iamallthereis

my creative journey.

[iamallthereis11]

thoughts on shifting? do you shift 👀

my thoughts on shifting is that it’s 100% possible just like everything else. we’re pure consciousness so shifting realities isn’t difficult. i don’t shift and i’ve never tried but when i was 15, i accidentally astral projected and got a glimpse of what it means to be pure consciousness.

[iamallthereis11]

there is no 3D nor 4D. it’s just you. there’s no “it’s in my 4D but i’m manifesting it in my 3D”. it’s just you. everything is already manifested. you just select what is true for you thus making you experience more of it (you). the 3D was never meant to prove anything for you or else life would be stationary and bland so select who you are and accept yourself unconditionally. keep things short and simple please. all the why’s and how’s are intimate questions that can only be answered by you. be your own source bc there’s only ever you. you you you & you!

[iamallthereis11]

i commented this on tiktok so i might as well post it here too. language & comprehension is also part of this experience therefore it is not fundamental. remember, nothing and no one has context—you’re the only one determining what things mean for you.

[iamallthereis11]

source: @lilithxhh on tiktok.

[iamallthereis11]

“most people aren’t enjoying the world, they’re leaning on it”

you’re whole at each and every moment even if the world says otherwise

[iamallthereis11]

i wish i could do voice memos on here fr but anyways…

i just realized that everything is separately itself & is not tied to anything or any meaning. there’s no set context to this world. your SP kissing someone else has nothing to do with you because you already have them. you living in your parents house has nothing to do with the version of yourself that lives in their dream apartment. that sinking feeling in your chest & thoughts racing don’t mean a thing or “contaminate” your manifestation. think of every single concept in the world as independent pillars that don’t meet and you are in the centre of them all. you could either choose the “my 3D is showing me the opposite so i don’t have my desires” pillar or the “i have all my desires” pillar. there is no concept that backs up the other that is why you cannot seek out proof in your 3D & the 3D doesn’t reward you. YOU ARE THE PROOF and this isn’t a reward system. there’s no continuity so saying “i affirmed 300 times & got my desire” is just another story. all of what we experience are just stories we approve of. the stories are all options & those same options aren’t dictating your life. they are neutral unless you give them meaning.

another thing i’d like to point out is that you don’t have a set “fate” in this dream. i’ll repeat it again, there’s NO SET CONTEXT TO THIS WORLD. there’s nothing to learn or earn because you are all things already. you have it all. a lady on tiktok (i’ll link the video because it has changed my perception greatly) quoted A Course In Miracles, “the will of God and yours are one” and the way i interpreted it is, when i say i have my desires then i have my flipping desires. there’s no separation. “my will and Gods will are not in conflict” & that goes for people who are running away from circumstances by doing a dozen techniques. you are source and there is no other, stop creating conflict where there shouldn’t be. nothing is against you and nothing needs to be changed —just selected. you have a plethora of possibilities so why continue to choose an identity that’s still trying to manifest?

[iamallthereis11]

back tracking…

circumstances aren’t true not only because you’ve declared that they aren’t. but because they’re not all you are. i wanna back track from my last few posts because awareness is always expanding & can never come to a conclusion. there is truth in understanding consciousness by stating “i am nothing” but i feel like that was a part of me that was trying to erase mistakes, failures and disappointing experiences. i’ve come to understand myself a little more these past few days with how i’ve been handling my life. we’re so quick to scramble for answers on how to get the thing we want instead of looking inwards on who truly wants it. is it the self that’s trying to get out of a situation & making their preferences their source of peace? or the part of self who’s simply at peace no matter the situation & not looking at manifestation as their bandaid & their 3D as a cut?

i’m not saying it’s bad to have desires & nor is it bad to manifest seeing as though you don’t prefer your current circumstances. what i’m trying to say is that i’ve been treating my preferences like my salvation & my source of peace forgetting that i’m my only source. it’s good to hear that you’re in control of everything & that circumstances don’t matter but actually implementing that not from an egoic stand point but from truly understanding that you are all things is freeing. therefore i prefer saying “i am everything” rather than “i am nothing”. i am failures and undesired experiences but i am also successes and preferences. i am it all and i choose to embrace that.

[iamallthereis11]

reminder: you are never not at your final outcome. everything is done so what’s there to wait for? you’re always at the finish line.

[iamallthereis11]

intellect VS. knowing

me in my undesired identity: “okay so, i fully understand what these creators are trying to say. let me focus on shifting my identity then the 3D will give it to me because it’s my reflection meaning i am reality.”

