herein madness lies

used to be a fun blog but now it's just a catalog of the movies i watched on my tiny laptop

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someone said praying isn’t really talking to god. it’s acknowledging despair. to throw yourself on the ground because that’s all you can do. not unlike heartbreak. "call me. please change your mind. take me back." there i was. i’d ruined everything. i was alone, lying there, crying. and then, for the first time, i sat down and prayed. it’s hard to explain. i don’t know who i prayed to, but i said it out loud. "help me. i can’t do this. i can’t do it alone. i want a home."

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somewhere (2010)

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somewhere (2010)

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somewhere (2010)

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safe (1995)

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