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Feeling: In Love <3

I have to say for a person like me, who’s been through hell and back when it comes to love, I’ve found it again!!!!

I love him!! He’s an Irish and Scottish descendant. 

He’s older and taller but I don’t mind. He’s hilarious and a sweetie pie. 

He told me if he were to win the lottery, he would pick me out of 7 billion other people to run away with him. I told him I would do it without a doubt.

I think he loves me but I don’t think he will ever say those words. I don’t mind, I still love him!!

He says I’m perfect when I know I’m far from it. He says I’m beautiful but I know that I am at least pretty. 

He’s perfect in every way possible.

Now I see what he sees in me. He thinks I’m perfect without being “perfect”. I’m his kind of perfect. And that is perfect enough for me. 

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Feeling: Shitty

This death is affecting me so much. 

They died at such a young age. It makes me think, “What the hell am I doing with me life? Am I happy with my life up to this point?” I can answer them both; nothing and no.

It makes me think of way to try and make my life much more better. 

It got me thinking “What is like to cross over? Or when you take your last breathe for the last time? Do you realize that you will never talk to your love one ever again or your mother or father? Do you realize that you will never get to tell the one you love that you actually love them?”

I’m scared to die but at the same time I know I will be okay, it is just something that is meant to happen. 

Advice: Tell the ones you love you love them, RIGHT NOW!!! Never hold back how you feel because you never know what might happen. 

God took back his angel, quick and brutally, when we weren’t all ready but we all know that He has it all planned out. 

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Feeling: In Mourning

Today, the world has loss another beautiful angel. He was shot in the neck. Which sick person would do something like that to a innocent young human being that had their whole life still ahead of them. 

Not only did I loss a beautiful soul, but one of my best friends loss their lover, life partner, their everything. How could something just take something so valuable from another without a care in the world? This sickens me!!

I feel like utter crap and pain, I can’t help but to imagine what my best friend is going through. Just losing the one you love the most, the person you think of marrying and have kids with is just ripped from your grasp. 

I hope the police can find the person who caused all of us this pain and suffering and give us some justice. 

No one should ever get someone taken away from them like this. Our loved one was brutally murdered by an unknown suspect. 

All my prayers and love goes to the family, friends and especially the girlfriend (well ex girlfriend now) of the decease. 

God has our angel now. 

May you rest in peace. 

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Feeling: Motivated

I want to get a tattoo but I’m a tattoo virgin. My struggle that I am going through is figuring out what tattoo I should get first. I want to get a quote about empowerment or about going through the dark times or maybe start small with a simple tattoo of a heart or airplane. What to choose, what to choose???

My advice (to myself): Pick something that makes you happy and don’t care what others say or think about you because in the end what they say, do or think isn’t any of your business. 

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Feeling: Inspired

I'm laying in my bed and just thinking. I'm thinking about how much I really affected this world. I mean I use think I wanted to die happy but now that wish has expanded. I want to be someone big. I mean I want to be big enough that I could make a mark in this world. It doesn't have to be big but I want it big enough so when I die people would be talking about how amazing I am and how my work of art affected their daily lives. I realize that I have a hundred reasons to live and so little reasons to die. I have so much to accomplish in life and I'm not ready to give up.

 My advice: Dream big!! Don't let others keep you ground, you are mean to fly my little butterfly.

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Feeling: Wow’ed/Humored

So I’m the year of the Tiger in the Chinese calendar and I just found out that my dad is too!!! what are the odds??? I then turned to my dad and said “Look dad! We’re twining.” I was so excited and happy but then being the dad he is, shut me down. Like damn dad couldn’t you just pretend to be happy that your daughter shared the same animal as you. It wouldn’t have been that hard. 

My advice: When you have happy news, don’t share it with your dad first. 

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Feeling: Amazed

I was watching a Christmas movie (I would say the title but for the life of me, I honestly could not remember what it is called). Anyways, the movie was filled with kids in different families. The main point of the movie was how these two people, a man and women, weren’t good enough to have kids so they went around trying to find a “prefect” way to raise their unborn child and such. It made me realize there are so many different ways to raise children and there is no “perfect” way to do so.

 My advice: Raise them the way you seem fit and never doubt yourself. 

**It also made me realize that I want a kid of my own some day and not just one but a whole family!!!