I Am Jamie

Someone who is gender questioning and trying to fall in love with the world.

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App Development

So I’ve found out that there’s not a lot of apps out there for us Trans folks. So I decided to try and make some. I’ve been given some amazing suggestions by fellow peers and I’ve decided on my first one. I don’t know how long it’ll take to develop. But I think it may be easier than I thought. It’s simple to implement and if I can do it, then that means I can move on and develop more!

One step at a time. But I think I just hit a market for Apps :) 

Perfect place to start developing. I’m insanely excited. I think this could be really good. 

Lots of news from myself, but I think I’ll save that for another time.  

Love, 

Jamie

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Grilled Macaroni and Cheese Sandwich

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A few months later...

It's a few months later and I have had help. I've been to therapy and am now in group therapy. I am still very scared but my first post where I said "Je be suis pas Seul," made me feel happier after just looking at it there. I have been thinking more of the idea of HRT and taking testosterone. I am male. I know it. I feel it and my body is holding me back, it's just not me. I can change - but the idea of changing my physical appearance is scary. The other thing is being terrified about actually changing and seeing people's response. But if this makes me happy, nothing should stand in the way. If people think I'm "sick" and need help, be it. They won't stop me. Because there are people out there who love and support me. I am not here for entertainment. I am here for myself. It is not my job to make others happy. It's my job to make MYSELF happy. I am Jamie. I am me. The changes I make have no impact on anyone else. I am not alone and I may not be okay right now, but I will be. Love, Jamie

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First diary post as Jamie - feeling scared

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i am jamie

Title is self explanatory, but I’m here to vent, talk and try to explore my gender identity and document it. These posts will be about the past, present and future and will be anything that is relevant to this blog. 

I hope this will give me help and maybe, might help someone else. 

I guess the only thing else to say is... good luck. 

To future me out there, I hope this helps. 

Most importantly, Je ne suis pas seul.

Love, Jamie x