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ofwastedyouth.

“what do you mean you’re not convinced, damien?” she questioned. she hadn’t wanted to come clean about how college went because it was what had ended them in the first place. she wanted to move on and start a new life and she was right back to where she started. in a trailer park. “my mother wanted the white picket fence fantasy which my stepfather gladly gave to her. i mean, after she actually had one of his children.”

“i’m not convinced that being a serpent is what you want. it feels more like you’re desperate and you’re falling back on something familiar but the serpents aren’t a back up plan. you can’t just wake up one day and decide that you want better this is end all be all, tess, its a big commitment.” 

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ofwastedyouth.

amaris had no idea why she had to be stuck in this safe house. she had a life to go and live back in the city and not in the middle of nowhere with some guy she barely knew. she needed fresh air before she went crazy and so she grabbed her bag and had no intentions of coming back. “what does it look like? i’m leaving. there’s no need for me to be here, roman. i’m not in danger. it sucks here. this place is the actual definition of hell on earth.” 

“there’s also no reason for a bullet to rip through your chest but that’s a likely option now. have a seat.” he nods towards the opposite seat, there are more guards posted outside of the door so he knows he doesn’t have to get up to stop her. “if this is hell what does that make me? also you should reconsider, this hell is what keeping you alive. do you really think you can fend for yourself?”

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ofwastedyouth.

“nobody hurt me.” 

“can’t say i believe you too much, anyone out here in the big ol’ scary world has been hurt a time or two. promise, i have no one to tell.” he gives her a toothy grin as if that was truly what was holding her back.

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ofwastedyouth.

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“you got someone new, don’t hit my phone. saying that you miss me, does she know? oh, all up in your feels when you’re alone. tryna talk about where we went wrong.”

   “if you really felt that way, you wouldn’t be here.” smoke flows from his lips, a result of the joint perched at the corner of his mouth. he only spares her a glance, focus intent on the charcoal sketch he’s working on. “no, don’t confusion my intentions with your desires history doesn’t change babe. i just wanted to see you.”

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ofwastedyouth.

“i’m not making any mistakes. look college didn’t work out. is that what you wanted to hear? i’m doing this because i want to do it.” she sighed and ran a hand through her hair. “you don’t have to be a dick about it. it was two years ago.” 

“i’m really not convinced.” he deadpanned, giving her a measured look. whether he liked to admit it or not, he softened at her dejection. “don’t be so ard on yourself, higher education is a scam run and operated by the government but there’s got to be something better for you to do with your time. you don’t want any of this, even your mom didn’t.”

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ofwastedyouth.

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“i honestly don’t remember what life was like before ‘call out my name’. i think my life had no meaning until this song.” 

     “oi that’s rank as fuck. we all know selena hurt abel so i guess i gotta ask - who hurt you?” 

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ofwastedyouth.

“why would i listen to you? trust me, i won’t be thanking you later. you honestly had no right to go to her. you’re not my boyfriend anymore…you have no say in what i do with my life. how many times do i have to say that?” 

      "exactly my point. you think you know everything but you’ve been so sheltered you don’t know half of the mistakes you would have made by getting into the serpents.”a frown pulled at his lips, damien of all people didn’t need reminding - he was well aware of their split. “thanks for the reminder, i was beginning to think it strange that you weren’t just turning up naked on my bed anymore. the doors that way.”

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    his eyes are fixed on the pistol he’s working on reassembling after cleaning thorough, though it hadn’t been discharged his last session at the range. roman had taken it upon himself to sit as close to the center of the apartment as possible - which just so happens to be the dining table - ever since they had secured a new safe house. the slight disturbance in the floorboards causes the wood the creak and he turned his gaze with a downturn of his lips. “where do you think you’re going?”  // for my love,  @ofwastedyouth  

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     “HEY HANDSOME,” her words are slurred as she lightly bumps into the couch he’s sitting on the wine coursing through her making her far more confident than her typical sober self. “Dance with me, this is my song.”

    she was the last thing he had expected to run into at his parent’s annual holiday party. a part of him felt smug, no matter how much she boasted and praised moving across country for school, she still shared the same roots that he did, but a larger part of him was just so fucking happy to see her. “you’re drunk, liv, you can’t dance to i’m dreaming of a white christmas.”

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    the library is silent, most of the students having already packed up for the night, so she deems it safe to finally check her phone. noticing that she had a few missed calls from her roommate - someone she had actively been avoiding since move-in day, vega didn’t have it in her to feel guilty since they didn’t have the best relationship. as she hovers over the call back button, the chime to the door announces a new arrival. “i’m sorry, we’re actually about to close, is there something i can help you find?”   // ♕♕♕ @rosexgolds

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ofwastedyouth.

“did you really tell my mother about me wanting to join? it’s none of your business how i live my life anymore.”

“i knew you weren’t going to listen to me, so i went straight to the scariest motherfucker in town and they just so happen to be your mom. just face it, the serpents aren’t meant for a pretty little thing like you - you’ll thank me later.”

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    the marketplace is in chaos, the civilians shouting in different dialects as he steps from the abandoned warehouse he had been using as a vantage point. the leather doctor’s bag is hefty in his hand as he joins the mayhem, doing his best to avoid chinese locals as he keeps tabs on the crowd gathering the now crumpled body of istanbul’s newest billionaire bleeds out on beijing’s highstreet. bumping into someone, an apology blooms on his tongue but it wilts with the face he’s met with. “it seems like we’re both in a hurry here, you wouldn’t have had anything to do with that would you?”  // ♕ @benevolentreign

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     “if we’re just dust, then it doesn’t matter who you kill. plus i’ll pay you better than any other job will.” // ♕ @benevolentreign

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     the restaurant is dimly lit, a street performer he had met along the way crooning softly in the corner as he slices the steak before him. he’s in a rather jovial mood, seeing as it had taken a good amount of time tracking his soon-to-be dinner guest but his search wasn’t fruitless. he had sent his little messenger out nearly an hour ago and if they didn’t deliver they had already been directed to drop dead. the minutes tick by as he enjoys his meal but the abrupt silence announces the arrival of his guest. “it’s been quite awhile, hasn’t it, france if i remember correctly.” // ♕ @benevolentreign

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Amber Heard photographed by Daniel Jackson for Allure, December 2017