Icarus

Im icarus non winged. I am Alice by heart. i more honest to stangers than people i know in real life. 19

[iammyblog]

There is a saying that i can never love again after this. Its cleche but then again i thunk the right saying is that i can love again but not as deeply as i once chose

[iammyblog]

Search box: How to save a broken heart?

*hopes for the best*

[iammyblog]

A hopeful smile not knowing how unfortunate things got..

[iammyblog]

Whats one advice you can give to a 19 soon to be 20 kid?

[iammyblog]

Who am I supposed to be?

[iammyblog]

Who the fuck am i supposed to be in this godamn fucked up place?

[iammyblog]

Mali ba na ayaw ko na naglalike ng photos ng ibang girls yung BF ko?

[iammyblog]

Boyfriend ko na super patient and a really Good man kahit mukha kaming 12 dito college na po kami graduate na din po sya 😂😍 1. Were sort of a highschool fling back then biglang nawala idk whats with me umayaw ako bigla (ang sama ko :( pero i was so immature pa nun first year highschool pa lang din nmn yun second year sya 😅) lalande eh ka bata pa hahhaha

2. Naghi sya ulit nung first year college ako which is great well atleast now i can say na he really likes me kala ko kasi trip nya lang ako lol

3. We got to know eachother and sobrang he takes care of me and he always make it a point na masaya ako :) he always surprises me with stuff na he thinks ill like Ang cute pa nga eh. Kasi friday nun tapos syempre afterschool date kami so yun sinundo nya ako nag dala syang car tapos while driving sabi nya Him: “lagay mo muna bag mo sa likod baka nabibigatan ka.” Me: see a big bag ng mumuso “ano yan?” Him: ahh kay mama binili nya Me: ahhh *looks through the bag* tapos nakita ko medyo parang furry pero di ko kasi makita ng ayos so hinayaan ko nlng Him: nakita mo? Me:oo Him: oh ano yun? Me: furry eh im not sure kung ano yun Him:kunin mo Me: *grabes the bag, opens* totoro na plushieee na parang pwedeng isuot sa arm to sleep in Him: surprise! :D Me: aww *kinilig ako shet* thank you venn T^T *hugs* i love you Him: :D

4. 2nd year ako tapos 9pm end ng class ko eh 2hours byahe from plm hanggang samin. Almost 11 na ako nakakauwi and guess kung sino nagsusundo sa may labasan samin. Syyaaa 😍 sobrang consistent nya manligaw. He always make me feel safe

5. One time na sinundo nya ako umuulan and bumaha sa may labasan ng village namin tapos may mahabang pila. eh i have so much to study and late na din. Did you know what he did for me?! Pinahiram nya slippers nya and nakapaa sya lumusong for me (///▽///)(^u^) sobrang haba ng hair ko nun

6. Kahit na wala na ako sa plm he still supports and motivates me. Im so blessed to have this man in my life and i look forward to spending my future with my true love (/◕ヮ◕)/(*^0^*)

[lalahdelia]

Unlearning who I am not–so I can learn how to become who I am.

Lalah Delia (via vibratehigherdaily)

[iammyblog]

A mental note, Financially unwell got honorably dismissed from PLM. we'll get by just trust God. Ending of 2017 nov 28. December soon, today i will try to become a better daughter to my mom and a better student who just got a new start but will soon face the reality of financial struggle.

[love-personal]

[serious]

Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.

Unknown (via misjudgments)

[iammyblog]

Today.. i deactivated my twitter and instagram.. i feel like im attached to social media and its making me less of a person who freely enjoys the actual living part of it Tomorrow i will be officially a second year physical therapy student at pamantasan ng lungsod ng maynila. Im looking forward to starting my day with breakfast accompanied by someone special. My class starts at 8:30 and we'll get by my school around 6 or 7 either way its enough time for us together <3

[kosetsu]

I tried my best to keep up, I tried to understand, I tried to fix things, I tried. The bottom line is, I tried. Everyone says that you’ll never know until you try, but sometimes you keep trying and the same results occur, you just need to know when to stop no matter how shitty that option is. But I tried and I know that some things will never work out no matter how much you want them to. 

I constantly remind myself that it’s alright to cry, that It’s okay to hurt over it because pretending that it doesn’t hurt and trying push that it’s going to be okay is so difficult when the heart is crumbling to the point of helplessness. Because the truth is, it hurts. The truth is, it sucks. The truth is, I know the truth and I couldn’t accept the truth, but now I have to. And with that truth, I have to face the fact that I’m hurting over it, that I need time to heal, that I can cry, that I can be sad, that I need time before heading on forward to the world, before I can be purely happy again. Everyone has different ways of coping with pain and acknowledge that it’s there rather than denying it, is my first step. Knowing how to deal with it is the next, but the thing I keep in mind was that if I was fine without that someone before then I can be fine without that someone even when they’re gone. But right now, it hurts, and fucking hurts, and everyone’s telling you “I told you so” and it’s not making you feel any better, you’re not alone. It’s okay to hurt, it’s okay to dwell. Things will get better. One day.

[holajansen]

One thing I learned in my early twenties is that it is important to know when something is over. You can’t keep yourself in a loop of hoping and bargaining for things to change; you owe it to yourself to move forward and start again.

[theoretically-questioning]

For months I was swimming in your love like it was my own private pool but now you’re gone and my eyes won’t stop stinging.

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via theoretically-questioning)

[loveandknowledge]

In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it.

Mitch Albom (via loveandknowledge)