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"What advice would you give yourself today?"

Pangalawang beses nang naitanong sakin yan dahil sa question game na nabili ko sa Papelmerotti. Same feels, nabablanko ako. Ano nga ba? Baka di ko lang ma-process kasi kailangan kong sumagot agad. Pero, pangalawang beses na nga at naiwan na yung question sa utak ko pero parang ang hirap pa ring sagutin....

Siguro, "Be true to yourself".

I can't just say it directly sa mga taong kausap ko during the game kasi may follow up question yan na 'bakit'. At ayokong magpaliwanag. I know myself, ang dami kong mga sikreto. Ang dami kong mini-battles na ako lang ang nakakaalam. Mahirap pero mas mahirap kung minsan kahit sa sarili ko denial ako. Kaya siguro yan naiisip ko ngayon. Kailangan kong magpakatotoo sa sarili ko para mas maintindihan ko. With that, hindi rin mahihirapan ang ibang tao na maunawaan ako. Kaya I wanna start this blogging journey again. Gusto ko lang mai-express yung laman ng puso't isip ko. It feels good to express oneself without worrying to be judged. I hope this is just a start. 🙂🙏

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Dear self, I am proud of you. Your faith has been tested but you are still here. You know that you are not in this journey alone. Hold on to Him tighter this time. Don’t ever lose your grip. Forgive yourself. You’ve been too hard on yourself lately. Everything of value takes time to build. Stop feeling like something is wrong with you; you don’t need to guilt trip yourself. Be patient, you will overcome every moment. Be more tough. Always be ready of what life is going to offer. You’ve gone through a lot. You can overcome every situation. Keep the fire on your career. Always look back why and how you started your path. Always search for that passion in your heart. It’s normal to be tired. Just rest if you must. Love yourself. Always remind yourself that you are incredible. You are beautiful. You are worthy. You may not hear it a lot but someone out there appreciates you and all that you do. You have time. Better things are coming your way. Chase your dreams and live life! Laban lang ghOurl! 😂❤️ From the person who will always believe in you, ME #lettertoself #2020self

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Lakbay Museo 🇵🇭 (at Lakbay Museo PH) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3Q_AxyHVXFx2FaKQyMjIg4Bgr__5EzsZ_tpsA0/?igshid=1fo1c4respj36

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Lakbay Museo 🇵🇭 (at Lakbay Museo PH) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3Q-Ok5nUkzWxeYJo4UhHrJMZo8Oi8tU7X5xck0/?igshid=1xpof0c0d6xc1

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9.14.19

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Summer’s not yet over. 🌞 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByCizoMnqa2XTmKZSog_2TJtMSKvSQDDckGQk80/?igshid=1e8t7pl5dpy70

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Rest if you must, but don’t you quit. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu1_fGolVx59kh_fBtBPu8I_MnqJZSm2Xq2cjQ0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rjcn6stpr76

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“What we find changes who be become.” https://www.instagram.com/p/Br_v52fFTs5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1m4ccaub6hedl

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Welcoming 2019 with a stronger soul and a positive disposition in life. ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/Br_wMBbFL8V/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pt896hc54vae

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Happy birthday to one of my favorite humans in the world!!! 💚💚💚 I salute you for being so dedicated and hard working but please take care of yourself. Para makichika ka na rin pag mag-overnight tayo ulit. 😂😂😂 Tandaan mong, gaya ng nasa picture, lagi lang kaming nasa likuran mo sa lahat ng mga desisyon mo sa buhay. Hangad ko lagi ang kaligayahan at kapayapaan ng puso mo. Mahal na mahal kita. 😘 (at Coffee Project) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq1jit5FQrwdhRUGMNT9e134ZK52B0tpuBdI6Y0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18aclkjgki12u

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Your life is one the most precious gifts the world has to offer. Especially when the universe conspired and let our souls meet halfway… ❤️❤️❤️
I can’t thank God enough for your existence in my life. Kulang kasi ang mga salita ng pasasalamat. O ang kahit anong espesyal na pasabog para matumbasan kung gaano ka rin kaespesyal. Kaya sobrang nalulungkot ako. Kasi lagi akong pumapalpak. I’ve been very excited but it came out a failure. And then again, you understood. Saying na okay lang kahit walang ganap. Mas nalungkot ako baby. You deserve everything which will make you happy. Lahat gagawin ko mahal, sumaya ka lang. Maswerte lang talaga ako at sobra ka kung umunawa. Di ka naman magtatyaga sakin kung hindi. Hihi.

I hope to celebrate more of our birthdays together. Sana wala nang palya to. We’ll be together until we have our own family. Until we grow old together. Let’s claim it! 
Happy happy birthday, my love! Thank you for being an imperfectly perfect partner! Thank you for understanding my mood swings and drams in life. Thank you for always making me happy. You never failed with that since the day I noticed you. Mula nung umacting kang Boy Abunda sa classroom hanggang sa kakornihan mo. Sige na, isama na natin yung pangingiliti kahit di ko masyadong gusto yun. Kasi naman nagiging brutal ako. Well, mejo counted yun kasi napapatawa mo naman ako. Basta love, salamat sa lahat. And most of all, I thank God for your life. Thank you rin sa nanay at tatay mo. Hehe.

Mahal na mahal na mahal kita! 
Happy birthday, my love!!!! 😘🥂❤️🙏🏻

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“Feeling ko kasi ‘yung mga taong natakot nang magmahal dahil nasaktan sila sa pag-ibig, feeling ko hindi naman talaga sila nagmahal in the first place.”

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Motivate me❕❕❕

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Matutulog ako buong araw. O kahit bukas na ako magising. O kahit hindi na 🙃

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I miss how I bluntly express my emotions in this platform

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I just have no one to talk to.

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