Be Kind

in the pursuit of a life well lived ♡ 🇦🇺🇵🇭

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Makakaalis din ako dito.

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Parang kahit mahal mo, hindi na rin enough haha mas ramdam ko na yung kumawala

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Sana all masaya

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One thing is for sure, i can’t be with her anymore. I know I’ll never be the same ever again. Tangina never niya ko sinabihan na maganda sa friends niya ever pero sa ex niya and kalandian tangina she’s so proud. I feel like kahit maging okay kami i know maaalala at maaalala ko mga yon. Baka nga kahit sabihin niya na ang ganda ko, first na maiisip ko sa maganda yung mga yon. I know, hindi na ko babalik sa dati. Nawawalan na ko ng gana af sakanya and made me feel less lalo. I wanna end it as soon as possible. Istg, hahanap nalang ako ng ibang way kahit hindi dito sa AU. Mahiwalay lang talaga ako sakanya. I really can’t stand being with her.

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Tangina, istg, after everything I found out recently, I can't stand her anymore. Like literally I don't wanna see her puta. Nakukurot ko yung fingers ko sa galit.

Tapos I found out pa na yung pinagseselosan ko ng 2020 gago legit pala talaga like I'm not tamang hinala, pota. When we broke up nung JAN 2021, nagdate sila ng FEB 2021 na hindi naman dapat ako magagalit cause we weren't together that time pero pota nung nalaman niya na i was entertaining guys that time parang ako na pinaka malandi lol I felt so bad na while she was waiting for me, I've dated guys only to find out na siya rin and they were supposedly na FUBU pero may "fEeLinGs" pa nga raw siya sa'kin so di niya nagawa so #InterruptedFUBU raw lol more like FUCK YOU. Tapos pina unfollow pa sakin mga guys sa ig and shit kahit nagka-crush lang sakin pero siya tangina wala. Napaka unfair kung hindi pa ko nagcheck ng phone hindi ko pa malalaman.

Putangina mo. Paniwalang paniwala ako sa kasinungalingan mo. Pota I'm starting to check out na. I swear, nagagalit lang ako now but I know I can move on asap. I don't wanna be with someone na sinasabi na ako lang and shit pero in reality tangina gago naman talaga. Galit ako sobra pota. I feel so stupid na sobrang tiwala ko na love na love ako kaya wala ako naging doubts sakanya. Tangina what if hindi ako nagcheck ng phone putangina talaga.

Sobrang bilis ko pa mag-forgive and forget pero putangina i honestly don't wanna see her now. I'm in so much pain pero hindi ko lang ine-entertain masyado yung nafifeel ko. I wanna move out na tangina. I'm willing to just finish my study here and go back to ph and apply sa ibang country. Tangina ganon na ko ka-willing i-give up life ko dito wag ko lang siya makasama, tangina. Ang gullible ko, tangina.

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TANGINA

I'm so mad at my girlfriend right now. Actually, ex-girlfriend na pala because I broke up with her this morning. She had all the time to come clean with me, and I've mentioned her ex so many times already. Pero tangina, she didn't even have the decency to tell me that she wanted to get back with her ex nung 2022. I mean, we weren't together during that time, and I had a boyfriend then, but when we got back together, putangina she went all out crucifying me for talking to other guys or having flings before, as if she's some kind of saint who never had any kalandian lol. Pota, I feel so low right now because she keeps flaunting her ex to her friends, saying how gorgeous and sexy she is and how she wishes they'd get back together. But when I talk to her and ask about her ex, she acts all disgusted, when in reality, she's still hung up on her. For someone who claims to hate liars and be so honest, tangina, she's really good at lying, gago.

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Finally, I opened my Tumblr na! I've been wanting to rant about my life lately, but stupid me, I forgot about my email here lol.

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PUTANGINA NAALALA KO RIN EMAIL AT PASS KO DITO DAMN

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worst ex ever

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Bakit hindi ko nakita ‘yon agad ang lala but I’m still grateful kasi hindi nagtagal and hindi ako nahurt talaga. It only took me 3 days talaga to move on so yeah. Thanks, G!!! 🥹

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worst ex ever

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Siguro di ako ka-keep keep na tao.

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I don’t wanna cry anymore

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Sad hours

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Nakakadala. I’m at the same spot I was two years ago.

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Umay

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:—)))))) :—(((((((

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