warnings: light angst, dom/sub undertones, dacryphilia, miscommunication, spanking, belts, vaginal fingering, vaginal sex, creampie, choking and aftercare
character: imaushi wakasa
you knew better than to piss him off. he was always calm and reserved and it was rare to see him snap but when he did, you knew you were in trouble.
still, you’d rile him up anyway and it usually never escalated that badly. he had patience when it came to you. he’d dealt with others before you but he never planned to fall in love with you.
and so there were a lot of new emotions he felt that he never felt with anyone else especially jealousy. he knows he’s slightly possessive but he also knows you’d tell him if it made you uncomfortable.
you grin as you walk past his office. you hadn’t greeted him, choosing to visit senju since you hadn’t seen her in a while but he sees you and he doesn’t like that one bit.
he lets it slide. you and senju were good friends having met in university so he gets it. senju rarely had any friends especially another girl she could confide in and you preferred to keep to yourself so it worked out well.
he sees you walking with senju but that’s not what irritates him. there are two underlings who seem to find interest in you. he hears the way they try and flirt or the way they seem to fight for your attention and you’re not even doing anything.
at least that’s what it looks like to everyone else but he knows better … he knows you. he watches as you giggle at something one of them says and it can’t be that amusing because you never do that and senju seems bored of their conversation already.
you look up at him and he quirks a brow at you.
“waka” you grin, walking over to him without even looking back at any of them and they squirm when they see him, rushing away before he says anything.
“hi baby” he says, gripping your waist tightly, “i see you finally remembered me”
“i always remember you” you say, “i didn’t want to disturb you”
bullshit … it didn’t matter how busy he was, you’d make yourself known and everyone knew that. they all welcomed you and even his underlings knew about you.
instead of saying anything, he leans in and kisses your forehead
“are you leaving?” he asks and you nod
“i’ll wait for you at home” you say and kiss his jaw, “have a good day”
he’s reluctant to let you go but he did have other things to do and you’d keep yourself entertained until he got home. it took so time for him to get you to stay with him and he’d never admit it but coming home to you was the only reason he managed not to snap and kill someone during the way. he wasn’t as reckless as he was as a teen.
his meeting is only meant to be an hour but it feels like it’s dragging on and on and he doesn’t complain about it. he knows it’s pointless
his phone goes off and he usually wouldn’t answer but he sees your name and opens it.
and he wouldn’t mind but then there’s another message that follows but it’s a picture of you on the bed with your legs spread wide and you’re not wearing anything aside from the cute lingerie set he bought for you and a plain white shirt that was a little too big for you.
he clenches his jaw and puts his phone in his pocket. you knew not to send such risky messages in case someone else saw you. he told you that when takeomi had seen it once and it was the first time wakasa punished you.
you toss your phone aside and decide to prepare dinner. you enjoyed the quiet time where you could just relax. you liked staying with him. wakasa always made you feel safe and loved .. you hadn’t said that to each other yet and you weren’t sure if he did love you or if this was just convenient.
you know that he cares. he makes sure to take good care of you and he rarely ever expects anything from you in return. as long as he could have his way with you, he was happy and you were happy.
the only problem is that you did love him and it scared you because he could toss you aside if he wanted to. he could have anyone he wanted. he was older than you and a lot more sophisticated.
eventually he’d want to settle down and get married and there was no reason to keep you around when he did. you try not to dwell on that as you continue making dinner.
it’s about 30 minutes later and you’re almost done that he arrives home. you hear his car and usually you’d be at the door when he opened it but you decided not to push him too much. you’d already tried your luck today and you didn’t want him to be angry with you.
“in here” you call from the kitchen
he leans against the wall as he watches you move around the kitchen. you were still wearing the white shirt but he could see the lingerie through it and you looked really sexy like that. your hair was up and away from your face so he could see you properly and god he was a goner. he had been for a while now..
“did you have fun today?” he asks and you turn to face him
he walks forward and cages you in against the counter.
“go on” he says as he runs his fingers up your bare thigh and kisses your neck softly. he doesn’t bite down like he wants to, he still needed to teach you a lesson.
“i d-did” you gasp when he squeezes your thigh
he pulls back to look at you and he raises a brow. he can tell you were crying. your eyes are red and glassy and he only ever enjoys seeing you cry from pleasure or when you struggle to take all of him.
not like this. not when you’re alone and he knows you have a tendency to overthink.
“what is it baby?” he asks and you shrug, not saying anything else but you also don’t wrap your arms around his neck.
“i asked you a question” he says firmly, pushing you harder against the counter
“i just..” you swallow hard, breaking eye contact, “i wonder when you’ll get tired .. of me”
he keeps looking at you and you feel uncomfortable with the way he just stares.
“like eventually.. you’ll want something else” you whisper, “someone else”
he grips your chin and forces you to look at him.
“you think i’ll just leave you?” he asks and he sounds angry now.
