i'm not mad, not yet

harry styles | 25 | musician slow down you crazy child, you're so ambitious for a juvenile, but then if you're so smart, tell me why are you still so afraid?

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maicsm‌

correct. lismore, australia in fact. i grew up there, it was lovely honestly. but then i moved away for all the so called glory days i’m living now.

So called glory days? Not loving it?

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ariianas‌

i’m a liar, dude, there’s your first lesson on dealin’ with ariana grande. nonetheless, there’s nothing more beneficial than a good cry. i said what i said. n’ literally, being over there would definitely have me in shambles. the language is sick, the food is off the fucking rails, n’ there’s so much to do … my heart wants it. but, uh, i’ll take a lamb in my honor. a pig, maybe ? 

oh — NOTED. I mean, you’re definitely right. What could clear your mind more than a good cry? We need ‘em from time to time. I know — it’s just a beautiful country all around. Ooooh, a pig — that’s a good one. She can be friends with yours !

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kenjfck‌

can i move with you ? and the kids ? and dyldo ? well — we already have a villa in venice, and then for my birthday dyl bought us a vineyard. so we’re stocked and ready to go, haz, and if you go, we’re going TOO. end of story. you don’t even have a choice here. 

Oh hell yes. You know I can’t live without my second family. Now I’ll really be living the life. And you’ll have a babysitter in Italy whenever you and Dylan need a date night. 

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lcuiiiz‌

“ no i don’t ! i just get warm in the face very simply. besides, that’s not the same. oi, no you knobhead, it’s important everyone likes the music. then again, you are included in everyone so yes kind of t’ your answer ? well thank you, it’s always wonderful to hear that. so definitely good. not all those who have ears can hear, reckon hearing is more on the brain than anything. not t’ get too deep or some shit. ”

“I know, I know. I was only kidding. Anyways, your main goal should be to impress yourself above anyone else. Like, fuck it if someone else doesn’t like what you’re doing, you know? As long as you like it. Hm, you’ve got a point there. Anyone who can hear, then, would know you’ve got talent.”

[haznlou]

OOF

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lcuiiiz‌

“ thanks, lad. always appreciated, of course. that i do, course some days are better than others when it comes t’ producing shit. then again, you would know. aw that might make me a bit blushy ! but do not repeat that, i will not recover well from that. m’glad you like it though, that’s typically me number one goal most writing days. ”

“What — don’t repeat that you blush? I reckon you blush quite easily, mate. You’re number one goal for writing is that I like your songs? I’m honored, mate. Kidding. But if it’s any consolation, I’d be pretty impressed with anything you put out. You’re a talented guy! Anyone whose got ears knows that.”

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madelainesvault‌

i think moving to italy sounds pretty amazing ? but i don’t know, i might feel the same way when i go to paris. wait, would you be farming your own things ? key questions here. but, you’re on the right track with the no neighbors thing.

Right? Paris is absolutely beautiful too, but I’m trying to get away from the city. Now you know what’s really nice — the south of France. Those wine countries are breathtaking, even if I’m shit at telling a good wine from a two-dollar-bottle. Huh. I didn’t think about farming my own things to be honest — you see, I’d like to, but I don’t think I actually know how. Seems like it’d be really hard.”

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lcuiiiz‌

“ i hardly travel as it is, so when i do i tend to make the most of it. the album’s … going well. i’ve written probably a hundred plus things, but i’m tryin’ t’ find like … a good mix ? god knows i’m so fuckin’ picky. especially about me music. ”

“Proud of ya, mate. You’ll figure it out...I think you’ve always had a good ear for those sorts of things. Everyone’s loved the music you’ve put out so far, myself included. It’ll be a smash whatever you choose.”

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ariianas‌

it’s only been two seconds n’ you’ve already managed to make me cry, man. what the hell ! so, apparently moving to italy is the one thing i never knew i needed. move on over n’ tell me all the details cause i’m sure i’ll fall in more in love with the idea. can you name somethin’ after me ?

Hey now...no crying! Anyways I thought you had..no tears left...haha. Okay, bad joke. But yes — Italy! Everyone’s saving grace. I’m telling you, I don’t think there’s anything like it. Plus, the language...bellísimo. I love it. What should I name after you? Should I buy a horse? Or — oooh — a lamb? 

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maicsm‌

honestly i’m not feeling this fame and big city life lately. i’m sort of thinking of going on a trip home. i haven’t seen my parents in a long time. they visited a while back, but after everything that’s happened with me lately, i don’t know i just think maybe a trip home would help me out a bit.

Man do I know the feeling. It’s not a bad thing to need to get away, I think. Where’s home at anyways, Australia? 

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mclikism‌

well, you’re still the same cocky fuck that i knew you as back in ‘15. that hasn’t changed. 

I’m the cocky one? — ha!  I’m not the one who bashed the band that made you. How’d that work out for you, mate?

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pcrriie‌

okay, but if you’re moving to italy, can there be a guest bedroom purely for perrie edwards to come and stay ? because i don’t think i could deal with living in isolation, but i could definitely use a weekend in isolation every now and then. 

You don’t even have to ask twice, babe. Of course there will be a bedroom with your name on it. I couldn’t live without a dose of Perrie Edwards every so often. 

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niicopeltz‌

but didn’t you just tell everyone that you were planning on having your farm based in italy ? the best meat and cheese in all the land ? you let your own secret out there —— but if you were to move to another location …. that secret will be safe with me. i’m good with secrets.  

Italy’s a big country!! My future farm could be anywhere...the north, the south, the east, the west...who’s to say? Maybe it’ll even be somewhere in Sicily...the world may never know. Though...I am intrigued by your claim to secret keeping. Does that mean you’ve got all the best gossip or something? 

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lcuiiiz‌

“ still in portofino ? spending a bit of time here before probably flying back to london, or los angeles for recording, but that’s about it. i reckon it’d be a good time, we all do get on well so it wouldn’t be like pulling teeth. consider me giving you all the time in the world. god knows i ain’t got shit to do for the rest of the year since the album’s taking awhile. who knows, might just write some on our lil … rendezvous ! ”

“Oh! Look at you, world traveler. How’s the album going? I’d love to hear some of your stuff, if you’ve got anything recorded. First one’s the most intimidating, I think.”

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lcuiiiz‌

“ i’m with you as far as like, locations go. i like t’ pop up in random ass places here n’ there. what do you mean my way of saying it ? i just said i was ! hm, can’t promise much when i live t’ uplift people. people are gonna go ape shit about that, they beg as it is. i’m down for it, just gather up the other bozos and there we are. might do us some good, a holiday. ”

“Where are ya at now then? Have you been traveling a lot? Let them go ape shit, then! It’ll be loads of fun, I like to think — I mean, you, me, Liam, and Niall have always gotten on well, I think. I’ll try to make it happen...give me a few weeks.” 

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mclikism‌

were you more of a countryside person ? guess i haven’t spoken to you in so long that i’ve forgotten all about your interests, mate —— can’t say i’m particularly sorry about it. 

Mate, you don’t have to pretend you don’t keep tabs on me — I know better. 

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niicopeltz‌

you think i can get in on this fresh produce from the styles farm ? is it organic ?

Of course my hypothetical farm is organic! I wouldn’t have it any other way. I can let you in on it, but you’ll have to keep the location of my farm top secret.