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taurus sun, aqua moon, pisces rising

[hydrolytiic]

my idol. my astronaut

[angst-god]

wait for it, i promise it’s worth it

[usbdongle-deactivated20200531]

having parents that were really angry and petty and abusive when you were young is weird, because it makes part of you grow up to want to be kind, to generate good things, to be a source of peace and wellbeing for others; but it makes another part of you grow up to be quick, and sharp, and spiteful, and that’s always the part that shows itself first in a hard situation, so it’s a struggle between your hateful gut reactions and your wish to not add any more misery to the world. it’s a hard balance, and the people who really, really know me - i know they see that anger flash in my eyes before i quiet it, if i quiet it…i want to overcome years of conditioning, and with gentle, constant force, i know i’ll mellow it. it just takes time.

[bunny-sag-deactivated20230609]

Rising Signs ✨

💫  Leo Rising ↑

♌ - resting b*** face.

♌ - most likely the family made them feel like they need to be protective and be helpful to their siblings, mother or father. maybe they were too engaging in what their family needed or wanted from them that led them to feel only important for others gain.

♌ - can sleep anytime, anywhere.

💫  Carpricorn Rising ↑

♑ - though most of them appear cold and stone faced, they have a feminine approach or could be their style of clothes or the way they speak.

♑ - most likely the number one rising where people assume their mood and be false 99% of the time.

♑ - either they grow up in a family where everything was a chaos and they are the one expected to be mature on behalf of others or things were too strict and every little move is criticised.

💫  Scorpio Rising ↑

♏ - their aura command your attention even if they are just sitting and not interacting with others.

♏ - usually Scorpio rising are the black sheeps of the family; a lot of turmoil, fights and jealousy from siblings, though they do have an important and strong presence in the home. they have a love/hate relationships with their family.

♏ - very quiet or very loud.

💫  Libra Rising ↑

♎ - usually gives the vibes of being nice and charming whether the person is that way underneath or not.

♎ - can be passive aggressive and force to be the one to make peace.

♎ - they felt like their family has a lot of expectations for them so they always live with that burden on their shoulders. most likely put in situations where they have to choose sides with the parents and siblings.

💫  Sagittarius Rising ↑

♐ - very strong presence.

♐ - usually they felt the pressure from parents or their family to be great and doing great things in life, they grow up in a family where any success must come with a lot of achievement. maybe the family was too mundane for their abstract thoughts and ideas and they were shamed because of it.

♐ - can be strongly opinionated.

💫  Vrigo Rising ↑

♍ - Like Libra rising, Virgo rising felt like they are pressured by the family high expectations and being the definition of perfection so that develop their critical nature. the family environment made them feel nervous and restless and it was difficult for them to relax.

♍ -  reserved & paranoid.

♍ - Can be more bubbly and outgoing than a Virgo sun, but still there’s a feeling of calmness inside.

💫  Pisces Rising ↑

♓ - they may wear a lot of casual and comfy clothes (especially women) but they give off a lot of sexual vibes.

♓ - most likely the family made them feel like a painting or a flower pot in the home; silent and obedient they learned to blend in with the rest and not really had a chance to express and show their true self.

♓ - either they act real dumb or really intelligent depending on the situation or the people around them.

💫  Aquarius Rising ↑

♒ - like Sagittarius rising they can be strongly opinionated but sometime it can be just for the sake of arguing.

♒ - much like Scorpio rising they usually feel like the ugly duckling or the the black sheep of the family, felt pressure to forget or overlook their emotions and how they feel beacuse of one or both of their parent.

♒ - can look and come off very detached even though they are very much in touch with their emotions.

💫  Aries Rising ↑

♈ - original b*** faceⓇ

♈ - the opposite of Libra rising when people first see them they think they’re arrogant and mean but usually discovered later how sensitive and vulnerable they are.

♈ - usually the loners in the the family, probably felt like they were excluded from the family members either by age, personality, looks, etc. one or both parents is irritated and angry or physically threatening most of the time which lead to feeling unsafe in the home.

💫  Taurus Rising ↑

♉ - pretty chill but don’t come at them they will put you back in your place.

♉ - stubborn AF!

♉ - like the Capricorn rising the family dynamic is either everything is a chaos where you need to be the mature one or very strict environment where physical and verbal affection was not present.

💫  Cancer Rising ↑

♋ - they most likely grow up in an environment where they felt emotional comfort is hard to reach because they’re always put in situations by one or both parents that left them feeling vulnerable or helpless.

♋ - shows the complete opposite of how they feel.

♋ - like Libra risings they can be passive aggressive and force to be the peacemaker.

💫  Gemini Rising ↑

♊ - very good at disguising themselves, you’ll have a hard time getting to really know them.

♊ - usually their intellect/mental intelligence always been question and put through test possibly a lot of self defense using their words against the family verbal abuse. emotional expressions( physical and verbal ) were rare to non existent.