**trying to get to my desired identity**

me still in my undesired identity: “this shit is not working. what am i doing wrong? the 3D isn’t changing. everything is a reflection of me so i am doing something wrong. but i shouldn’t give my power to the 3D. i’ve read all the books, written my own notes & watched all videos. the videos & books make me feel calm and relaxed. i’ve finally shifted because i feel relaxed. i’m going to chase this feeling to stay in the state of being”

**a few moments later**

me realizing it’s all me: “holy shit. who’s gonna give it to me if not me? i am reality meaning there’s no one else. why am i waiting for the 3D to give me something when i have already have it because it’s all me? nothing and no one gets a say on my reality other than me. not a feeling nor an appearance or thought. there’s no separation because it’s just me happening now”

me seeing something undesirable in my 3D and KNOWING who i am: “that has nothing to do with who i said i am. everything is happening now so i am currently experiencing my desires. i am what i am”

me now in the KNOWING(i’m always now): “i’m not changing anything or anyone. i’m simply aware of a different version of everything & identifying with experiencing it. anything irrelevant to that has nothing to do with me. i am everything, i have everything. it’s all for me to choose or not choose. there’s nothing out there that can give me my desires nor deny them”

[iamslavana]

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

Remember that your failure is your own manifestation and a concept that exists only in your consciousness. Failure and lack exist only because you believe in them.

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[iamallthereis11]

you are a clean slate at every moment. meaning you are NOTHING. your ego (name, age, body, place of work, relationship status, accomplishments, failures…) is the mistaken identity. if your partner broke things off with you, would u disappear? if you happened to forget your name, family, friends, would you cease to exist? all these things are apart of an infinite source that is YOU. they are not to be mistaken with who you truly are. since you are nothing, you have infinite potential to be whoever you CHOOSE to be. we ARE awareness. therefore, we are going to be aware of ALL THINGS. whether it be the idea of resistance, anxiety, indifference etc. it is up to you to decide what to make of it. i simply let ideas that aren’t for me pass because i already decided differently.

[lihuapearl]

I went into sleep paralysis last night and now I truly know that I'm purely awareness, I was able to leave my own body and it completely changed my perspective. it was such a crazy experience I can't explain it

you truly are JUST awareness it's incredible.

[iamallthereis11]

everything worked itself out

for the past however many years i’ve known about manifesting, this year has been the year i’ve truly expanded my awareness. i used to try to affirm to get things & hope they’d be handed to me by some outside source monitoring my every move but i have finally surrendered and have came to terms with who i am. i’m very grateful for always having hope & stubbornness to “achieve” my goals. my number 1 goal was to be a top achiever & i spent months trying to erase my mistakes. now i realized that i have it all because i am it all. i am the space in which the world is happening in, whether it be thoughts, feelings, sensations, sounds, scenes.. I AM it all. i don’t need to prove it to anyone because my true nature is indescribable, unchanged & to keep it simple…nothing at all. there’s no reference point because i have no points to refer to. all i know is that i am everything and nothing at the same time. i have access to anything i want at any given moment.

resting as awareness doesn’t mean diminish your human experience to get your shit. it’s understanding that nothing that you do or seemed to have done, nothing that you have or seem to not have is separating you from your desire because nothing exists outside of your perception of it. you are so loved to have an infinite amount of choices to experience & the undesirable thoughts/circumstances feel less scary when you understand this. life isn’t continuous/linear- it’s you standing in a dark room with a torch, watching the elements of that room illuminate and choosing to experience which ever element you want. you are not the doer, you are the chooser. be who you want to be right now because you only have now.

[iamallthereis11]

btw, i post to help remind myself that i’m independently the truth & not anything or anyone else. it’s all on me the same way that it’s all on you too. you have it all, you are it all & anything that shows otherwise isn’t the truth. it’s impossible to lack something when you are everything.

[iamallthereis11]

when you’re declaring/deciding/affirming a change in perspective, know that the unfavorable circumstances aren’t yours- they never were. it’s freeing to truly understand that just because something seems like it’s happening to you, it’s all an illusion & it’s not your issue so stop treating it like one you have to fix.

videos that’ve helped me:

The Rosey Life| Winning Needs No Opponent

The Rosey Life| The Voice in Your Head

watch these over and over again until you understand.

[iamallthereis11]

*Simply realize that you are aware and sit in that sensation*

Could you please give me an example of how to do this? Let's say I'm hearing a noise (that's being conscious, right?) and if so, how do I become aware that I'm conscious of it?

you are never not aware because you are always consciousness. the goal isn’t to become more aware, you cannot become more of something you already are. be enthralled with all experiences knowing the one & only fundamental truth that you are source. there’s no sensation to chase as a prerequisite to “get” your desires - that would make your feelings source. it’s all unconditionally yours. manifesting is all about subtraction, not addition. you’re always fulfilled (infinite source), what more would you need to add? subtract the illusion of separation because nothing is true nor false, it just is. as source (the truth), you get to decide it all.

[iamallthereis11]

let’s stop over complicating this…

whatever you’re aware of is what is possible/true depending on if you identify with experiencing it.

EVERYTHING is awareness. that is why everything is neutral because it is all the same thing. that is why you don’t need to fix your 3D circumstances because they’re just the same as your thoughts, feelings and bodily sensations. that is why there’s NO SEPARATION.

when you’re not aware of something it doesn’t exist. you weren’t aware of your hand just now so it didn’t exist (YOU are the only one here. NOTHING exists outside of you). your awareness only gives power to things that you identify with, that is why there’s nothing to overcome. let’s say, you got a bad grade but you choose to identify with having a good grade. the version of you that got the bad grade doesn’t exist as a concrete source and you’re not playing mortal kombat with them to “get” your manifestation. it is just awareness and since you’re aware of having a better grade, you can choose to identify with that.