mila

she/her ✭ 21 ✭ 18 + ✭ BLOCK DON'T REPORT

[hungryattentionwhore]

stay alive, please.

✧･ﾟ: * active july 2024

here's a little intro:)

TW: ed but not sheeran (all of it), dr0g 4bus3, bpd, just being fucking unhinged in general

i'm posting triggering content, please stay away if you can't handle that.

i'm mila, she/her

stats are below

i'm an adult so minors please stay away.

i've been on and off in recovery for 6 years now and i've been inpatient once because of @n@ when i was sixteen. ever since i've been struggling with m!a and bed as well, but currently i'm just trying to lose weight again.

if you can, PLEASE choose recovery but i doubt you will if you're already here. so please stay safe, drink your water and take your vitamins and stop at your gw <3

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* stats ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

height: 5'5

sw: 145 lbs

cw: 137 lbs

gw1: 130 lbs

gw2: 120 lbs

gw3: 116 lbs

ugw: 110 lbs

[anaphylacticminds]

Reminder that I will block you if you post fatphobic content, including fàtsp0. Stop trying to give random fucking strangers and 3D just cos you hate yourself. You can hate yourself, that's your illness, but hating others is your flaw.

[lostintheclouds-stuff-deactivat]

My body is a circus and these are my clowns <3

[hungryattentionwhore]

3D / general vent

i think i'm gonna get my period soon so now it's 4 am, i can't sleep because of my back pains and cramps, i'm fucking hungry and having the weirdest cravings and i just cried because i'm wearing my boyfriends sweater and i miss him so much (we haven't seen each other in like four days, it's not that deep)

and i'm trying to fast and it's really fucking hard

[bowthing]

no one talks about having no clothes that fit you but also feeling like you’re not close enough to your goal to buy new clothes.

[lapauradelbui0]

me now cuz im still gaining:

i fucking h@te myself

[mangoluversstuff]

I hate being on my period, I feel so bloated for a week :(

[dead-weight-vents]

We need significantly more harm reduction posts/tips.

No, you shouldn't turn to purging, you shouldn't take laxatives you don't need, detox shit does nothing -that's the point of your liver and kidneys, if you feel like you are going to faint or your heart rate is too high please eat something and go to the ER if you need to, your brain is literally eating itself so try to eat 500cal worth of food or more to help that and anything below that is nearly useless, try to actually prevent a binge by eating what your body needs- not distracting yourself, pay attention to your nutritional needs, fiber, protein, minerals, and vitamins is very important and you should be eating it even if your not eating carbs (which you should still be eating but I understand if it's too scary to do so), yes, you are sick and shouldn't promote and worship your ED, it is not your friend.

The biggest part of having an ana buddie is having someone tell you when you SHOULD eat and not push you too far. Stay away from ana coaches.

Starving for a month or starving for years, regardless you have damaged your body in some way. Your bones, organs, immune system, will have permit repercussions even well into recovery. Especially if you relapse over and over too. The sooner you get better the less damage is risked.

There are so many ways of getting thin and not hating your body. If you even think you don't want to do this any more, please, please, please take your chance out.

If not as a community we should still take the time and effort to keep each other as safe as possible.

Please remember to be kind to yourself and others, everyone is already going through something.

[amanda-and-ana]

[k8mosss]

it’s been getting worse.

[hungryattentionwhore]

selfcare is officially over ladies, we're doing dr0g$ and chloe thing workouts again

[theth1njester]

A toddler of a body

[snailjelly11]

[shitbl0gger]

[lovesickbrat]

dont listen to the ed girls your friends dont think ur cool and disciplined for not eating when they invite you out. they think ur a drag and will stop asking you to come places. eat that pizza.

[dead-weight-vents]

I really fucking hate fatspo, it's not motivating it's just fucking mean. If you're sick be sick, don't involve people that want nothing to do with your bullshit. At least they can enjoy a fucking meal and not be so fucking cruel about it. Taking other people down for the sake of your illness isn't cool and won't make you get thinner any time soon.

People die from this shit and you getting on a high horse doesn't stop the fact that anyone can drop dead from malnutrition and organ failure at any fucking weight. There's a difference between thinspo and meanspo, which people WILLINGLY participate in, and just shaming fat people that did nothing to you just makes you a bitch. Pushing other people that are overweight in this community so fucking extremely and shaming is just signing off their death certificate

[enamorxte]

REBLOG IF YOU HAVE STRETCHMARKS

This way people can see they’re not alone. I have them and this would help me see that.