♊ - can be deceptive to hide their moodiness.

note: check the planets that falls or conjunct (making an aspect to) your ascendant. So, If you have jupiter falls in your 1th house, jupiter rules Sagittarius, then you should check Sagittarius Rising, etc. Also, I focused the family upbringing on the less positive aspect.

-Bunny-sag ♥

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[moonisee]

[blackmules-deactivated20200205]

air and fire signs when they realize their own self destructive behaviors they exhibit in the name of curing their boredom are the root causes for a lot of their internal issues

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water signs when they realize expecting people to psychically pick up on what’s upsetting them actually pushes others away from them and worsens the issue at hand + creates more issues

earth signs when they realize they’re sabotaging themselves by basing their self worth on how much tangible evidence they can provide to prove their worth

[hydrolytiic]

about to get so high and then get fucked by my soulmate …it’s a good day :)

[hydrolytiic]

if u zoom in to the top right u can see the aliens

[hydrolytiic]

i know I said I was going to bed but I mean whatever. I’m actually in love with this song btw.

[hydrolytiic]

my favorite post I’ve ever made...wanna be getting choked like this rn lol

[hydrolytiic]

(My mirror is dirty)I want to be happy.

[hydrolytiic]

hey, i dont know you but after reading about your toxic relationship and being lost mentally, it really reminded me of where i was just two months ago. im not gonna act like i know whats the best thing to do but knowing people.. just make sure youre okay first. when you feel this way its a sign that you need a change. and in my situation relationship ended and i took care of myself however i could making sure i felt alive and happy again. you deserve so much more than feeling this way! take care

You have no idea how much this means to me, thank you for this so much. My relationship is on a thin line and it’s super hard to choose between my mental state or my relationship and it’s something I have to go through to figure out. You have made me smile and made me feel like i’m not truly alone. I hope the best for you thank you so much

[hydrolytiic]

thoughts part ??

I’m lost. I’m lost mentally I don’t know where I am or who I am. My relationship is as toxic as it can be and I don’t know what to do about it. This is the end for me I think I want to die. I think I will but i’m scared but I know it’s for the best.

[astrogrlz]

Unhealthy Moons

Aries: The Aries moon has a lot of conditioning to do. Aries is like a child that needs to be constantly reassured and nurtured. Unhealthy Aries moon lacks emotionally maturity. They tend to be agitated, confrontational and also very vulnerable. They have an “angry” cry. Unhealthy Aries moon doesn’t see the importance of active listening, they completely disregard the other person’s feelings. They can also make themselves seem like a victim—again going back to that “child” complex. Struggles with identity are also highlighted

Taurus: Unhealthy Taurus moons have very BAD coping mechanisms. Keyword is indulgence but over indulgence. You tend to have an abundance of what’s not good for you. This can be alcohol, food, sex, compulsive buying, drugs, etc. They also are pessimistic. They can’t see a good and does absolutely nothing to change it. They just sit and let the fire just burn them. Unmotivated to do anything but also can get heavily attached to their “values” whether it’s people or again, their mechanisms etc. The biggest indication of an unhealthy Taurus moon is their lack of wanting to create or curate art. This sign is very in touch with expressing and spreading creativity. When that is hindered, they feel less of value. They tend to demonstrate poor budgeting skills and will become unresponsive to their environment

Gemini: Unhealthy Gemini moon is a bit tricky. Again mutable moons are usually very adjustable. But an unhealthy Gemini moon is one that is too sporadic that it’s hard to comprehend their needs. They can be very isolated which causes even further agitation. Also, they are constantly stressed. Unhealthy Gemini moons are very insecure when it comes to their worth and the validity of their ideas. On the other extreme, a Gemini moon may be too “happy” (happy isn’t the best word but close enough) that they just do things without thinking. Spending way too much money or just being out of touch with reality. This can hinder their rationality skills. 

Cancer: Unhealthy cancer moon lacks balance. They can almost be “stuck” in the past and refuse to push forward. They constantly victimize themselves and has a poor ability to communicate with their partner or those around them. Hindrance in creativity is also noted.  They find too much refuge in the home so they can be a “failure to launch.” Overabundance in comfort can be manifested into lethargic behavior. Unbalanced emotions also can lead to outbursts and saying things they don’t mean. 

Leo: Unhealthy leo moon lacks the intuition and drive to create. They are unsure of their talents, can be very needy and latch onto people. Constantly needs reassurance that it can drive them into a state of inactivity and lack of worth.They can make things about themselves than those around them. There is a sense of disregarding other people’s needs and all around being unrealistic and having unrealistic expectations. There is also an “obsession” with how you look. You want to please people TOO MUCH that you lose who you are in the long scheme of things.

Virgo: Mercury dignities in the moon placement is always a call for self destruction. Unhealthy Virgo moon lacks the ability to comprehend their emotions which manifests into anxiety and frustration. Also, poor structure and low self esteem. You will rely too much on organization that it only stresses you out further. Unhealthy Virgo moons don’t know how to phrase how they feel to others and will feel that it is a lost cause. Poor self care methods = bad health. Can have constant stomach aches. 

