𝖋𝖚𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖛𝖔𝖎𝖉

sw: 150 cw: 87 gw: 99 lw: 84 | 5'7" | bmi 13.6

[hungryforcigs]

i feel like concentrating on our eating behaviours/disorders isn't gonna help much. we probably should concentrate on the things we want from life, things that fulfill us instead. i'm not gonna be able to stop binging/purging like that, but i can try to give other things more room and the self destructive behaviours will fade away eventually? because i won't need them anymore? i think that's the way to go for me personally. god damn it, i don't wanna let my bulimia/anorexia take any more time from my life, what's it gonna lead to? nothing. so fuck it.

[hungryforcigs]

88,4 lbs and feeling emptier than ever (not in a good way)

realtalk.

guys, we're too good for this. there's so much more to life than this never ending cycle of misery, there must be more than this!

if you're feeling like i do, feel free to message me and we'll complain about our lives and about our eating disorders and maybe even make each other feel better or motivated.

sending strength!

[hungryforcigs]

91 lbs

oops, went lower than bmi 14.5

oh well, whatever, nevermind

[hungryforcigs]

98.1 lbs

i know i promised myself i'd stop at 99 but i think i wanna lose a couple more pounds, not gonna go lower than bmi 14.5 tho!!!

[hungryforcigs]

100.8 lbs

ugh i wanna be at 99 already

[hungryforcigs]

103.8 lbs

yayyy

[hungryforcigs]

does anyone know what to do against freezing attacks while binging?

my body temperature always drops below 35°c when i'm binging, and increases again when purging

i know why that happens, googled it lmao, but i don't know how to prevent it?

[hungryforcigs]

[hungryforcigs]

What's your daily calories consumption and ur activity level through out the day?Do you follow any workout?

i actually don't work out at all haha

sometimes i take walks tho and i walk to the grocery store and back everyday so that burns a few calories ig

my daily calorie consumption would be ~10000 haha (i'm AN-bp, stuck in a b/p cycle since january)

i don't keep anything down tho except breakfast (which would be ~150 calories a day)

[hungryforcigs]

i am so afraid of hypothermia, i'm already freezing 24/7

[hungryforcigs]

107.4 lbs

so i really lost 43 pounds in total, huh

[hungryforcigs]

109.2 lbs

having my wisdom teeth removed on monday, tomorrow is gonna be the last day i can b/p :/

[hungryforcigs]

110,4 lbs!!!!! i reached my goal!!!!! next goal is 105 lbs (bmi 16.3)

[hungryforcigs]

111,2 lbs

getting so close akdjsjajsk

[hungryforcigs]

112,4!

[hungryforcigs]

113,6 lbs this morning :)

[hungryforcigs]

no b/ping after 9 helps a lot! i'm at 114 pounds rn