Vex'ahlia

She/Her | Just call me Vex | Looking for everyone

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Hello, my name is Vex’ahlia and the Wedding livestream has just crushed my heart into million pieces.

Vax’ildan, my dearest brother, I miss you so much and I hope that you will come back home soon.

Percival, my husband, I hope you know that I love you and cannot wait to see you again

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Missing you

Today I spent a bit of free time I had writing letters to different members of Vox Machina. Although many are to my dearest Percy, I am pretty content about the work I have done.

I know that I don’t have anybody to send these letters to, and that my wrist hurts an awful lot now, it still felt really nice to write something out on paper.

It made me feel less canon-sick.

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Memories.

I got a few very strong emotion-based memories, and while I won’t write those out just yet, I did feel upset. Even now I still struggle with feelings of uselessness and tiredness, as if I am the loneliest person in the world. The feelings were only amplified by the memories.

It's hard to feel strong and important when you are surrounded by people who a so much more powerful than you.

When you see Percy aim a Perfect shot and take an enemy out as the bullet goes through the head. 

When you see Grog rush into battle without fear in his eyes as he takes and takes and takes more damage, yet keeps dealing more and more with every hit he takes. 

When you see Keyleth summon lightning and fire or transform into creatures that can, seemingly, do almost anything. 

When you see Pike bringing people back from death as she helps them back up to the battlefield, yet she is still able to attack without a problem with the help of her Goddess. Her own divine light shimmering off of her armor.

When you see Scanlan laugh and joke even through the toughest of battles, keeping up the facade of a careless bard. How he can summon a whole mansion with a few notes. How he inspires you even in the worst times of a fight.

When Tary can put together both magic and sciences to the extent that even you don't understand. How he is so terrified yet so determined. And even though he is annoying, you can't help but amused by his own bravado.

When you see your own brother appear and disappear midst battle as he kills dragons and carries a crest of a ticking time bomb. When he pushes himself up off of the dirt if he is ever knocked out, how he is willing to do anything for his family.

And you can't help but feel weak. Unneeded. After all, you're just a little elven girl with a bow.

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I was listening to Hadestown and 

All I’ve ever known is how to hold my own All I’ve ever known is how to hold my own But now I wanna hold you Now I wanna hold you Hold you close I don’t ever wanna have to let you go Now I wanna hold you, hold you tight I don’t wanna go back to the lonely life Say that you’ll hold me forever Say that the wind won’t change on us Say that we’ll stay with each other And it’ll always be like this

Gives me SUCH Perc’ahlia vibes.

All I’ve Ever Known from Hadestown is such a Perc’ahlia song

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Percival is my fave

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Yet another sleepless night spent missing my brother while battling the guilt. 

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I’m starting an army of fellow Vex kinnies so that we can all rise and fight the Raven Queen

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I want to officially apologize to all Percy kinnies for being a dumbass who wasted so many arrows.

I love you lots Percy <3

[percival-the-merciless]

It’s alright, dear. At least it gave me a reason to spend more time with you

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Awww, shucks, darling 💙 Spending time with you was the best

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I want to officially apologize to all Percy kinnies for being a dumbass who wasted so many arrows.

I love you lots Percy <3

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Hello, darlings

Hello, hello, everyone, I am Vex’ahlia! This is my kin account. I don’t use Tumblr that much, but it seems to be the best way for me to find any possible canon mates. This is my main account so I can follow people back