fat fucking idiot

fay||18 y/o||she/they||TW||started acc: 9/2/2020||sw: 251, cw: 240, cgw: 225, ugw: 160, ht: 5'6" ||don't report; just block

[featherythin]

107 vs 102 5 lb difference 🌸

[slowlyreachingthegoal-deactivat]

Even small amounts count. Always remember that 💜

[ugw-95]

✨

[flowerstem-girl]

hey this is me from forever ago! 😅

[thewanderingcollective-blog]

[hunger4thinn3ss]

Ate 375 calories today, excercised off 188 (will do more excercise later), and just took some lax because I ate way more than I wanted to today.

I hope everyone’s days are going good!!

[hunger4thinn3ss]

When you go to a restaurant and they have the calories for everything on the menu:

[goddamnanorexic]

I wonder when I will finally think my legs are skinny enough

[4urboness]

ed culture is having coffee and nothing else and then being like "wHy Am I sHaKiNg"

[cloudysadskies]

facts

[fgtrffhhhg-deactivated20171016]

[girlinbluechair-deactivated2019]

Tomorrow????? ANOTHER day?????!!!!?,?!????????????((??(?!)))!(;;()$$$;::?)$&,:;??‘mlnfdsjkkmfdxsbnkgdssaavytesvjjhrefghjjjkjtfghj im good thNks

[anoxfordc0mma]

0 CALORIE VANILLA ICE CREAM!!! I used: 🍦ice cubes (more or less depending on the thickness you want) 🍦 stevia or other 0 cal sweeteners 🍦 vanilla extract or flavor 🍦 salt (teensy bit) 🍦water Blend and enjoy! Mine turned out more milkshake-y bc I didn’t have enough ice cubes but it’s still yummy. ✨ xo

[hunger4thinn3ss]

Update: SOME VANILLA EXTRACT HAS CALORIES!! I put 1.5 teaspoons of vanilla extract in mine and it had 18 calories.... it’s not that much but it’s making me feel gross.

[hunger4thinn3ss]

The thought of eating makes me feel sick, both physically and mentally.

[anoxfordc0mma]

0 CALORIE VANILLA ICE CREAM!!! I used: 🍦ice cubes (more or less depending on the thickness you want) 🍦 stevia or other 0 cal sweeteners 🍦 vanilla extract or flavor 🍦 salt (teensy bit) 🍦water Blend and enjoy! Mine turned out more milkshake-y bc I didn’t have enough ice cubes but it’s still yummy. ✨ xo

[vesface]

[the-gayest-dovah]

Better see y'all reblogging this

[jayraanian-deactivated20190220]

Wanna binge?

Wait. Calm down. Breathe.

Don’t you wanna finish that day without binging?

Don’t you wanna wake up tomorrow to see a result that makes you proud on your scale?

Don’t you wanna be one step closer to that final goal?

Please don’t binge, it’s really not worth it. Do something else instead. Read, watch videos, chew gum, meet friends, dance in your room to your favourite music until you fall on your bed out of breath.

I know you can do it.

[hunger4thinn3ss]

Ate too much today. Had a small dinner with my father and I just took a bunch of lax.

I hope everyone did better than I did today!! You all are strong, amazing people!!!!!!

[twistedteacup]

I missed out on opportunities because I was fat. I missed out on clothes. I missed out on bikinis. I missed out on being picked up and spun around. I missed out on relationships. I missed out on feeling comfortable. I refuse to miss out in 2021. I will reach my goal weight by 2021 ♡

[winter-weightloss]