Libra:  An unhealthy libra moon really struggles forming authentic and proper partnerships. They can be really self deprecating, they may even do this to get sympathy from others. They thrive on pleasing their mothers specifically despite a strained relationship. They can get very stress induced when the ppl they try to please dont reciprocate. by return, they can act shallow and disregard others. on another flip, they can be very stagnant and use ppl for their own gain, their own pleasure, their own need for having ppl around them (libra moons NEED partnerships). They can lament about relationships when tbh half the time they are ones at fault–almost like a self sabotage.

Scorpio: Unhealthy Scorpio moons can be a bit selfish. They need others to comfort them but will simultaneously push them away. They might be too paranoid to open up to others bc of the fear of being incriminated or manipulated. They, too, lack emotional maturity. Their wounds may be too deep for others to understand so they just sit, mope around and wait for death. Sounds over dramatic but that’s exactly what an unhealthy Scorpio tends to operate or act. Again, they disregard people’s needs and may victimize themselves too much. Worst thing of all, they may not even realize it. They can be repulsive, pessimistic and lonely. 

Sagittarius: Unhealthy Sagittarius moon can be very resistant and almost stubborn to understanding other people’s perspectives. they feel they are the most correct and like other people said, unhealthy sag moons can be TOO dogmatic. They like to be “free” and this idealization of freedom can get in the way of reality and being practical. they always fight for their own cause without being realistic about it. unhealthy sag moon can evolve into extremist behavior. Since they are fire, they may use “force” to voice their beliefs and make them become widely accepted. too much independence and self centrism can make it difficult for connections to flourish.

Capricorn: Unhealthy Capricorn moons are scared. they can be really isolated but on the lowest of keys, thrive for some emotional comfort and security. believe or not they can have outbursts and show anger/frustration. i mean how can they not when they feel “lost” in the world. They may not be in control and that can terrify a cap moon. Not being in control means no framework holding them together. “just going with it” scares a cap moon and this can turn into bad behavior, reliance on substances etc. Like we will see in an aqua moon, unhealthy cap moons may despise and get frustrated by feeling “small” in the world. They can be heavily pessimistic and do nothing to change it. Capricorn is the architect–when they no longer want to build or create, they have hit rock bottom. They may feel like they have nothing left to “fight” or strive towards. They can ruin their connections with others bc of frustration. Again, very self deprecating and rather be left alone despite NEEDING guidance

Aquarius: Unhealthy Aquarius moons are said to be “very detached” but that is not entirely true. They actually become too chaotic. They can become too extreme, completely disregard ppl’s feelings, and may even act out to get ppl to care about them and what they stand for–to see how integral they are in the world. When air moons get going they REALLY get going. Again, aqua is air so there is nothing keeping them stable. their emotions can be so consuming that eventually it makes them NUMB. They can get lost easily, lose sense of purpose and destroy all their connections. Unhealthy aqua moon will drop everything and just immerse themselves in the fucking woods tbh. They will lack worth, lose common sense and completely shut down. there is no longer clarity. 

Pisces: Unhealthy Pisces moon lose their agency. They can get too raveled by how other people feel. they will feel like a lost cause; extreme loneliness and they will lose all sense of wanting to create and heal others. Unhealthy pisces moon might get attached to substances or anything that can take them to a different realm. they will lack clarity which can get them or others hurt. also, they can get very tensed, easily strung up and may not even be able to make sense of it. As a last resort, unhealthy pisces moon will look for some type of salvation; look for some type of spirituality that can be offered by people who have bad intentions. The unhealthy pisces moon can eat their souls away. 

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venus signs

[acaipsychelife]

what a great way to summarize the venus signs!

[12thdominant-deactivated2019010]

Was watching an Amy Winehouse documentary and just found she knows the truth about Pisces

[ayyries]

intimacy and acceptance

[godtiervenus]

Aries in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with a person who accepts how immature and aggressive you can be sometimes.

Taurus in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with a person who accepts how stubborn and afraid you can be sometimes.

Gemini in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with a person who accepts how inconsistent and restless you can be sometimes.

Cancer in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with someone who accepts how moody and sensitive you can be sometimes.

Leo in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with someone who accepts how egotistical and dramatic you can be.

Virgo in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with someone who accepts how picky and nervous you can be.

Libra in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with someone who accepts how indecisive and passive-aggressive you can be.

Scorpio in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with someone who accepts how secretive and manipulative you can be.

Sagittarius in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with someone who accepts how arrogant and reckless you can be.

Capricorn in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with someone who accepts how rigid and pessimistic you can be.

Aquarius in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with someone who accepts how detached and unpredictable you can be.

Pisces in the 8th: You feel intimately accepted when you have a relationship with someone who accepts how impractical and impressionable you can be.