Human Being Fully Alive

The greater glory

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Sometimes, the days we are the least proud of forage the most profit.

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Like why I gotta go to settings though

It should be in the drop down

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Make ur follower account easier to find please

And give me a job I’m a great writer

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Life’s a bitch

But im a brat

;)

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You’ve heard of if he wanted to he would but have you heard of it he doesn’t want to he won’t

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He kept his eyes on my painting

He had hung up next to his futon

I had helped carry in when he moved

I avoided it’s gaze

Like the plague

It’s fitting ,

Me being here the first and last day

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I thought I wanted to see him again to tell him my hate to his face. The shame fills me better than his taste. I could see it on his chest. The way he wishes to be close to me. But knows he causes pain. How can two lovers love when there was so much I caused in vain. I love him so deeply. My anger washes away. I wish I was different. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe today.

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It’s strange, being in my skin.

I thought I would be happy,

But I miss the way I’d spin.

It’s strange.

Being in my skin.

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Sullen

Sadness

Sunken

Sighs

Goodnight worship

Goodnight gooodbyes

There I’ve seen it

Where wallows woe

I can not believe it

You tell me it’s for sure

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Is it the way I spoke

That made you afraid

To make you want to see me 👀

Just for one more day

Is it the way you knew

I was the one

By the way I saw you

Like the needed sun ☀️

I want to be there

Next to you

I can’t not plead here

Without proof

And won’t you need me

For your sins 😈

I can not believe you

Don’t worship what is kin

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In my fathers eyes

What surprise

It is

To see

He cares

Shiny

Like the feelings he has spared

My fathers eyes

See me young and free

What sadness it must mean to him

That I turned out to be me

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Sry guys can’t write , on too many meds

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Welcome

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I’m not afraid

I do not worry

He tells me lies

I tell him to hurry

A nuisance cries

He holds his pride

His woman left

He tells himself lies

He can not leave

Not scared but

He his plan has died

I can not die

Are you surprised?

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I think I’ll play a game of chess

There are no rules

The board is a mess

I’ve pinned the mattress

Where I lay

Save your pride

I can not take it away

And when will my forgiveness

Be forgiven

When will you be fully healed

When will I be enough

When will the violence

Be done without insanity

And such

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I like dancing

I like pretty things

I like flowers

And I like the leaves

I like myself

I like some things

I don’t like somethings

And I’m allowed to feel everything

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Turns out I really have come back until I dont want it anymore. I still love him but after our call last night, I recognize your voice.

There’s not more for us.

And you’re right

It can be a reason to celebrate

I’ll always answer you call