of the pics I post are of women and now I know why. I'm not going to do anything about it right now, but you know I dated a girl in college and I think about that a lot. I think I miss it and you should know that. Don’t worry honey, I’ve no desire to leave you for another woman. I don’t even know where I would meet a woman willing to be with me that way.
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Hubby's Wish List:
- I want you to use my locked cock as a way to dominate and totally control me. For the month of October, I want you to be in completely charge.
- I want you to lock my cock up, flaunt the key by wearing it on a necklace, and keep me locked up for the entire month of October.
- For a while now, I have had fantasies of moving things into a Female Led Relationship. I want October to be a test of this.
- Part of the problem last year was that I felt like I was locked up and then just ignored. It was kind of hurtful.
- So this year, I want to have unrestricted access to your beautiful pussy so I can orally worship it whenever I want 24/7.
- I love your breasts and I want to be able to play with them with my hands and my mouth whenever I want.
- You will tease my locked cock at least three times a day.
- I want you to spank me when I am bad. Like really spank me. Maybe we should try it so that you spank me really, really hard to the point of making me cry. Maybe we shouldn't try that. Maybe we should try it once? I'm not sure.
- When you spank me to discipline me, I want it to be humiliating as well.
- I want to be unlocked on November 1st and fucked silly.
- I want you to wear those sexy black outfits and boots that I bought you when you spank me or tease my locked cock.
- Sometimes, maybe for just an afternoon, I want you to treat me like a dog. I want to be naked, on all fours, collared, leashed, maybe with a little tail, and I want to act like a puppy dog. I want you to feed me from a bowl, swat me with a newspaper when I am bad, let me curl up on your lap as you pet me or scratch me behind my ears. And of course, let me lick you like a dog would. Also, I don't know how we are going to do this, but I want you to take me 'out for walkies'.
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Wow. I had no idea about his wants. I’m going to have to think about this. Stay tuned.
