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Blood pumping through her muscles, Josie was ready still to fight. Just because her heart had betrayed her and sent tears where they werenât needed didnât mean Josie wasnât ready to rip apart their entire home if it meant that she proved her point. When he had yelled the first time, it had only fueled the adrenaline and anger pulsing inside her. To see him nearly crash into the table after that had been a sick sort of delight as she wondered if he often forgot about the her strength. He had been on the receiving end of it many times before, but Josie also knew that his ego and own abilities prevented much of the hurt she could shell out anyways.Â
Stood now, jaw grit and fists bundled as she was mentally preparing herself to throw him across the room and destroy whatever expensive knickknacks he had stored in the shelf behind them, she tried her hardest to make sure her look pierced into him. Putting a hand up to her face and wiping her eyes before any tears escaped, it was in those seconds that he had spoke, and Josie found herself slightly confused. He was barely moving, more standing and thinking to himself deeply after having been assaulted and screamed at by her once more. Shouldnât he be screaming back, pushing her, escalating it into itâs natural result? He had been ready to walk away moments ago. Eyebrows furrowing and eyes squinting, Josie tried to hold the toughness in her face as she stayed on the emotional ledge theyâd been pushed to. It was only when he looked back at her in that second, near disgusted look in his face, that she thought she got it. It was coming, now.
And just as fast as she thought she had it, it was swept out from under her as he came forward and reached for her. When he touched her, her biceps clenched, unsure what was happening and more importantly, if this was an attack. Josieâs mind was just as cluttered, blinking rapidly and staring at him in utter disbelief. The tears swelled as she tried to process what was happening, with a few escaping down her cheeks without her permission. Iâm sorry. Her mouth agape, her eyes searched his face when his hands grasped her delicately. He was apologizing, she realized finally, and understood then that she had actually won. Her tantrum had made sense, and actually put him where she wanted. In the act of winning, though, it seemed that joy too had been taken from her â it wasnât about winning or losing at all. It was about them.
Jaw trembling, her eyes closed, head snuggling into his hands. Body relaxing underneath the tenderness and finally accepting it, her own hand went to rest on top of his own. âHugoâŚâ Opening her eyes, she smiled softly, apologetic and touched all at once. It was a look that would be foreign to everyone besides Hugo, the most sensitive part of her heart revealed. âIâm sorry.â she said finally, reaching in them and hugging him tightly. Her hands gripped onto his shoulders, head snuggling into the crook of his neck and nearly mumbling her words. âI canât help itâŚIâŚâ For a moment, she hesitated, wanting to stay in the warmth of his body before speaking again.
ââŚI love you.â Pulling back, her head tilted as she looked over him. Although theyâd been over this, it still felt uneasy to say aloud, especially to a devil like himself. Besides this, it never necessarily felt right for Josie â hadnât she, too, become an unloving monster when Catherine turned her? She was not so sure anymore, especially as the years passed. Looking to the floor then, but still steady in his arms, she spoke again. âWere you reading when I got here?â she asked a bit quietly.
The initial pull back from him was expected, but it only caused for Hugo's fingers to tighten around her upper arm, rooting her to the spot so that she couldn't pull away completely. Hell, she might have stabbed him in the gut at this point but Hugo figured he could take that than another week of the silent treatment. He was so tired. So emotionally drained from the acute vessels of his life he actually allowed his emotions to squander. He just needed this to settle, for now. He just needed for this one thing to work out.
A small breath of relief swept out from his lips when she apologized, not taking it so much as an apology itself, but a fact that Josie's wall was down and he had reached her before it was too late. He felt her curl in towards him, arms instinctively slipping around to encompass her, nose burying into her hair. At her words of not being able to help herself, his embrace tightened a little, as if a gesture to say that he didn't blame her. He knew how she was, or how she could be so to speak... It wasn't as if it was the first fight they'd ever had. "I know." He muttered into her hairline, lips brushing her cheek along the way.
"âAnd I'm on your side. Always." He said quietly back to her, perhaps not the same three words she was looking for, but to Hugo, they meant something similar if not the same. After all, it was true. No matter what stunt Catherine pulled, no matter who came between them, there was always a place for Josie in him. Watching as she pulled back, his hands remained on her sides, thumbs brushing against the material of her top. "Uh, yeah." He breathed through a laugh, glancing down as if totally having forgot what he'd been up to that evening. As doom and gloom as he might have seemed to some, Hugo was a very regular man in the hours he wasn't indulging in work or play. He liked his novels, he liked a glass of whiskey with a late night tv shows, he liked peace and quiet to drown himself in his own thoughts. "It's... I mean, I've read it about a hundred times," He shook his head, then rolled his eyes. "Well. Eighty-three, but who's counting?" He grinned, looking at Josie for a good moment then, soaking up her softened features before glancing behind him. "You hungry?" He asked then, looking back at her and gesturing over his shoulder. "I got a buddy to stock me up, there's a whole tray of AB Negative in there somewhere. I told him to ditch the O stuff."