“is that how little you think of me?” he asks, moving away from you but he still holds your chin so you can’t look away
“no waka” you say softly, “i -”
“you come to my office and ignore me” he scoffs, “you flirt with my underlings”
“i didn’t” you say quickly.
“you send me pictures at work” he continues, moving back to take his time off and toss it aside
“you think i’ll leave you baby?” he laughs and it’s almost bitter and it sends a shiver up your spine
“turn around” he says and you widen your eyes
“wait waka, please” you whisper but he’s not looking at you anymore. he takes his belt off and wraps the buckle part inside his palm so it won’t hurt you .. that much
“turn around y/n” he warns and you nod, turning around and looking down at your hands
he never called you by your name even when he was angry. it stung a little
“bend” he says and presses your lower back so you’re upper body is on the counter
“you don’t see everything that i do?” he asks, “for you”
you don’t say anything. you don’t want to upset him further and it’s not like you can find your voice right now.
he brings the belt down hard across your ass and you help and grip the edge of the counter.
“one” you say, already breathless
“say ‘thank you waka’” he says and brings it down again, harder than the first time but it’s not enough to hurt that much and you know he’s avoiding the skin of your thighs, just below your ass where it’ll hurt for days
“two” you bite your lip, “thank you waka!”
he grins but he’s still angry. did he not show you enough? wasn’t he clear with his actions? you know he’s a man of very few words but he did his best.
he brings it down again but it’s lower this time and it causes you to cry out and bite your lip harder
“t-three, thank you waka”
“there you go” he says, kissing your shoulder, “you can keep going, right baby?”
“yes waka” you say and he rewards you with another kiss on your shoulder
he keeps this up until you’re sobbing but you don’t tell him to stop. you have a safe word if it gets too much and he trusts you to use it.
“f-fifteen” you whisper, sniffing a little “thank you waka”
he knows it hurts and it’ll bruise later. he rubs your ass softly and soothes you as he gets the oil to rub into your skin. he always makes sure you’re okay after anything you do
“you did so good for me baby” he smiles, “you know why i did that, right?”
you nod. you’re still crying but the sniffles have stopped and he rubs your cheek. he’s so tempted to kiss your lips. it’s always so soft when you cry and they’re swollen from the way you were biting them but he doesn’t. he kisses the side of your head
“what’s your colour baby?” he asks, rubbing your thighs as he gently spreads your legs for him
“green” you say softly, “i can take more”
he hums and kisses your head.
“you know baby” he begins as he slips two fingers inside you. he knows you can take it because he sees how wet you are and you grip his arm and look up at him with a pout
“i don’t like that you doubt me” he sighs, “don’t i show you how much i care about you?“
“you do” you say but it’s hard to focus on anything else when his fingers are pressing deeper inside you but he’s so slow and he’s doing it on purpose.
“do you not love me?” he asks and you widen your eyes, looking up at him but he doesn’t give you a chance to answer because he move behind you again and thrusts his fingers faster, opening you up for him
you moan when you feel his tip pushing into you as he holds you open. he bites his lip and you wish you could see his face and kiss him but this was still a punishment and he still hasn’t kissed you properly
“waka” you gasp, crying out when he reaches underneath the shirt to pinch and squeeze your nipples. he doesn’t give you time to adjust as he picks up his pace, fucking into you and pressing your body harder onto the counter
he knows you won’t last long, not when you’re this pent up so he lifts your right leg up so you’re balancing on your tippy toes.
he kisses your neck and arms as he wraps his hand around your throat. he doesn’t apply any pressure but just holds you in place as he fucks you harder and faster.
“waka please” you beg, “i need it please”
he groans and tightens his hold around your neck and you gasp, eyes rolling back and you feel the coil inside you snap
“i wanna cum, w-waka please” you cry out for him, using your hand to hold his wrist that’s around your neck, “please can i cum?”
and how can he say no? you’re always so good for him so he kisses your neck and angles his hips to hit that sweet spot inside you over and over until you’re trembling
“go ahead baby” he says, “cum all over my cock and show me just how good i fuck you”
and you do, with a loud scream and he feels you tighten and clench around him
“fuck” he groans, “fuck baby, just like that” and he cums inside you, stilling his hips when you whine and try to push him away
he lets you catch your breath, holding you up since your legs haven’t stopped shaking.
“i’m sorry waka” you whisper
“shhh” he says softly, “it’s okay, you’re okay”
he rubs your back and arms and makes sure to massage the places that most likely have pins and needles. it takes a while but you relax and let him turn you around to look at him.
“there she is” he says and you pout, looking down at your hands again
“you haven’t kissed me” you frown and he chuckles, pulling you against him
he kisses you softly and you immediately wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him down against you.
“i love you baby” he says, “i hope you know that”
your eyes are glassy again when he looks at you but you’re smiling and it makes his chest ache.
“i love you waka” you whisper, kissing him again as he wraps his arms around you