i-blush

in black and white true colour shines

[i-blush]

At night

When it’s the darkest

And there’s nothing to distract me

My thoughts tear me apart

Leaving me in pools of my tears

[i-blush]

I want a house, a home, a baby, a forever

I’m just currently existing and not living the way I want to and that’s not why I came here

[i-blush]

I fucking hate living alone

[i-blush]

Maybe I’m just miserable and ruining every damn thing in my life just for fun. Maybe this is just who I am. Maybe I’m meant to be alone and fuck everything up. Maybe I’m meant to cry every fucking day for the rest of my life.

[thoughtkick]

“No, I’m not ok. But I haven’t been ok since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though. I’m still breathing. For me, sometimes, that will have to be enough.”

— Clementine von Radics

[i-blush]

There’s nothing I want more in life right now than to have a baby

[i-blush]

It’s fucking hard and it’s fucking empty being alone

When do I learn to love myself and my own company

[i-blush]

Wish everything was just easier. It’s all very exhausting.

[a-sleeepy-angel]

If she fucks me hard enough with her strap, I’ll get pregnant right?

[i-blush]

Need to learn to love myself again

Think I need to chill out and stop becoming so obsessed with someone else

I need to be learning how to just love me

[tiredoftears]

she's strong but she's exhausted

[i-blush]

I wish I could be in your head. Know your worries and what’s upsetting you right now. I wish I could know what you’re thinking and know exactly how to put it right.

[i-blush]

Going through shit really makes you realise how alone you are

[i-blush]

Spend the night staring into the darkness with me

[i-blush]

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#ru

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