Being Kihyun’s friend with benefits means
the boy cannot believe you’re having sex with him for starters
mainly because he could’ve never believed that you thought of him in that way
of course he’s always thought you were gorgeous and it would be a lie to say he hadn’t thought of you like that before
but he would’ve never dared to initiate something because he was afraid of losing you
but now that you two are involved he can’t imagine ever going back because being with you and having you want him like that and hearing you moaning his name is more than he could’ve ever imagined
so he’s all nervous about it and always making sure everything is okay with you like “do you want me to buy the condoms?”
“should i pick my clothes off your floor?”
“when should i leave? i don’t wanna bother you”
and you’re always trying to reassure him
but in bed he’s totally confident and deeply into you like every move you make reinvents beauty for him
and he says he could watch you all day
but when you two aren’t doing that he’s still just the same friend he’s always been
and you still tell him everything and complain about everyone and share snacks and stay up late
and both of you are content with what you have now because it’s not asking too much
but you’re also never looking at another person like other guys don’t even interest you anymore
and you’ve never even seen or heard of kihyun flirting with other people
so sometimes you wonder if maybe you are in a relationship and neither of you have really noticed
but you don’t wanna talk about it because you’re afraid you might change things and that’s the last thing you want
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