jotting down the conceits of my idle hours

Run your fingers through my soul. For once, just once, feel exactly what I feel, believe what I believe, perceive as I perceive, look, experience, examine, and for once; just once, understand.

[iamsapiosexual]

31y, 5m, 2w, 5d

I am married now, living in a small house with my husband, working as what i have dreamed of when i was a child. Everything is coming to what i have visualized. Happiness is on my feet. Before this seems so vivid, but now i am having the best in accordance to what the universe wants me to be.

I am thankful for the energy that surrounds me. They may not be perfect but it is exactly what i needed just to be me. I am grateful, i am blessed. I am thankful for my experiences. I am at peace.

[iamsapiosexual]

Struggling with idiosyncrasy

 I must admit. Ever since I stayed away from home, I felt like I also became different and apart from my true self. Even though I’ve been too busy with work and chores, my mind has been empty and worthless. Energy focused on senseless thoughts, overworked some efforts which is kinda unrequitted and disturbed sanity. All these things happened because of wrong focus. 

I feel unguided, lost and mislaid. I feel deeply vulnerable.

[iamsapiosexual]

In Dubai, you'll enjoy the sale #saleissale

[allaboutsoups-blog]

Creamy Mushroom Soup (Jollibee-style)

Creamy Mushroom Soup (Recipe #1)

Rating: Easy

Serves: 6 hungry people

This is my version of the infamous Jollibee creamy mushroom soup.I have no idea how they make it, but having eaten bowls of it and experimenting just as many times I guess I have the cred to claim this recipe tastes close to the real thing. Just like any other home cooks, I am not into careful measurement. Please adjust as you see fit. If you have any comments or suggestions to improve this recipe, just holler. Enjoy!

Ingredients:

¼ kg elbow macaroni

1 t dried rosemary

1 c chicken stock or 1 cube chicken flavor

1  Knorr Cream of Mushroom powder (70g pack)

100 g frozen corn and carrots, diced

½ head cabbage, chopped finely

100 g canned button mushroom, sliced

100 g cooked ham, diced (optional)

½ stick butter (optional)

½ L water

oil and salt

Preparations:

Boil water, 2 T oil and 1 t salt. Add, pasta, rosemary and chicken broth.

On a separate bowl/mug, mix water and cream of mushroom powder.

When pasta is almost cooked, add the corn, carrots and cream of mushroom. Simmer.

Add mushroom, cabbage, ham and butter. Let it boil once, then serve.

Serve with garlic bread.

Recipe #1

[iamsapiosexual]

A man that knows your worth doesn't need to be told how to treat you. That's a given! You won't have to question his feelings, his motives, nor his intentions. How will I know? You ask. See, he will freely show you how he feels and prove it consistently. If you're settling for anything less than what you deserve. Then, maybe you don't even know your worth.

Seeet destiny

[ds08tf]

Some Oddly Satisfying Calligraphy Porn

[iamsapiosexual]

Relationship without trust and MUTUAL RESPECT cannot survive. He cannot change, if he is a potential cheater, he will cheat when opportunity is there. Playing private detective is not going to change somebody, it will only push that person away.

[goodquoteco]

Genuine love is rarely an emotional space where needs are instantly gratified. To know love we have to invest time and commitment…’dreaming that love will save us, solve all our problems or provide a steady state of bliss or security only keeps us stuck in wishful fantasy, undermining the real power of the love — which is to transform us.’ Many people want love to function like a drug, giving them an immediate and sustained high. They want to do nothing, just passively receive the good feeling.

Bell Hooks (via hqlines)

[iamsapiosexual]

Primise Yourself

To be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. To make all your friends feel that there is something in them To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. To think only the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile. To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble. To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words but great deeds. To live in faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you. Christian D. Larson, Your Forces and How to Use Them

[iamsapiosexual]

Why the funniest people are the saddest?

"The funniest people I know seem to be the ones surrounded by darkness. And that’s probably why they’re the funniest. The deeper the pit, the more humor you need to dig yourself out of it." http://time.com/3103256/robin-williams-dead-jim-norton/

[iamsapiosexual]

Sweet disposition

Expressing my soul through our sweet exchange. Your scent, your warmth, i could live with it forever. I am certain that i can spend the rest of my days with you eternally.

[khayenn-blog-blog]

I am wondering at this very moment if you are thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other.

Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning hoping,...

[xxconfettiitsaparade]

—“That would be…that would be some other disposable thing that is not worth fighting for.”

[wordsnquotes]

How beautiful would it be to find someone who’s in love with your mind.

Unknown (via wordsnquotes)

[iamsapiosexual]

#olaf

[iamsapiosexual]

Dec 13. Friday.

Hi soulmate. And i thought of you again. I wonder how are you now? I'm quite fine. Getting better after a revelation that was a blessing in disguise. I thank the Lord for it ended in time.

I know, it'll be soon. I'll soon meet you in God's most perfect time. :)

[iamsapiosexual]

Bye

Goooodbye. Prophecy revealed. Everything was just infatuation. I am freeing my mind with my thoughts of you. And i am going back to the state of being blank.